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ZeeTemplar
United States557 Posts
I just turned off my browser. haha. I am so fail at the moment. I am grateful for your contribution to GOM and Tl, but in the end it is about who--you. Take some time off and do some searching to find what you really want to do. Either way you are TL's susie. p.s. You are a better caster than NONSUPPERR DAN! dont kill panda bear guy? kk? :D | ||
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Athos
United States2484 Posts
But seriously, I appreciate everything you've been doing for the foreign community. But free Flash because that kid needs to live a little. | ||
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DoctorHelvetica
United States15034 Posts
On February 12 2009 12:31 Athos wrote: Next time you talk to Flash you should offer him a path to freedom away from his KTF slavemasters. But seriously, I appreciate everything you've been doing for the foreign community. But free Flash because that kid needs to live a little. He makes over 200,000 dollars a year, I'm sure he doesn't mind. | ||
JWD
United States12607 Posts
On February 12 2009 11:18 lilsusie wrote: I Knowing the players and what they do behind the scenes has killed my image of these sweet innocent players. What they say on interviews is not really how they think and talk. The politics involved with reporters, casters, coaches, etc. has really put me off on the whole scene. Can you be more specific about this? I'm dying of curiosity! Good luck with whatever life throws your way, Susie! | ||
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Folca
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MrHoon
10183 Posts
On February 12 2009 12:34 DoctorHelvetica wrote: He makes over 200,000 dollars a year, I'm sure he doesn't mind. 200,000 excluding salary thats pretty crazy lol, in videos he was pretty proud he made that much money | ||
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merach
United States182 Posts
Accept what the community is, and that will help you determine if you're able to accept that this is the norm and korea just shines the crap out of it, or if it's too seedy for you to involve yourself with. | ||
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deathgod6
United States5064 Posts
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miseiler
United States1389 Posts
But you want to go into progaming, right? Otherwise you wouldn't be asking TL  (by the way I loved your casting) | ||
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ShaperofDreams
Canada2492 Posts
seriously, is Ma Jae Yoon really Keyser Soze? | ||
lilsusie
3861 Posts
On February 12 2009 11:48 Orlandu wrote: I doubt it's that most of the progamers are bad guys or anything, it's just that people have a tendency to build them, and other various stars from their respective sports and games, into something inhuman, almost god-like at times. Once you realize that they're real people after all, a lot of that excitement and worshipping tends to die out, regardless of whether or not they're actually cool people. Sounds like she's just seeing reality instead of the illusion that most people see progaming as. That doesn't mean that things behind the scenes suck (maybe they do and maybe they don't), but it can be disheartening at times to find out that things aren't quite what you had hoped for and dreamed about, and that goes for anything in life. It's kinda like this. I'm not saying that they are all fake it's just that I'd like to believe that some of them don't party as Rekrul has shared and are all just good little nerdy computer geek boys. The politics involved aren't even much about the players themselves but of the organizations and whatnot. And the fact that I'm Korean-American sucks cuz I'm conveniently Korean when they need me to be, and American when they need me to be. It's like having the short and long end of the stick at the same time. I do love the community and I'm accepting it for what it is, but I'm just not sure if I want to continue in it and try to salvage the innocent feeling that I had about it once upon a time. | ||
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DoctorHelvetica
United States15034 Posts
On February 12 2009 14:28 lilsusie wrote: It's kinda like this. I'm not saying that they are all fake it's just that I'd like to believe that some of them don't party as Rekrul has shared and are all just good little nerdy computer geek boys. The politics involved aren't even much about the players themselves but of the organizations and whatnot. And the fact that I'm Korean-American sucks cuz I'm conveniently Korean when they need me to be, and American when they need me to be. It's like having the short and long end of the stick at the same time. I do love the community and I'm accepting it for what it is, but I'm just not sure if I want to continue in it and try to salvage the innocent feeling that I had about it once upon a time. I kind of understand that feeling. I used to really obsess over certain bands/athletes/progamers (and I still do to some extent), to the point to where I didn't see them as human and I painted an unrealistic vision of them in my head. I remember seeing an interview with Neil Peart (one of my favorite drummers) where he talked about fans and he said: "Fans seem to forget that I'm a person too. I've sworn, I've said mean things I shouldn't have said, I argue with my wife, I have dirty thoughts, and I have problems." "Heroes aren't for meeting, they're for looking at on baseball cards." So I think that now I've come to see bands/athletes/progamers as people I just really respect, or admire. But still people, humans with all the bad and good characteristics. As far as advice for making decisions, just think about what you really love. Do you love the e-sports scene, the people, and the work? Then do it! Do you love teaching and being a fangirl? Then do that! Just think "If I had to make the decision this instant, what would I choose?" and don't second guess yourself. | ||
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AzureEye
United States1360 Posts
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IdrA
United States11541 Posts
On February 12 2009 11:51 DoctorHelvetica wrote: But of course in the media, they all need to put on the face of a good person. fuck that | ||
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lilsusie
3861 Posts
yeah idra is a jerkface on and off the camera. + Show Spoiler + jk, he's the sweetest kid ever. greg, when are you free again so we can all have dinner sometime? | ||
GHOSTCLAW
United States17042 Posts
On February 12 2009 14:37 AzureEye wrote: We're grateful for your work and you should just do what you enjoy. If the enjoyment of interviews and watching games and rooting for your favorite players do not come back to you, then you're not really enjoying your job is it? And if you don't enjoy your job, you should try to find one that you do enjoy i agree with this. I'm sure that tl.net will appreciate whatever you choose to do with your life. best of luck | ||
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Racenilatr
United States2756 Posts
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StRyKeR
United States1739 Posts
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Physician
United States4146 Posts
On February 12 2009 11:23 DukE wrote: Don't be daft dude.- insert comment typical of a 12 year old - | ||
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IdrA
United States11541 Posts
On February 12 2009 15:09 lilsusie wrote: yeah idra is a jerkface on and off the camera. + Show Spoiler + jk, he's the sweetest kid ever. greg, when are you free again so we can all have dinner sometime? only god knows | ||
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