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ZeeTemplar
Profile Blog Joined October 2008
United States557 Posts
February 12 2009 03:27 GMT
#21
-sigh..

I just turned off my browser. haha. I am so fail at the moment.

I am grateful for your contribution to GOM and Tl, but in the end it is about who--you. Take some time off and do some searching to find what you really want to do. Either way you are TL's susie.

p.s. You are a better caster than NONSUPPERR DAN!


dont kill panda bear guy? kk? :D
Jangbi storms!!!
Athos
Profile Blog Joined February 2008
United States2484 Posts
February 12 2009 03:31 GMT
#22
Next time you talk to Flash you should offer him a path to freedom away from his KTF slavemasters.

But seriously, I appreciate everything you've been doing for the foreign community. But free Flash because that kid needs to live a little.
DoctorHelvetica
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
United States15034 Posts
February 12 2009 03:34 GMT
#23
On February 12 2009 12:31 Athos wrote:
Next time you talk to Flash you should offer him a path to freedom away from his KTF slavemasters.

But seriously, I appreciate everything you've been doing for the foreign community. But free Flash because that kid needs to live a little.


He makes over 200,000 dollars a year, I'm sure he doesn't mind.
RIP Aaliyah
JWD
Profile Blog Joined October 2007
United States12607 Posts
February 12 2009 03:54 GMT
#24
On February 12 2009 11:18 lilsusie wrote:
I Knowing the players and what they do behind the scenes has killed my image of these sweet innocent players. What they say on interviews is not really how they think and talk. The politics involved with reporters, casters, coaches, etc. has really put me off on the whole scene.


Can you be more specific about this? I'm dying of curiosity!

Good luck with whatever life throws your way, Susie!
✌
Folca
Profile Blog Joined October 2006
2235 Posts
February 12 2009 03:59 GMT
#25
Good luck susie
Dea : one time when he was playing vs the comps he asked me "how do I make that flying unit that makes the other stuff invisible" and I reply "ur playing terran zomg"
MrHoon *
Profile Blog Joined April 2008
10183 Posts
February 12 2009 04:06 GMT
#26
On February 12 2009 12:34 DoctorHelvetica wrote:
Show nested quote +
On February 12 2009 12:31 Athos wrote:
Next time you talk to Flash you should offer him a path to freedom away from his KTF slavemasters.

But seriously, I appreciate everything you've been doing for the foreign community. But free Flash because that kid needs to live a little.


He makes over 200,000 dollars a year, I'm sure he doesn't mind.

200,000 excluding salary

thats pretty crazy lol, in videos he was pretty proud he made that much money
dats racist
merach
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
United States182 Posts
February 12 2009 04:07 GMT
#27
A lot of it is perspective. I mean, be honest with yourself, if you give 15-25 yr old boys/guys money, fame, and add a shit pile of competition, what do you think will happen? I'm not even sure on the specifics, but really it's just less obvious in Korea because it's actually recognized. In the American Counter strike scene 4-5 years ago, it continually devolved into shit talking pissing contests, where i'm surprised every big lan event didn't end in a fist fight or worse. It's all ego, it's all to have fun, and I still get the goosebumps every time I see boxer lose to a white-bread 9 pool, or when savior kills the last pylon with 4 lings and a reaver firing at them.

Accept what the community is, and that will help you determine if you're able to accept that this is the norm and korea just shines the crap out of it, or if it's too seedy for you to involve yourself with.
deathgod6
Profile Blog Joined January 2008
United States5064 Posts
February 12 2009 04:10 GMT
#28
Everyone seems to be getting icons now. At least I have the same one as Artosis.
4.0 GPA = A rank 5.0 GPA = Olympic --------- Bisu, Best, Fantasy. i ♥ oov. They can get in my BoxeR anyday.
miseiler
Profile Blog Joined October 2008
United States1389 Posts
February 12 2009 04:23 GMT
#29
More than just about anything else, teaching is one of those things you can always come back to.

