So here I am lying in hospital, after an MRI scan and spinal tap, waiting for final results and receiving preliminary treatment with the main goal of making a record for the insurance company so that i will be eligible for the actual medicine later. I made the mistake of reading english materials about treatment online only to find out how that may not apply to me due to being born in a forgotten backwater.
My life is essentially gone in the blink of an eye. It will be dpoctors and needles from now on, my love for freedom will disappear under schedules and planning. Eventually, I will stop walking and slowly die.
Sure, its still not final but everyone acts as if it were, so my hopes arent very high. Some confused vision problems, some tingling in fingers and suddenly I went from "here is to another great 35 years" to "maybe i will have something good in life once in a while."
Go outside and live while you can. If not for you, do it for me.