EPTThe Ladder, Beautiful Women, and Sleep - Page 3
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MCDayC
United Kingdom14464 Posts
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LovE-
United States1963 Posts
On April 20 2012 06:09 Blazinghand wrote: Gasp! My accent is apparent, even in my writing! Yes, I am. Sad thing is, I've started hearing this in SoCal as well. I've been using it since 96 though because of my BW 2's partner. Damn him! | ||
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craaaaack
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craaaaack
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Slardar
Canada7596 Posts
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joeschmo
United States167 Posts
How about an update on the babe situation? | ||
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Blazinghand
United States25559 Posts
On May 19 2012 07:08 joeschmo wrote: NICE BLOG! LOL How about an update on the babe situation? 0 babes so far | ||
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NoctemSC
United States771 Posts
You know, oddly enough, I hadn't had much luck with quality women up until recently. My (now) girlfriend was actually attracted the real, extremely nerdy me. I decided that I wasn't going to hide what a have a passion for (e-sports, computers/everything nerdy) and her (and other people who are my now friends) respected me for just being myself. Have you tried being nerdy to women yet? Worked for me man. | ||
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Baum
Germany1010 Posts
Wednesday I went to a party which I had been looking forward to for a couple of weeks. I met a lot of friends there who I don't see very often because they moved to other cities to study. We started drinking on the train and I was pretty drunk when we got there. Of course I didn't stop drinking there and eventually it lead to me being way too drunk. I made a bit of nice conversation in the process though. It was not that I started acting stupid (depends on definition I guess) but I lost too much control for my taste. My memory is a bit blurry I just started to talk to a lot of different people about random stuff and passed out in betweent to regain energy or something like that. Some time later I started making out with a girl after I had talked to her and her friends earlier. I didn't know her before but I decided that she was cute and pretty and apparently she was into me. I don't know how long it lasted but when she left it was already starting to get late. When she left I went back to making conversation and sat down on the couch and started talking to a girl who I know for a long time and who I find cute for a long time but feel like that she is not really into me so I am fine with being close friends at least that's what I would like to think. It's not always that easy, though. Somebody took her place on the couch so she sat on my lap for quite some time and I made her a lot of compliments and we were kind of touchy but more in a friendship kind of way I guess. It was getting really late and people had already started leaving. The group of people I came with had thought about taking an early train because we could have used the same ticket twice but everyone felt too tired and probably a bit too waisted. So I eventually passed out on that couch. The next day I didn't get to think about all this a lot even though I felt a bit confused emotionally. I woke up early because I shared the couch with two girls who didn't leave me much space. A friend of mine who planned to come a long with us to visit us over the weekend shared the same fate and we started curing our hangover with sunlight and soft drinks on the balcony. It had a pretty nice view and we started to get a festival feeling so we started drinking again. We took the train some hours later and my roommate and our guest spent the rest of the day playing age of empire 2 while drinking some hot spiced whine. The next day I woke up very early and couldn't sleep anymore. And while my hangover was very nasty as to be expected I felt like an emotional train wreck. The pictures of me making out with that girl were haunting me. I didn't realize why immediately. At first it felt like shame but there was nothing to be ashamed about, was there? I made out with a pretty girl so why do I feel so bad. Maybe because I was very drunk? No one of my friends really gives a shit. We have all had our fair share of bad experiences with alcohol and I didn't harm anyone so at best I would have to bare some jokes. There was no reason to be ashamed and that's when i came to realize it was because of what happened afterwards. Talking to the girl I know and like for a long time and her being being very accepting about me making a shit ton of compliments while her sitting on my lap. It was almost as if she was glad for me that I made out with another pretty girl. So she didn't feel the urgency to set some boundaries because it was all friendship between us. Suddenly it all felt totally wrong and madly twisted. We spent the day in a similar fashion playing age of empires and Risk but didn't drink anymore alcohol. We prepared some nice food. And my other room mate arrived at home to join us in the evening. So I did my best to get some distraction. It felt like distracting myself was impossible but I couldn't bare to keep thinking about it. In the evening I started to feel worse and worse. When we went to bed and there was no more chance to find some more distraction and sadly none of my friends were online to talk to them about it. I started reading girl blogs on teamliquid and luckily I was so tired that I fell to sleep a lot earlier than I expected. | ||
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