My singular teeth feels strange. It has an old movie playing on it. And thankfully the triangular monkey.
I bought a 12 pack of toilet paper and I rubbed it on the walls. It went ssschuiiii,,, sssschuuuiiiiiiisch. Then I threw it in the shower curtain and it went shklaff! Then I found some small eco friendly garbage bags and I wrapped them all around me. If only I had been on a turny wheel it would have been beautiful and even artistic!
But alas, there was no turny wheel, and in the end, there is never a turny wheel. And I bought some groceries!
I started a sentence with but, then I started a sentence with and. I can do WHATEVER I WANT.
ANYTHING I WANT. Anytime I want,
Man let me tell you, this place is messy. I built myself a fort with beer cases but it was a shitty fort so I undid it.
I got up at 6:30 pm today. What do you do after that? What productive thing can you possibly do?
I'm kidding though I'm actually quite lazy and I do a very minimal amount of things. Like in both ways, I do like 3-4 different things in all and I don't do them often.
I wrote a song before.
Yeast infection two thousand and nine Yeast infection and we're out of time
Time drips by in carbonated lumps The future is, the future is. And bingo was his Nay! Nay friend !
Yeast infection, all across the sky From yest to weast, of mice and men and old dry bones Yeast infection two thousand and eight, It's been long since too late
I'm imagining a big pool full of kitties. And the kitties are super cute and I look at them and laugh with a joy that is borderline psychotic and I smash things on the pavement. Bottles, mirrors, stuff like that. And it feels amazing all the breaking and this is the dawning of the age of aquarius,
I really wish I could explain it better, but that's the best I can do guys I am rusty. I'm a rusty old pwntrucci. I am a rusty pwntrusty sr jon bg. Moaning like an old fridge full of poisonous old food souls.
Man I dunno wtf was wrong with me back then lol it's like I had a speech impediment. I can say thems words real good now but my strategic knowledge isn't there anymore.
I'm sorry to burst your bubble, but you can't do anything you want. I have thought about this much and have too went on euphoric trips even sober and thought I can do anything I want. Here it is.
You can't fly to the moon by yourself. This is obvious and people think it is pretty irrelevant. It can be argued that this is not something you actually "want" because it is not possible.
Ok next.
You can't win an Olympic gold medal at 50. This is just an example. This can be argued that again it is not possible or feasible so it isn't what you really want.
This is what will happen to you. You have this mindset and it really gets you going. Then you will be in ecstacy.
You will do whatever you want. And that includes doing stuff you "don't want" like studying because you have a goal of going to graduate school. So you "want" to study.
Another thing.
What you want to be is free and unencumbered. That includes doing things you don't want (ironic) for a goal. Whateve... fly my friend.
Then you will be in a hotel. You are under dressed to go to the bar inside the hotel. What you want to do is go up to any single woman (and if you follow this mentality trust me you will get women) and hit on her. You start walking. Then you get a sudden twinge of reality and it hits you that you are not a god and are too much of a wuss to go to said bar. You do not belong there in this state and even though you really want to, you do not have the balls to do it.
Yes you can do what you want... but you really can't. your limitations will fuck you over. I really want to fuck this girl but I'm too nervous and I can't get hard. How are you gonna explain that you really don't want to get hard.
Don't get me wrong it is good to have these states. But I advise you that when you realize you can't, don't try to plow through it. Reality will get you. You will be in jail on a sexual assault case crying to yourself and telling yourself that you can do whatever you want.
I don't mean to hurt you, but typing on an internet forum random words is not proof that you can do whatever you want.
Again its a good mentality. But when that wears off and you think of something to counter it, adapt and change mentalities. Much of life is fluid. Take what you need in that situation while still considering other factors. Life isn't all about building greatness. Sometimes you have to lose a little. If you have a rock hard mentality all the time you won't succeed. Sometimes a loss is even a win. Being in a different place or admitting defeat is sometimes the coolest thing in the world. Humility, patience, transience. These are things you need to consider as well. I am not to nirvana yet.
EPT
I am rusty. I'm a rusty old pwntrucci. I am a rusty pwntrusty sr jon bg. Moaning like an old fridge full of poisonous old food souls.![[image loading]](http://img528.imageshack.us/img528/32/photo00069v.jpg)
