I'm basically like you OP. Im in Masters but I'm still realistic enough to say that I suck imo and so do the majority of the Master league players. 2% is still freaking huge compared to the rest but it's nothing compared to the top200 guys (again in my opinion). I'm not proud to be in Master but I would if I were in Grand Master League.

When I see top level players play then I drool and see how good they are even if they lose. But these players obviously deserve to be there because of their years and years of playing at the top. I hope that I could be atleast in the top200 in the next few years which I would then consider pretty amazing to be able to do that. Most players do expect to be godlike or be pro when they are in masters league which will be a dissappointment when they see themselves play against the better players.