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BallMan
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
United States78 Posts
July 31 2010 14:13 GMT
#1
My friends and practice partners and I are scrounging up money in a complex battle to send a paypal payment for tournament entry fees. The guy with the cash (me) has no debit or credit cards, the guy that normally would have cash and debit cards- lost his wallet a couple of days ago. We are also 30 miles apart and havent slept all night due to starcraft2 awesome training sessions. I have money but no food and wont be able to sleep or eat well if I take care of it.

Fortunately we had a strategy discussion and came up with the perfect build order!

A few people have been saying that it simply isnt possible to become a professional starcraft 2 player but situations like the one I am in now are only fueling my passion for the game. When I wake up from my hour sleep (if I can sleep at all) my mind will immediately become locked onto starcraft. I will find energy to walk quickly to rite aid and purchase the prepaid visa to pay the fees (before noon too, haha) I will eat plain noodles and bum coffee at the lan center i train @ so I can stream my play and talk to a friendly coach figure in the Netherlands named Ruben (thanks Ruben! <3)

Id like to thank all korean players for their inspirational level of dedication!


I know I will not have a podium finish at the tournament but I will probably learn some valuable lessons for the next one.

BSBZerg!

*****
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avilo
Profile Blog Joined November 2007
United States4100 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-07-31 15:00:49
July 31 2010 15:00 GMT
#2
just because you are mass practicing does not mean it is good practice. But gl, and what tournament are you talking about?
Sup
luckySe7en
Profile Blog Joined July 2010
148 Posts
July 31 2010 15:21 GMT
#3
On August 01 2010 00:00 avilo wrote:
just because you are mass practicing does not mean it is good practice. But gl, and what tournament are you talking about?


man speaks the truth
Zergneedsfood
Profile Blog Joined September 2008
United States10671 Posts
July 31 2010 15:29 GMT
#4
Good luck with all this. Doesn't sound like a healthy lifestyle by any means, but if you're happy with what you're doing I don't really have anything to say to that.
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Fontong
Profile Blog Joined December 2007
United States6454 Posts
July 31 2010 17:30 GMT
#5
On August 01 2010 00:00 avilo wrote:
just because you are mass practicing does not mean it is good practice. But gl, and what tournament are you talking about?

Don't worry guys.

He is almost certainly participating in training montages set to eye of the tiger
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-HellZerg-
Profile Blog Joined July 2009
United States409 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-07-31 19:45:05
July 31 2010 19:44 GMT
#6
BallMan should do more 1v1 ladder and play with harder opponents.
We are what we repeatedly do; excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
BallMan
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
United States78 Posts
August 01 2010 01:14 GMT
#7
Yeah and backstree boys :D.
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meteorskunk
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
Canada546 Posts
August 01 2010 02:51 GMT
#8
On August 01 2010 02:30 Fontong wrote:
Show nested quote +
On August 01 2010 00:00 avilo wrote:
just because you are mass practicing does not mean it is good practice. But gl, and what tournament are you talking about?

Don't worry guys.

He is almost certainly participating in training montages set to eye of the tiger


i definitely see that vibe in this blog; the endurance of the discomfort and lack of hope.
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IdrA
Profile Blog Joined July 2004
United States11541 Posts
August 01 2010 03:25 GMT
#9
you're streaming your games, you have a coach no one has ever heard of, and you have strategy discussions to come up with "the perfect build order"

if your living situation is really as thin as you make it seem you should give up now
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Megalisk
Profile Blog Joined October 2008
United States6095 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-08-01 03:32:45
August 01 2010 03:31 GMT
#10
On August 01 2010 12:25 IdrA wrote:
you're streaming your games, you have a coach no one has ever heard of, and you have strategy discussions to come up with "the perfect build order"

if your living situation is really as thin as you make it seem you should give up now


Let the kid play!

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Just have fun with it homie, you got a long way to go


Wait you came up with the perfect build order?? Idra v. Ballman Bo5 gogo!!!
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ella_guru
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
Canada1741 Posts
August 01 2010 05:26 GMT
#11
Seems more like you are disillusioned as opposed to following a dream :S
Each day gets better : )
alexpnd
Profile Blog Joined March 2009
Canada1857 Posts
August 01 2010 06:09 GMT
#12
oh. playing sc2 doesn't mean you have to have bad sleeping patterns. you're going to burn out.
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BallMan
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
United States78 Posts
August 01 2010 06:56 GMT
#13
yeah alex. I normally sleep really well- just had some complications that night. Im going to sleep really well tonight and get up bright and early tomorrow so I can play while refreshed. I feel much better when I train during the day as opposed to the middle of the night after working etc.
Prepare for doom
-HellZerg-
Profile Blog Joined July 2009
United States409 Posts
August 01 2010 16:41 GMT
#14
On August 01 2010 12:25 IdrA wrote:
you're streaming your games, you have a coach no one has ever heard of, and you have strategy discussions to come up with "the perfect build order"

if your living situation is really as thin as you make it seem you should give up now


Whoa. The real SC2 pro-gamer speaks the truth here.
We are what we repeatedly do; excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
BallMan
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
United States78 Posts
August 01 2010 19:46 GMT
#15
lol idra my "perfect build order" was referring to getting the money togather and was a joke- and so was this post haha.

<3 you though
Prepare for doom
BallMan
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
United States78 Posts
August 01 2010 23:04 GMT
#16
Alright, sleeping patterns are comign along well. Trying to go to bed right when I get home from work (which is like 12). Also taking a few more shifts so I can eat a litttleee better. They money is not much of a problem tbh- i make plenty- im just a busser rather than a waiter at the moment because there arent any positions open. When one does open I will be able to only work 3 days a week and try and not suck full time :D.
Prepare for doom
BallMan
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
United States78 Posts
August 01 2010 23:04 GMT
#17
and hey, sometimes you have to live poorly to take the time to actually dedicate yourself to something- especially if its as awesome as starcraft
Prepare for doom
Lexpar
Profile Blog Joined March 2009
1813 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-08-02 00:38:16
August 02 2010 00:29 GMT
#18
On August 01 2010 02:30 Fontong wrote:
Show nested quote +
On August 01 2010 00:00 avilo wrote:
just because you are mass practicing does not mean it is good practice. But gl, and what tournament are you talking about?

Don't worry guys.

He is almost certainly participating in training montages set to eye of the tiger


Thank god.

Also good luck op. Don't listen to Idra; he was a poor scrub once. In fact you'll find every foreign pro was a poor scrub who applied themselves.
BallMan
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
United States78 Posts
August 02 2010 22:26 GMT
#19
yeah :D thanks bro
Prepare for doom
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