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Fair warning.
My body is rebelling against me. -.-
Carpel tunnel shit has been really bad this week. My fingers get numb, and tingly. I have stabbing pains all the way up my arm. I have managed to bruise my muscles from putting pressure on it to try to alleviate pain. My flexor muscles also hurt me a lot. Even when I just stop using my hands for a day-- no writing, texting, typing, clicking, anything, it hurts just when I'm sitting doing nothing. (Typing with my 'good' hand, lol.)
Fucking fatigue is hitting me so hard. I get nine hours of sleep, and am completely exhausted after about an hour of being up. Couldn't stay awake this afternoon, and fell asleep at my desk. Slept for almost four hours and still so tired. I am getting good sleep, but my body doesn't know it or something.
Also, my lungs feel like rabbit lungs. Super tiny and bunched up high in my chest. I feel like I can't get a full breathe of air. Idk what that is. But it's annoying.
And, I think I am going blind in my right eye. XD Am already nearly legally blind with it, and it keeps getting worse. Eye doctor says my optic nerve is torn a bit, which is why a gray spot pops up right in the middle of my vision in that eye and I can't see there.
Aside from that and dealing with my autoimmune shit stuffs... my doctor emailed me Tuesday to tell me that unfortunately when they took about 5 million liters of blood they somehow missed getting all the samples they needed for my tests, which is why quite a few of them never came back. Now I get to go back to the doctor's tomorrow morning to have MORE blood drawn.
Also my teachers suddenly decided everything is due at once. So...
I have one art history paper I am working on now, which I need to finish for tomorrow. >.>
I have to turn in a bibliography for a second art history paper next week (I think, better check the date on that, lol).
I have a paper for my figure drawing class.
I have to find a freaking dead crow for my drawing class. (stuffed; gonna go bug some natural history museums I guess)
I have to finish my animation project, but I still don't actually know how to use Maya... yay.
I have a paper for ASL on genetic alteration of the Deaf due Tuesday.
I have a presentation due Tuesday.
I have a 10 minute signed dialogue to record with another student.
I have to go to a Deaf event, and a guest lecturer.
I have to go to an art gallery show across town.
And I still have work and class, and stuff...
Also, people are fucking obnoxious. Especially almost every girl I know. So fucking dramatic about stupid shit. They go on and on and on about stuff that happened and is well over, just to rehash their outrage over something dumb, argue with people who try to point out it's in the past for the sake of being more dramatic, and feel better about themselves for the pity party that gets thrown. I have no tolerance for these children. -.- Then they get butt hurt because I say I'm going to go now, they ask why, and I tell them the truth-- NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR YOU BITCH, BITCH. (lol ironic this is a bitching blog? At least I put it all in one nicely labeled place that other people can avoid.)
And why the fuck is underwear so expensive? It's barely any cloth damnit. If you buy cheap stuff it unravels and falls apart in a month. If you buy something that will last you a year, it's fucking $60 for a VS brand bra, and like... $10 for a thong? wtf 3 pieces of string for $10. -.- That's as big a ripoff as text messaging charges.
My stomach has developed about 2 lbs of roundness. There's no roll, and it's not that noticeable unless I'm standing at the side, but it's obnoxious, because that shit is hard to get off. -.- I don't want abs of steel, but it's nice to be flat. Fuck female hormones.
Also, it's now fall, and it's rainy out all the time, which is fine-- I don't mind rain, except it's really freaking cold rain, and you have to go splashing through deep puddles that make the bottoms of your jeans wet for the rest of the day, and any time you cross your legs you get uncomfortably damp. It also makes my hair frizzy.
Finally, it's fucking annoying that my memory foam pads slide across my mattress every night because I turn over every now and then in my sleep. I end up half falling off the bed, and have to pull everything off to shove it back on. It also pulls off my sheet. Why the fuck don't they just stick to the bed? Idk. -.-
Probably there is other stuff to whine about but I can't think of them. Feel free to just post your own bitching. It's nice to get it out.
 
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I must not make joke, I must not make a joke. Crude is the poster killer. I must not make a joke.
Honestly, it sounds like you have a heap of shit of your plate. My plate is busy but relatively shit free so no bitching from me.
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take a break from the computer and get wrist guards. does wonders. i had the same CT/tingly/numb problem a few months back, now it's manageable...i think T_T
sorry to hear about your other problems! fighting 
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I'm sure you've heard all the advice from everyone but remember, in the overall scheme of things your health is important, so take care of yourself. You can try posting in the health and fitness subforum, they are usually helpful with stuff you can do to improve general health. My humble suggestion is to do basic arm/wrist stretches throughout the day and before you use your computer. Take lots of viatmin d, like between 8-10k IU a day.
Spend the money you use on VS brand on some rain boots.
You could consider rearranging your room for your mattress sliding problems. It also helps to be in a new environment every now and then for your mental health.
Finally, you are taking ASL? How fluent are you? I took 2 years of it and really loved it. I know how much of a bitch it is to meet people but every single deaf person I have ever met is super nice.
Set reasonable deadlines and school work will seem more manageable...although that is a lot lol..
You probably weren't looking for advice but welp there it is haha.
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@Soulish: I laughed so hard when I read that. Not a response I was expecting at all. <3333
@Ack1027: I don't mind advice lol, though I have heard it before. I am... communicable in ASL, lol. Third semester taking it, and I know enough to get along alright, though my sign vocabulary isn't as expanded as I would like it to be. Every deaf person I have ever met has been so nice to me. XD All of our teachers are Deaf of course, but my best friend has quite a few Deaf friends (he is completely fluent, and even got offered a job to teach at the Philadelphia School for the Deaf), and I have met some other Deaf people at Deaf comedy nights and stuffs.
