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00higgo
Profile Joined May 2013
Australia119 Posts
August 04 2013 04:30 GMT
#121
damn one of the few terrans i enjoyed watching, Great guy and i wish him all the best.
Mutaller
Profile Blog Joined July 2013
United States1051 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-08-04 05:40:34
August 04 2013 05:40 GMT
#122
We all wish you luck. Are fully quitting the game or just competitive play?

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baller
"To practice isn't for you to get better now in the present. Practice will never betray you and will always come back for you in the future." -Jaedong
Badfatpanda
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
United States9719 Posts
August 04 2013 10:55 GMT
#123
Sad but you've also included a lot of things in here that resound true throughout life regardless of direction or social standing. Your playstyle always reminded me of BW games, even on those tiny, old, shitty maps you pulled it off. I really hope you're successful with whatever you decide to pursue next.
ggs gl!
Music is a higher revelation than all wisdom and philosophy. -Beethoven | Mech isn't a build, it's a way of life. -MajOr | Charlie.Sheen: "What is sarcastic, kids who have no courage to fight?" | #TerranPride #yolo #swag -Naama after 2-0'ing MC at HSC VI
Artanis[Xp]
Profile Blog Joined December 2005
Netherlands12968 Posts
August 04 2013 11:20 GMT
#124
Read the entire thing. You seem to take some great lessons from all you've experienced, which is great. I still remember you from BW and you always seemed like a very amusing and nice person. Best of luck in your future pursuits!
jagtress
Profile Joined June 2013
Canada32 Posts
August 04 2013 22:24 GMT
#125
Wow. I read the whole post and thought to myself there are parts of what this guy, whom I barely know even from watching tourneys, is saying that resonates with me a lot right now. I'm not a progamer, though I'm striving for it, and I'm in a very different position that what you were in. Sc2 does seem to become addictive in an indescribable way, and if you don't believe me I can tell you that I used to *hate* Starcraft (no joke). I'm not exactly going to go into details about that but I do want to thank you for talking about the transitions in your life and what you learned from those transitions. It doesn't matter where a person is, (these moments of clarity just can't be defined for people), you have to do what you have to do. I'm glad that I've at least seen you play and I'm glad that you decided to leave with dignity for your fans/teammates whereby all technical standards you didn't have to. You just did it anyways. I commend you for that.

That being said, gl hf IRL. As Lowko says, "Don't forget to smile" and perhaps we shall see you again even if they are fun ladder games or something.
Live, Love, Be, Believe - The Cruxshadows
zeek.349
Profile Blog Joined August 2013
Canada123 Posts
August 05 2013 03:32 GMT
#126
Loved the read man, honestly just getting some insight into other 'gamers' lives is really making me think about things.

I hope whatever it is your doing right now your happy and have enough to eat
zeek.349
WombaT
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
Northern Ireland25159 Posts
August 05 2013 03:51 GMT
#127
Thanks for the writeup, good read and best of luck with your future activities!
'You'll always be the cuddly marsupial of my heart, despite the inherent flaws of your ancestry' - Squat
Riner1212
Profile Joined November 2012
United States337 Posts
August 05 2013 03:58 GMT
#128
I enjoyed your streams man and you had very insightful commentary while playing the game. Will Miss You. all the best in whatever you choose to do =)
Sjow "pretty ez life as protoss"
shell
Profile Joined October 2010
Portugal2722 Posts
August 05 2013 10:39 GMT
#129
you were getting better!

GL
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AxionSteel
Profile Joined January 2011
United States7754 Posts
August 06 2013 02:09 GMT
#130
Superbly written blog. Best of luck for the future, I didn't get to see you play all that often, mostly due to NA's lack of tournament scene I guess, but I enjoyed your thoughtful insight on SotG. You will enjoy visiting here if that day comes


