EPTThe thing is that she was using me for the most part of our freindship. I kinda knew her from the start and people said that she is a bad person but i still couldn't resist her. Something draw me to her.
I met her through my friends and they have all broken the contact with her so i guess that made it easier for me to move away from her. She didn't say much from the start when i said to her that i dont want to se her again but the second day she kept calling me but i just ignored. The calls faded and stopped after 2 weeks. Now i never hear from her and im free! Hope i never se you again...
+ Show Spoiler +
![[image loading]](http://i.imgur.com/SuHcU.jpg)
![[image loading]](http://i.imgur.com/O5Lq4.jpg)
I've always pictured tobacco as a succubus dragging you down in hell. Thats why im calling it a she.
For me it was super easy to quit. I thought it was going to be a challange and i was looking forward to this fight but im dissapointed. It was too easy.
How i did it was that i didn''t make a big deal about it. I just threw it away and told no one for the first few days. I didn't keep track of the days and when i felt a need for nicotine i just told myself that my brain was lying and that im smarter then that. I started working out the day i quit so that may have made it easier as well.
Question(04/7/11):
+ Show Spoiler +
******A little update.*********
I was at a party last night. I were with some of my old friends and they had all quit tobacco. We had some beers and was going to go hit the town. It've always been that you drink some and then go out and have a smoke. I had a really rough inner conversation with myself that i wouldn't smoke. One side said that it's a party and tobacco is a part of it, and it's ok. The other half told me that if you are going to quit you can never smoke ever again. I decided to go with the side that said that you cant smoke ever again.
Later when we got out my friends that have "stopped" started smoking and said that it was okey for them to smoke at parties, it's a part of it. (I guess you call it partysmokers?)
My question to you is is it okey to be a partysmoker and say that you're not a smoker?
