EPTBut the wierdest thing is I actually remember the text of the letter (not exactly but close).
After writing the letter, I remember putting it into a box which would magically take the letter to her. The box was in the hallway and there were some people around me but they didn't notice me. I then walked through the wall like I had noclip on and I kept looking, and searching, searching for that feeling...
Letter text:
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Dear Mizuki,
I hope this letter finds you well. I hope you are well. I can't tell you how much I will miss you once I am away from Nippon. You have told me you feel the same way; that is the reason I am writing this letter to you.
You tell me to stay in Nippon, stay with you. And tell me how good it will be--but I cannot. And it is not so bad. For once we part, we will live in each others' memories, where we will never grow old, where we can forever feed perfect koi amidst trickling streams, where our love can forever blossom, tender, untested, without any stresses as a true relationship must bear.
Your smile will always stay vivid and full, your eyes bright like your namesake. You will always be young, pretty, and vivacious to me. Your kiss will always be tender, vigorous, on my lips, in my ear. Your laugh will never be that of an old hag.
You will have achieved immortal beauty that most women dream of but few attain. And so will I. And perhaps that is a more beautiful fate that watching each other grow old and racing one another towards the grave so that we each may not have to bear the pain of seeing the other die.
I bid you adieu, my lover.
Best,
XXXXXXX
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I broke up with my last serious girlfriend years ago (I've never taken any relationship I've had since seriously). I don't know what has made me dream this... I don't miss her... do I?
Haven't talked to her in nearly 18 months. Should I call her up?
EDIT: never had a relationship with a japanese girl before either (unless you count half, then one) so dunno where that came from either. don't watch anime, biggest hobby is brood war. ??? confused