renaissanceMAN
Profile Joined March 2011
United States1840 Posts
August 06 2013 13:12 GMT
#131
this is a great read, thank you!
On August 15 2013 03:43 Waxangel wrote: no amount of money can replace the enjoyment of being mean to people on the internet
ECA.BruTATroN
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
United States282 Posts
August 06 2013 20:03 GMT
#132
Being any kind of professional is hard, but being a professional gamer in the united states is harder. You have a better chance of winning powerball. Theognis i love you bro, u dont know know me i used to manage and i recruited you for one of my teams and i thought u were so awesome! Goodluck!!
http://www.twitch.tv/brutatron
TimKim0713
Profile Joined June 2012
Korea (South)221 Posts
August 06 2013 21:23 GMT
#133
Just curious how long did it take you to write all this wonderful story? :D
Foooky
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Australia205 Posts
August 07 2013 11:42 GMT
#134
good read~ good luck sir
asdfOu
Profile Joined August 2011
United States2089 Posts
August 07 2013 11:43 GMT
#135
gl. seriously do wurk.
rip prime
TRaFFiC
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
Canada1448 Posts
August 08 2013 09:05 GMT
#136
Theo, I will miss you man and your late night streams man! As a night owl, you were my favorite Terran to watch. This story nearly brings me to tears. So inspiring what you gave up for your dream. I'm sure you will be successful in whatever you try.
2v2, 1v1, Zerg, Terran http://www.twitch.tv/trafficsc2
policymaker
Profile Joined September 2010
Greece152 Posts
August 12 2013 09:45 GMT
#137
gl hf !
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Executerror
Profile Joined January 2011
New Zealand28 Posts
August 13 2013 06:05 GMT
#138
Good read thanks.
Glaive
Profile Blog Joined April 2013
Sweden138 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-08-14 05:07:15
August 14 2013 04:25 GMT
#139
Dear comrade,

We have walked very similar paths in life, I thank you for sharing your experiences, mistakes and insights.

On August 02 2013 17:11 ROOTheognis wrote:The first and most important thing I learned and trust me I learned this very quickly: No one owes you anything. It's the sad, stone-cold truth. No one. Not my parents, my girlfriend, my teammates, MLG or Blizzard. I, of course like many others out there, had some sense of entitlement. I'm not sure I can even count how many times I fantasized about some random person just handing me a blank check or a stack of sweaty cold-hard cash. Maybe even the possibility of getting a lucky donation discretely left in my Paypal crossed my mind a few times. There are extremely fortunate circumstances that can happen sometimes such as when I was helped out with getting a new computer, but these should never be demanded or expected. In the past, I felt entitled to certain things; whether that be money, player interviews, matches shown on the main stage, etc. It was a paradigm shift for me when I finally realized that if opportunity doesn't knock, you have to build yourself a door. Instead of expecting a salary, practice and try to attain results making you worthy enough. Instead of complaining about not getting those interviews which give you much needed exposure, make your own damn content in the form of replay packs, tutorials, blogs, etc. Everyone has a story right? If no one wants to narrate it for you, the responsibility is on you to do so. Instead of bitching and moaning of not getting a broad-casted main stage match, wear a banana suit on your stream or become so damn good that they have no option but to show your match. The list goes on but it was important that I got it through my head from the start when I first moved out on my own. A bird sitting on a tree is never afraid of the branch breaking, because her trust is not on the branch but on it's own wings. Corny. I know. :D

Eerie, this paragraph certainly struck home. Having recently returned to eSports, very much uncertain what worth my name still held, if any... There are stages that you, too, seem to have gone through. Entitlement. Rejection. Frustration. Enlightenment. Acceptance. And finally, re-dedication - not just to the scene, the game or to competing professionally; to something beyond what you first set out to achieve. In a sense, only to yourself. I struggle to put it into words, but I believe that you´re in a somewhat unique position to understand exactly what I mean.

This blog has been a great read through and through! I´m in such a weird mood today. I sat in silence for some time, feeling existential; connected to a kindred spirit in some mind-fucked way... Like our paths are intertwined though they never cross...Like your past just had an impact on my future.

If nothing else, know that you´ve helped at least one lost soul - still in love with "that one RTS" and the dream of pitting his own mind and body against that of the best. I need to finish the story, write the last page of the final chapter that was left blank. Know that you played a part in guiding me in this decision (which I know now, was the right one), by sharing your own thoughts, personal and professional, in such great detail.

For that, no matter the outcome of my own journey, you have my sincere thanks. Yours have truly been an inspiring one.

I´m saddened that I never got a chance to meet you face to face after having spent so many hours studying your stream and listening to your thoughts on the game (dat Hellion/Banshee Meta-prediction!), I would have loved to pick your brain.

Nevertheless, I wish you nothing but the best for the future. That you find something to fill the hole that so often consumes people that are so highly competative in nature, when we leave progaming behind. And that you´ll always look back fondly on your memories of years of strife and success within eSports.

Regards,
Alexander "Glaive" Angleby
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