That being said, to really fully enjoy the life you have chosen, you need food and shelter, and a computer and the internet. How are you ganna get those? Figure that out and go enjoy your life.
Maybe later on in your life you will enjoy something different, something not sc2, something might not be gaming. You set it your goal and work toward that something you want to enjoy.
That's life, there is no proper way of living it, only your way of living it. As long as you are enjoying your life, there is no regrets. And of course if you are not enjoying your life do something about it right now, no one else is ganna make your life enjoyable for you.