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this feeling of dissapointment in my stomach is so sick and it wont go away lol, its been 12 hours since the match but i still feel depressed, the only thing that keeps going through my head is:
1)game 2 u had 7 goons vs 5goons and u attacked in a line like a fucking retard and got raped
2)game 3 u sent ur shuttle randomly in the middle of the map while u could have taken a safer route
3)game 5 - u loss the series because of 1 shuttle with 1 reav in it that kept harrasing 12oclock when u could have just kept 3 goons there.. instead of panicking and not thinking straight
once the games are done all you think about are the mistakes.. im hoping my brain resets after i go to sleep
had to get it off my chest, sorry for the emo post! : D
 
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well..you played a hell of a lot better than I expected..I though it was gonna be an easy 3-0 for white-ra
Point is..you played fucking good..but the odds were against you from the start..
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nexus was positive that you would win :D
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id like to say something to comfort you but this is a tough loss
probably one of the last major tournaments in sc
probably your better matchup going vs another protoss next round
many chances to win the series
its as tough as it gets, i feel your disappointment man. Be strong, youve made many fans today
ggs bro
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everyone has been telling me that trying to make me feel better but honestly if i knew i would have loss beforehand i would have prefered getting 0-3ed.. at least i wouldnt have cared then
edit: and sassy everything that u just said is wat makes me feel sad LOL
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go for a long walk, night is better. It sure makes me calm
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It doesn't matter how good you are, you will always have mistakes. Even Flash/Jaedong will look at a game they played and go "Well fuck, dropped the ball there." Think of it like a learning experience. You learned attacking in a line = rape and that you cant just send shuttles through the middle of the map all willy-nilly. Next time, you won't do that. 
On a side note, you shouldn't have made this blog. Maybe after you sleep your mind will be off of this but you come on TL and see this blog and start thinking of it again. :/
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Korea (South)17174 Posts
stop being an emo bitch
fwiw u played better than i expected
ur still a homo tho
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loool i was thinking about how emo my post was while writing it but i had to get it off my chest
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have you considered drowning your sorrows in $250 of anything?
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I think this blog is a fine way of letting out some steam. Must really suck to go over those stuff afterwards, so I just hope it won't take too long before you get over it. I know I'd be devestated as well, if I was in your place 
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You've made it far and proved that you're a great player, especially being the massiv underdog. I mean just look at the liquibet polls. They were great games and you should be proud!
Cheers
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On February 07 2010 13:31 meeple wrote:
You've made it far and proved that you're a great player, especially being the massiv underdog. I mean just look at the liquibet polls. They were great games and you should be proud!
Cheers
thing is people that know him and tt1 himself knew he wasnt the underdog. Thats the gay part of it
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That was probably the first serie i really enjoyed in the TSL ( matchs have been kinda one sided or poor quality so far ).
I love PvP and i think you should have no regret.
I'm gonna quote you, "live like a gosu die like a gosu".
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you played well for the most part. in game 5 i thought you had won for sure, but you let white-ra claw back into the game with harass, which messed up your econ and your troop placement. for what it's worth, I enjoyed watching your games, and you should be proud that you made it so far in the tourney.
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On February 07 2010 13:29 huameng wrote:
have you considered drowning your sorrows in $250 of anything?
good point..he could get a pretty good hooker for that...
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Ah, just keep on trekking.
Not much to say. Things like this happen all the time and you just gotta bite the bullet sometimes, you know? Hope you feel better soon.
GL HF
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Sorry but you got beat by a better player. You put up a good fight though.
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Canada291 Posts
I know how that feels.
I still love you payam <3.
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You played really well tt1, it's unfortunate how things turn out some time 
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maybe you should use map hack again next time?
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Yeah, don't beat yourself up; you're human. You did damn well in this tournament regardless of this loss, and I'm sure you'll have more chances to prove yourself in the future... if not in BW, in SC2.
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On February 07 2010 14:00 hifriend wrote:
Sorry but you got beat by a better player. You put up a good fight though.
+1
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Hey man dont worry about it, your reps are really inspiring/informative to watch, and you're among the best the foreign scene has to offer! Getting this deep into TSL is no small feat, and you should be damn proud you did! White-ra has been acknowledged as the best foreign toss for some time now, and you came SO close to beating him, thats nothing to sneeze at
Keep your chin up, and give us more replaypacks! <3
On February 07 2010 14:47 Djin)ftw( wrote:maybe you should use map hack again next time?
Maybe you should die in a fire
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On February 07 2010 13:26 Rekrul wrote:
stop being an emo bitch
fwiw u played better than i expected
ur still a homo tho
Nobody like Rek to bring things into perspective.
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On February 07 2010 14:47 Djin)ftw( wrote:maybe you should use map hack again next time?
Come on man show some decor we're not talking about testie this is TT1 but why is it canadians have to be the maphackers that get caught o,o
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United States10774 Posts
tt1,
as a semi-competitive player i feel your pain. csl is not a big deal but when i lost the ace match duke vs princeton in playoffs, the sick feeling of disappointment didn't go away for two days lol. i watched your entire series and i can sympathize with you thinking about those mistakes. if you had done a tiny thing a bit different in each game...you could have probably won the series. i think white-ra's experience in tournaments won him the series, as you panicked in game 5 despite the advantage. a lot of people saw white-ra as the clear favorite but i didn't, because i realized your skill level after watching your streams. i rooted for you but shit happens, there will be more opportunities in the future. good work today, what is done is done.
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go buy a zip with your money i promise you'll feel better...
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thatd suck
i didnt even feel that shitty when nony raped me at wcg
telling people how bad they are is really a great stress reliever
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''Not looking for pity or attention'' just screams out ''Looking for pity and attention''. But you deserve some. I was one of those who expected to see you get 3-0'd, so I was really suprised and impressed by the games. And considering how disappointed and down I feel when I lose a game in CPL (which doesn't matter at all whatsoever) I can only imagine how you must feel losing that way in such an important event.
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you get no sympathy from me, i lose to d players
ilu
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EPT