But you want to go into progaming, right? Otherwise you wouldn't be asking TL

(by the way I loved your casting)
"Jinro soo manly wearing only a T-Shirt while the Koreans freeze in their jackets" -- Double_O
"He's from Sweden, man. We have to fight polar bears on our way to school." -- Yusername
ShaperofDreams
Profile Blog Joined December 2008
Canada2492 Posts
February 12 2009 05:11 GMT
#30
I think you and Rekrul should team up, release a documentary of all the drug smuggling, back-alley stabbing, and group rape that goes on in progaming, then run away to Spain together.

seriously, is Ma Jae Yoon really Keyser Soze?
Bitches don't know about my overlord. FUCK OFF ALDARIS I HAVE ENOUGH PYLONS. My Balls are as smooth as Eggs.
lilsusie
Profile Blog Joined August 2007
3861 Posts
February 12 2009 05:28 GMT
#31
On February 12 2009 11:48 Orlandu wrote:
I doubt it's that most of the progamers are bad guys or anything, it's just that people have a tendency to build them, and other various stars from their respective sports and games, into something inhuman, almost god-like at times. Once you realize that they're real people after all, a lot of that excitement and worshipping tends to die out, regardless of whether or not they're actually cool people.

Sounds like she's just seeing reality instead of the illusion that most people see progaming as. That doesn't mean that things behind the scenes suck (maybe they do and maybe they don't), but it can be disheartening at times to find out that things aren't quite what you had hoped for and dreamed about, and that goes for anything in life.


It's kinda like this. I'm not saying that they are all fake it's just that I'd like to believe that some of them don't party as Rekrul has shared and are all just good little nerdy computer geek boys.

The politics involved aren't even much about the players themselves but of the organizations and whatnot. And the fact that I'm Korean-American sucks cuz I'm conveniently Korean when they need me to be, and American when they need me to be. It's like having the short and long end of the stick at the same time.

I do love the community and I'm accepting it for what it is, but I'm just not sure if I want to continue in it and try to salvage the innocent feeling that I had about it once upon a time.
Follow me on Twitter for pictures of cute gamers and food! https://twitter.com/lilsusie
DoctorHelvetica
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
United States15034 Posts
February 12 2009 05:35 GMT
#32
On February 12 2009 14:28 lilsusie wrote:
Show nested quote +
On February 12 2009 11:48 Orlandu wrote:
I doubt it's that most of the progamers are bad guys or anything, it's just that people have a tendency to build them, and other various stars from their respective sports and games, into something inhuman, almost god-like at times. Once you realize that they're real people after all, a lot of that excitement and worshipping tends to die out, regardless of whether or not they're actually cool people.

Sounds like she's just seeing reality instead of the illusion that most people see progaming as. That doesn't mean that things behind the scenes suck (maybe they do and maybe they don't), but it can be disheartening at times to find out that things aren't quite what you had hoped for and dreamed about, and that goes for anything in life.


It's kinda like this. I'm not saying that they are all fake it's just that I'd like to believe that some of them don't party as Rekrul has shared and are all just good little nerdy computer geek boys.

The politics involved aren't even much about the players themselves but of the organizations and whatnot. And the fact that I'm Korean-American sucks cuz I'm conveniently Korean when they need me to be, and American when they need me to be. It's like having the short and long end of the stick at the same time.

I do love the community and I'm accepting it for what it is, but I'm just not sure if I want to continue in it and try to salvage the innocent feeling that I had about it once upon a time.


I kind of understand that feeling.

I used to really obsess over certain bands/athletes/progamers (and I still do to some extent), to the point to where I didn't see them as human and I painted an unrealistic vision of them in my head. I remember seeing an interview with Neil Peart (one of my favorite drummers) where he talked about fans and he said:

"Fans seem to forget that I'm a person too. I've sworn, I've said mean things I shouldn't have said, I argue with my wife, I have dirty thoughts, and I have problems."

