Good bye friend. I'm leaving you behind in that hole we dug together. You never judged me or thought I wasn't good enough. You never pushed me away when I needed you. But why? Was it for me? You had your intentions, I just wanted the warmth you gave me. You wanted more than that, you wanted all of my attention. You wanted to be my life, not my friend.
You demanded more of me than I ever demanded of you. You didn't push me away when you should have because of your own greed. We are both better off without each other. I'm off to look for real unconditional love. I just want to love and be loved back, with no strings attached, for who I am. I'm thankful for the lessons you taught me, but I don't need you anymore. I learned everything I could from you and I became content to just hang around.
No more pipe dreams, only real dreams. No more wishing I could be. There is no more becoming, there is only "doing" and "not doing". Its time for me to move on with my life and make some progress. Even though I feel like I'm losing a friend by saying good-bye, I know the truth. I'm gaining friends 10 fold by walking away. Most importantly I'm my own friend now. Now I get to learn what I want, when I want and the only excuse I have is myself.
I feel ya bro, after smoking everyday from 13years old to 22, i just quit last year since i was having heart/chest problems, the 1st month is awful, but after that, its as is if it didnt exist, my friends still smoke, and theyl even smoke while were on skype, it doesnt bother me, frankly, my life didnt change at all, sept im playing better at SC2 for the most part, and saving some money. And to add to your post sir, a lyric i always liked:
"I know that im responsible for this, and ill miss you...."
It's cute how you embody a plant and make it seem like it did evil things to hide the fact that in reality you are the only reason weed ''wanted to become your whole life''.
Hahahah I love that movie, good clip. This is actually a good bye letter I wrote for treatment, but I wanted to share it with people as well. And I <3 Mary Jane... But not as much as I love pussy!
On April 12 2012 08:41 Djeez wrote: It's cute how you embody a plant and make it seem like it did evil things to hide the fact that in reality you are the only reason weed ''wanted to become your whole life''.
So chemicals don't affect the way you think or percieve reality? Just to clarify, I don't think weed is evil or has done bad things to me. But my "relationship" with MJ was unhealthy.
On April 12 2012 08:41 Djeez wrote: It's cute how you embody a plant and make it seem like it did evil things to hide the fact that in reality you are the only reason weed ''wanted to become your whole life''.
wow. hes quitting smoking. but you still somehow want to find a way to put him down?
On another note, if you feel like it's hurting your life, it's definitely a good decision to stop. I've never felt such a thing honestly, I do everything better on weed, I even take tests better.
In the words of Justin Timberlake, "Some people are just better with weed, some people aren't."
On April 12 2012 09:00 UndoneJin wrote: Vaporizers ftw, smoking is bad for you kids.
On another note, if you feel like it's hurting your life, it's definitely a good decision to stop. I've never felt such a thing honestly, I do everything better on weed, I even take tests better.
In the words of Justin Timberlake, "Some people are just better with weed, some people aren't."
The fact that Justin Timberlake said it isn't helping your point ; )
I won't argue with you about it though. I will just agree to disagree that you "do everything better on weed"
On April 12 2012 09:00 UndoneJin wrote: Vaporizers ftw, smoking is bad for you kids.
On another note, if you feel like it's hurting your life, it's definitely a good decision to stop. I've never felt such a thing honestly, I do everything better on weed, I even take tests better.
In the words of Justin Timberlake, "Some people are just better with weed, some people aren't."
The fact that Justin Timberlake said it isn't helping your point ; )
I won't argue with you about it though. I will just agree to disagree that you "do everything better on weed"
I thought Justin Timberlake saying it was hilarious because it's actually true. I can understand why it's hard to believe but I really am better at things in general with herb. That's not to say I get baked out of my mind though either, I always aim for moderation for both my brain and my wallet =)
On April 12 2012 09:33 Th1rdEye wrote: Today is the second day not smoking for me as well.. (21 now, started at 15... went a month or two without smoking in that 6 year period)
I've played 28 ladder games and it didnt even feel like it
I do kinda feel better.. but part of me still wants to toke... I just want to keep it in moderation, which is the hard part.
i had pretty bad withdrawl when i first tried to stop.
the second time it was almost no issue. that might partly be because i made a hard effort to quit and focus on more important things in my life.
I haven't smoked in about 5 months (besides 3-4 times with friends, I guess), stopped mostly dead after smoking about 1-2g a day for three years. I didn't really experience any withdrawal, it was more just adjusting to doing everything sober again after being baked for the majority of my time. It's not that difficult, at least compared to quitting drinking or cigarettes.
beautiful man , im going through the same phase since ive stopped smoking after 6 years recently. Especially liked the line: You wanted to be my life not my friend, because thats exactly what im feeling. 5/5
EPT
