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A bunch of shards

Blogs > G.s)NarutO
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NarutO
Profile Blog Joined December 2006
Germany18839 Posts
July 17 2010 00:27 GMT
#1
..my life that is.

When I finished my job training, I had a job offer from T-Mobile in Los Angeles which I didn't take because I was in love with a girl and I didn't want to give up all my friendships.

By now I can tell it was wrong since right now I encouter - for the first time in my life - the feeling that home doesn't feel like home anymore.

The relationship to that girl crumbled, the friends that were once close are not so close anymore.. and everything I was - I'm not anymore.

I completely changed - I didn't change my personalty.. I don't know what exactly happened, but right now my life feels like a bunch of shards with the same sequence every day..

I need to change something, or those shards will shred me and my life to pieces.

*****
CommentatorPolt | MMA | Jjakji | BoxeR | NaDa | MVP | MKP ... truly inspiring.
k!llua
Profile Blog Joined March 2010
Australia895 Posts
July 17 2010 00:31 GMT
#2
thought about switching race?
my hair is a wookie, your argument is invalid
Ethelis
Profile Blog Joined September 2008
United States2396 Posts
July 17 2010 00:33 GMT
#3
Live with the shards, don't think about it too much. You'll eventually put everything back together again (more or less) or sweep it up and leave it behind and start again.
Disabled gamer - Diamond 3 (LoL) D+ Rank scrublord on BW. Bisu doesnt need DTs, He uses probes. just ask Flash.
Xeris
Profile Blog Joined July 2005
Iran17695 Posts
July 17 2010 00:33 GMT
#4
On July 17 2010 09:27 G.s)NarutO wrote:
..my life that is.

When I finished my job training, I had a job offer from T-Mobile in Los Angeles which I didn't take because I was in love with a girl and I didn't want to give up all my friendships.

By now I can tell it was wrong since right now I encouter - for the first time in my life - the feeling that home doesn't feel like home anymore.

The relationship to that girl crumbled, the friends that were once close are not so close anymore.. and everything I was - I'm not anymore.

I completely changed - I didn't change my personalty.. I don't know what exactly happened, but right now my life feels like a bunch of shards with the same sequence every day..

I need to change something, or those shards will shred me and my life to pieces.


Meh, it was probably a mistake to not take that job, but so what? You can't wallow in your mistakes otherwise you will never move past it. Just forge new friendships, new relationships, take each moment as it comes and run with it.
twitter.com/xerislight -- follow me~~
Folca
Profile Blog Joined October 2006
2235 Posts
July 17 2010 00:34 GMT
#5
A woman who you don't have a concrete relationship with is not worth a job.. I guess its one of the parts in life where you regret and have to move on. Does T-Mobile still recognize you with their job offer? Try to get their attention that you want to work for them now.
Dea : one time when he was playing vs the comps he asked me "how do I make that flying unit that makes the other stuff invisible" and I reply "ur playing terran zomg"
orgolove
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
Vatican City State1650 Posts
July 17 2010 00:50 GMT
#6
You are an idiot. You throw away a job that was offered to you on a silver plate because of such vapid things like "friendship" and "love"? Wow. You deserve the state you are in.
초대 갓, 이영호 | First God, Lee Young Ho
NarutO
Profile Blog Joined December 2006
Germany18839 Posts
July 17 2010 00:52 GMT
#7
A friend of mine talked to me, she will sleep in the room next to me. I will try to sleep, its 3am! Will reply tomorrow..
CommentatorPolt | MMA | Jjakji | BoxeR | NaDa | MVP | MKP ... truly inspiring.
IntoTheWow
Profile Blog Joined May 2004
is awesome32274 Posts
July 17 2010 00:59 GMT
#8
Good Luck NarutO.
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k!llua
Profile Blog Joined March 2010
Australia895 Posts
July 17 2010 01:01 GMT
#9
put it another way

if you got offered that job, then you have skills that should see you get another offer of a similar job as long as you dont give up on it

pretty much that hope that kept me going, and after a while i was right.

lol @ the dickhead calling love and friendship vapid, clearly a tool who has never enjoyed the full benefit of either
my hair is a wookie, your argument is invalid
orgolove
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
Vatican City State1650 Posts
July 17 2010 01:02 GMT
#10
In this economy, throwing away a job offer for personal preferences is idiotic.
초대 갓, 이영호 | First God, Lee Young Ho
Jayme
Profile Blog Joined February 2009
United States5866 Posts
July 17 2010 01:21 GMT
#11
On July 17 2010 10:02 orgolove wrote:
In this economy, throwing away a job offer for personal preferences is idiotic.