"Heroes aren't for meeting, they're for looking at on baseball cards."

So I think that now I've come to see bands/athletes/progamers as people I just really respect, or admire. But still people, humans with all the bad and good characteristics.

As far as advice for making decisions, just think about what you really love. Do you love the e-sports scene, the people, and the work? Then do it! Do you love teaching and being a fangirl? Then do that! Just think "If I had to make the decision this instant, what would I choose?" and don't second guess yourself.

RIP Aaliyah
AzureEye
Profile Blog Joined December 2008
United States1360 Posts
February 12 2009 05:37 GMT
#33
We're grateful for your work and you should just do what you enjoy. If the enjoyment of interviews and watching games and rooting for your favorite players do not come back to you, then you're not really enjoying your job is it? And if you don't enjoy your job, you should try to find one that you do enjoy
Terrans who whine: http://www.teamliquid.net/blogs/viewblog.php?topic_id=107788
IdrA
Profile Blog Joined July 2004
United States11541 Posts
February 12 2009 05:54 GMT
#34
On February 12 2009 11:51 DoctorHelvetica wrote:
But of course in the media, they all need to put on the face of a good person.


fuck that
http://www.splitreason.com/product/1152 release the gracken tshirt now available
lilsusie
Profile Blog Joined August 2007
3861 Posts
February 12 2009 06:09 GMT
#35
On February 12 2009 14:54 IdrA wrote:
Show nested quote +
On February 12 2009 11:51 DoctorHelvetica wrote:
But of course in the media, they all need to put on the face of a good person.


fuck that


yeah idra is a jerkface on and off the camera.

+ Show Spoiler +
jk, he's the sweetest kid ever. greg, when are you free again so we can all have dinner sometime?
Follow me on Twitter for pictures of cute gamers and food! https://twitter.com/lilsusie
GHOSTCLAW
Profile Blog Joined February 2008
United States17042 Posts
February 12 2009 06:12 GMT
#36
On February 12 2009 14:37 AzureEye wrote:
We're grateful for your work and you should just do what you enjoy. If the enjoyment of interviews and watching games and rooting for your favorite players do not come back to you, then you're not really enjoying your job is it? And if you don't enjoy your job, you should try to find one that you do enjoy


i agree with this. I'm sure that tl.net will appreciate whatever you choose to do with your life.

best of luck
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Racenilatr
Profile Blog Joined August 2008
United States2756 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-02-12 21:39:13
February 12 2009 21:38 GMT
#37
we will appreciate anything you do as long as its beneficial to TL :D
StRyKeR
Profile Blog Joined January 2006
United States1739 Posts
February 13 2009 00:06 GMT
#38
Wwoah.. wait a minute, are you saying Rekrul wasn't kidding about the "path of the night"?
Ars longa, vita brevis, principia aeturna.
Physician *
Profile Blog Joined January 2004
United States4146 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-02-13 01:42:15
February 13 2009 01:31 GMT
#39
lilsusie ignore the bs & the pettiness in the business, keep it professional, do ur best, have ur shield up! & yes thanks, blog more too ~

On February 12 2009 11:23 DukE wrote:
- insert comment typical of a 12 year old -
Don't be daft dude.
"I have beheld the births of negative-suns and borne witness to the entropy of entire realities...."
IdrA
Profile Blog Joined July 2004
United States11541 Posts
February 13 2009 01:39 GMT
#40
On February 12 2009 15:09 lilsusie wrote:
Show nested quote +
On February 12 2009 14:54 IdrA wrote:
On February 12 2009 11:51 DoctorHelvetica wrote:
But of course in the media, they all need to put on the face of a good person.


fuck that


yeah idra is a jerkface on and off the camera.

+ Show Spoiler +
jk, he's the sweetest kid ever. greg, when are you free again so we can all have dinner sometime?

only god knows
http://www.splitreason.com/product/1152 release the gracken tshirt now available
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