Also it's not that I haven't set deadlines and such, but that most of that work was assigned this week, and is due next week. XD Which is just a lot at once. I will survive though, lol!
Thanks for the well-wishes you other two! I already feel much better just writing it all out, haha.
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I think you just inspired me to write a bitch blog, not only to alleviate myself of a lot of angst and somewhat personal responsibility, but to replace girl blogs. Although... bitch blog, girl blog... it could get confusing to some people.
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I have 11 days to finish my Standford application.
I still have to start on my personal statement.
I still have to start on the supplement question.
I have my ACT to study for this Friday.
I have to finish this long packet for my teacher to write me a letter of recommendation.
I am taking AP literature, a suicide class at my school (Heck, I spend 12 hours last weekend finishing up one assignment).
My AP Calculus teacher hates me and gives me a different version for all of the tests. I have to study 2 times as hard to get an A.
I still have AP biology to worry about, covering a chapter every two/three days.
I have AP Economics, a large packet due Monday that I haven't started on. I am three chapter behind on my reading.
I have AP Statistics to worry about. I have 12 days worth of homework to do and an experiment to conduct.
I still have to prepare my questions, closing statement, for both the prosecution and defense team in Mock Trial. I still have to memorize all the objections, notify everybody to sign up for the donation derby. Make sure everybody stays on track because I'm the president. All in under a month.
I have to worry studying literary works and psychiatrist for quizbowl.
I have been procrastinating on this blog.
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where did you get all these ailments from wtf Oo is that all genetic stuff or did your parents skip breast feeding and started with liquefied mcdonalds from day 1?
On October 20 2011 15:29 Game wrote:
I think you just inspired me to write a bitch blog, not only to alleviate myself of a lot of angst and somewhat personal responsibility, but to replace girl blogs. Although... bitch blog, girl blog... it could get confusing to some people.
as long as no-one has a bitch girl friend, it's fine.
/edit: "this is a whine blog" can be put into the song instead "this is a triumph". someone should make a whine-version of still alive.
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I understand your position, and I hope it helped you to get it out in a blog. Underwear is indeed far too expensive, and furthermore, females of the first world have a tendency to be all too dramatic regarding certain trivialities.
It always irritated me to no end when caucasian females complain about their daily life. Being caucasian females, they are the single group in the world that has the highest life expectancy, so I don't see what their problem is. At least they were not born and raised in Somalia, there the life expectancy is about 37-40 for the average female.
Good luck
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I know how you feel about having no energy. Just slept 8 hours and I'm still drained. Killer week, had 4 exams (well, 1 left tomorrow) and I've been studying from 7am to 1am every day (besides going to class and exams because of course with 6 classes I still have filled schedule without even studying).
I had 2 exams in a row yesterday, from 10am to 12pm and from 12pm to 1h15pm (not like I need to get to the other class or anything; real fair scheduling)... I just went to sleep after I got home for like 5 hours before moving on to study again, still tired. Also annoying because once I was less exhausted I realized I made some stupid mistakes in my second exam that I wouldn't make if I didn't have 4 of them in the same fucking week.
Now I've got another 12-15 hour day of studying for tomorrow; plus a lab diagram for tomorrow as well... and a lab report + some other crap to do this weekend T_T.
1 more week before my week off... can't fucking wait. Going to just lay in bed for like 100 hours.
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@MisterD: I was breast fed and raised on wholesome homemade foods my entire life. It is genetics, unfortunately. The Carpel Tunnel is overplaying the piano. XD
@astrorisk,Kurr: GOOD LUCK DOODS!
@marrtorn: i c wut u did thar. 
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Weren't you the one that plays the viola? See, I just tracked down all your life problems to a single object that symbolizes all failures in life.
So I heard violins fit fine in a viola case...
=P
Also, your postcount as I'm writing this - 666! Whoa!
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On October 20 2011 16:55 marttorn wrote:I understand your position, and I hope it helped you to get it out in a blog. Underwear is indeed far too expensive, and furthermore, females of the first world have a tendency to be all too dramatic regarding certain trivialities. It always irritated me to no end when caucasian females complain about their daily life. Being caucasian females, they are the single group in the world that has the highest life expectancy, so I don't see what their problem is. At least they were not born and raised in Somalia, there the life expectancy is about 37-40 for the average female. Good luck
What does life expectancy have to do with complaining about your daily life?
"Man this sucks, but it's okay I'll live longer on average than any other single group in the world."
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Carpal tunnel's a bitch. Have you got it scanned yet? Hope you get everything done in time
Also, you lost me at underwear. Guy schtuff isn't too bad in that sense. Then again, its guy schtuff
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Oh god yeah underwear and bras are hella expensive. Especially bras. I don't understand why either .__.
Girls are always full of bitching. It's what we do best. We love to rage and complain about the same thing over and over again.
Dude, my bed does the same thing. These goddamn college beds. Everything is always sliding around.
Good luck getting all that work done!
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Whine away. Sometimes you need it.
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On October 20 2011 23:48 Hassybaby wrote:
Carpal tunnel's a bitch. Have you got it scanned yet? Hope you get everything done in time
Also, you lost me at underwear. Guy schtuff isn't too bad in that sense. Then again, its guy schtuff
Look we all know you love to wear women's underwear, it's okay, we understand.
I on the other hand prefer dresses.
wait what?
PMing you some stuffs, Red. Might help out. :D
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