EPTHere comes the crazy ramblings of a madman and that might be literally I dont know.
So about 3 days before Christmas i was alone, downstairs and straightening out the arms of our new plastic Christmas tree Or Julgran as it is known in sweden and off i go on an secret rambling.
Anyway I was alone and suddenly I heard a voice from the foyer "MiB." It said in my insideheadvoice.
I thought that was a little freaky why would my brain project it´s thoughts over there and why would it say my initials. (And off i Go on a secret rant on how I never get along with my brain.)
Anyway the next day when i was waking up about very early in the morning. The house was quiet and i rested with my face down in the mattress.
Suddenly I heard an old ladylike voice right above me. A really scary witch like voice say just one word that i have forgotten. Should have written it down a week ago DAMN. Lets just say it froze me to the core and I lay as still as i could trying to hear or notice anyone in my room, oh it was scary.
So I thought Lets go to Wikipedia and learn about halucinatiuons. And this is what it said:
An auditory hallucination, is a form of hallucination that involves perceiving sounds without auditory stimulus. A common form involves hearing one or more talking voices. This may be associated with psychotic disorders such as schizophrenia.
So I said Lets go check on schizophrenia! Oh and btw I do talk to myself alot. So I literary said. it out loud. So lets see what the free wiki told me about schizophrenia, man i enjoy writing that word.
Schizophrenia is a mental disorder characterized by a breakdown of thought processes and by poor emotional responsiveness. It most commonly manifests itself as auditory hallucinations, paranoid or bizarre delusions, or disorganized speech and thinking, and it is accompanied by significant social or occupational dysfunction. The onset of symptoms typically occurs in young adulthood, with a global lifetime prevalence of about 0.3–0.7%. Diagnosis is based on observed behavior and the patient's reported experiences
And look at that pearl of an article = breakdown of thought process, poor emotional responses, Audiio halucinations, Disorganized specch and prominent in young adults. Goddammit its all me.
Man i thought my disorganized speech was because my brain is turning English. You know hanging on English websites all day watching English series all day whiteout subtitles. listening to streams (Damn i got into another secret rambling about turning English)
Well well wasn't that a nice story now remember I'm not worried about this so for the love of whatever don't be! Aw shit last minute Edit If worry is an emotion that might be why ey ey.. If I was worried I wouldn't be telling a soul as turning insane is quite embarrassing and I.m a shy guy. ..
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Wanna know a secret... I think it might be cool. Sss do not tell anyone!
Also wanna know about the secret ramblings? They might be future blog projects, I really wanna write about how mean my brain is....Give me a few months and I might come out off my shell again.
