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People start dieing around me, and its like death is coming closer towards me. Not that I fear death, but I fear that people close to me are gonna die. I dont want any pity, and as a guy, its just shoocking, I dont cry much, its just sad. It's wierd, It's like I wish I was crying.
Just came home from work, night shift, its 8AM, and I just heard while I was working that a guy that I used to work with just killed himself. I'm in shoock. He was a very cool guy, he had everything, good friends, good family. But why?? Why do people have to kill themselves??? It's their choise, but makes its seem so selfish, poor people that have to live with the consequences, family and friends. It's like nobody sees it coming, and then *BOOM* *Sigh*
Like last time somebody died that I knew of, was like aaaages ago when I was 5 or so, and that was some old guy. But now, Its so different. And then *BOOM*, within the past year, 4 people I that was kinda close are dead.
First: a really good childhood friend kills himself, july07. (had't seen him in ages)
Second: a close friend of my brothers dies in a car accident, sept07.
Third: my cusin(not so close) dies falling off the 8th floor roof, july08.
Fourth: a work friend kills himself, sept08.
you see the pattern? It's coming closer. And soon, *BOOM*, prolly one of my siblings die. I hope not. And I'm prolly just delutioning, but what if? Guess its just a part of life. Somthing that we all have to go trough, sooner or later. Guess sleep helps.
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Third: my cusin(not so close) dies falling off the 8th floor roof, july08. on purpose or not, either way what a odd string of coincidences.
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watch out for july09 and sept09.. but no i havent had anyone clsoe to me die so i wouldnt understand
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Thats exactly what I was thinking couple of years ago. How can I understand how ppl feel when someone close dies?? Then it happens, and Its so wierd. You cant belive a person is just gone, never to be seen, never to be heard how she / he is doing. Just stopped existing.
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Well no need to scare yourself, and that's a pretty misleading title since there's no interesting pattern at all. You're just fooling yourself if you think it's anything more than a coincidence. I do admit that I've never been close to anyone who has died, so maybe I just don't understand something.
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I dont want any pity, and as a guy, its just shoocking
Cry as much as you can, don't fear as you being male that you should not cry and "be strong".
I've gone through a lot of shit, and crying ALWAYS helps even when it feels like you should not 
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On September 15 2008 15:23 ThePhan2m wrote:
Just came home from work, night shift, its 8AM, and I just heard while I was working that a guy that I used to work with just killed himself. I'm in shoock. He was a very cool guy, he had everything, good friends, good family. But why?? Why do people have to kill themselves???
A depression or something like that can be very hard to see, even for close friends, because on the outside everything looks normal, but on the inside they hate or are unhappy with themselves, their life, their job, whatever.
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On September 15 2008 15:23 ThePhan2m wrote:
It's like nobody sees it coming, and then *BOOM* *Sigh*
And then *BOOM*, within the past year, 4 people I that was kinda close are dead.
And soon, *BOOM*, prolly one of my siblings die.
Why are all your friends and family exploding?
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I'm sorry for your losses. But don't fear death, it's not like it chases after you.
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On September 15 2008 15:33 We Are Here wrote:
watch out for july09 and sept09.. but no i havent had anyone clsoe to me die so i wouldnt understand
Wow yeah, seems like theres a pattern going on here?
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I think the phantom is the one thats causing the deaths.
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Stay strong and positive man.
To quote Tupac Shakur, "I know it seems hard sometimes, but through every dark night, there is a brighter day after that. So stick your chest out, keep your head up, and handle it."
And trust me, the dude knew what he was talking about.
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you are what you eat
and he ate bullets
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EPT