As absolutely tactless as this post was it does have a shred of truth to it :/
Python is garbage, number 1 advocate of getting rid of it.
CharlieMurphy
Profile Blog Joined March 2006
United States22895 Posts
July 17 2010 01:22 GMT
#12
I thought this was gonna be about meth. Same kinda shit has happened to me before. Just keep on keepin on.
..and then I would, ya know, check em'. (Aka SpoR)
Mickey
Profile Blog Joined July 2005
United States2606 Posts
July 17 2010 01:29 GMT
#13
Sometimes you have to pick yourself and keep walking, even if you don't have a direction in life.
Whiplash
Profile Blog Joined October 2008
United States2928 Posts
July 17 2010 02:10 GMT
#14
Naruto come to the states! Msg me on aim if you want to talk broski.
Cinematographer / Steadicam Operator. Former Starcraft commentator/player
NarutO
Profile Blog Joined December 2006
Germany18839 Posts
July 17 2010 13:08 GMT
#15
On July 17 2010 09:33 xMiragex wrote:
Live with the shards, don't think about it too much. You'll eventually put everything back together again (more or less) or sweep it up and leave it behind and start again.


I'm fixing it step by step.

On July 17 2010 09:33 Xeris wrote:
Meh, it was probably a mistake to not take that job, but so what? You can't wallow in your mistakes otherwise you will never move past it. Just forge new friendships, new relationships, take each moment as it comes and run with it.


Probably the truth, I'm 22 - thats the beginning of my life.
On July 17 2010 09:34 Folca wrote:

A woman who you don't have a concrete relationship with is not worth a job.. I guess its one of the parts in life where you regret and have to move on. Does T-Mobile still recognize you with their job offer? Try to get their attention that you want to work for them now.


Love and friends are always worth more than a job. Its not like I don't have a job - it would be a great adventure to work in Los Angeles, but I have an equal good job here. Maybe paid a bit less. The job is taken now, so no chance to get it.

On July 17 2010 09:50 orgolove wrote:
You are an idiot. You throw away a job that was offered to you on a silver plate because of such vapid things like "friendship" and "love"? Wow. You deserve the state you are in.


Wow. I'm speechless. You have not yet experienced love and real friendship. You call those things vapid, I call them the basement of life. Friends and being loved / love gives you a more fullfilling feeling than any job in the world.
I'm sad that you don't seem to know those feelings.


On July 17 2010 10:01 k!llua wrote:
put it another way

if you got offered that job, then you have skills that should see you get another offer of a similar job as long as you dont give up on it

pretty much that hope that kept me going, and after a while i was right.

lol @ the dickhead calling love and friendship vapid, clearly a tool who has never enjoyed the full benefit of either


I agree - I got a equal good job in Germany, just a bit less paid!


On July 17 2010 10:02 orgolove wrote:
In this economy, throwing away a job offer for personal preferences is idiotic.


You miss the point - I'm throwing away a job offer in a different country. I got a job here. So all your argument about economy and personal preferences is way over the top.


On July 17 2010 10:21 Jayme wrote:
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On July 17 2010 10:02 orgolove wrote:
In this economy, throwing away a job offer for personal preferences is idiotic.


As absolutely tactless as this post was it does have a shred of truth to it :/


It would have been true if I didn't have a job.

On July 17 2010 10:22 CharlieMurphy wrote:
I thought this was gonna be about meth. Same kinda shit has happened to me before. Just keep on keepin on.


Thanks :-) I will. You know I'm NarutO.

On July 17 2010 10:29 Mickey wrote:
Sometimes you have to pick yourself and keep walking, even if you don't have a direction in life.


Yes, thank you.


On July 17 2010 11:10 Whiplash wrote:
Naruto come to the states! Msg me on aim if you want to talk broski.


:-) You are a friend in the US and I appriciate that. But I will stay in Germany for now.
CommentatorPolt | MMA | Jjakji | BoxeR | NaDa | MVP | MKP ... truly inspiring.
Deluge-
Profile Blog Joined September 2009
United States117 Posts
July 17 2010 14:52 GMT
#16
Dude! You're NARUTO! Its all gonna be alright! You're gonna be Imba soon. ^^
But seriously hope everything works out and you find new fulfilling friends
DivinO
Profile Blog Joined July 2009
United States4796 Posts
July 17 2010 15:01 GMT
#17
Good luck mate. You can find something to do, definitely. Jobwise, I mean.

If things don't work out in the meantime channel your anger into StarCraft? :/
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