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Smix *
Profile Blog Joined January 2009
United States4549 Posts
February 12 2012 21:22 GMT
#21
aigoo, glad you're recovering, hope your future events are better dongseng~
TranslatorBe an Optimist Prime, Not a Negatron // twitter @smixity
DYEAlabaster
Profile Blog Joined August 2011
Canada1009 Posts
February 12 2012 21:44 GMT
#22
Dear Illusion,

How much do you think that nerves affected you at this tourney. As you said, there were lots and lots of physical things that were going on (pillow, food, MUSIC, etc), but how much of that affected your mental state going into the games.

On a more general note, do you feel you are fairly confident, or more of a nervous player?

Thanks,
Alabaster
CaucasianAsian
Profile Blog Joined September 2005
Korea (South)11598 Posts
February 12 2012 21:45 GMT
#23
why didn't u tell people to come to dinner? What kind of DC nerd are you?
Calendar@ Fish Server: `iOps]..Stark
ROOTIllusion
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
United States1060 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-02-12 21:51:37
February 12 2012 21:51 GMT
#24
On February 13 2012 06:44 DYEAlabaster wrote:
Dear Illusion,

How much do you think that nerves affected you at this tourney. As you said, there were lots and lots of physical things that were going on (pillow, food, MUSIC, etc), but how much of that affected your mental state going into the games.

On a more general note, do you feel you are fairly confident, or more of a nervous player?

Thanks,
Alabaster

I was fairly nervous, nothing too bad. I got much more nervous when I started getting uncomfortable, stomach ache was probably the worst, then music #2, pillow #3. My mental state was shit because of that, during the match I would be thinking, I really gotta go to the bathroom, my music isn't working (alt +tab, see buffer), my ass hurts (these chairs suck), these casters are loud, fuck, the crowd is cheering for my opponent. etc etc.

I was nervous that day but I am usually more confident, just seemed that everything was off that day.


On February 13 2012 06:45 CaucasianAsian wrote:
why didn't u tell people to come to dinner? What kind of DC nerd are you?


soz
www.twitter.com/rootillusion & www.facebook.com/illusionsc2
DYEAlabaster
Profile Blog Joined August 2011
Canada1009 Posts
February 12 2012 22:03 GMT
#25
On February 13 2012 06:51 vileIllusion wrote:
Show nested quote +
On February 13 2012 06:44 DYEAlabaster wrote:
Dear Illusion,

How much do you think that nerves affected you at this tourney. As you said, there were lots and lots of physical things that were going on (pillow, food, MUSIC, etc), but how much of that affected your mental state going into the games.

On a more general note, do you feel you are fairly confident, or more of a nervous player?

Thanks,
Alabaster

I was fairly nervous, nothing too bad. I got much more nervous when I started getting uncomfortable, stomach ache was probably the worst, then music #2, pillow #3. My mental state was shit because of that, during the match I would be thinking, I really gotta go to the bathroom, my music isn't working (alt +tab, see buffer), my ass hurts (these chairs suck), these casters are loud, fuck, the crowd is cheering for my opponent. etc etc.

I was nervous that day but I am usually more confident, just seemed that everything was off that day.


Show nested quote +
On February 13 2012 06:45 CaucasianAsian wrote:
why didn't u tell people to come to dinner? What kind of DC nerd are you?


soz



Thank you very much for your response. I look foreword to seeing more of you in the future!
Imajjiinary
Profile Joined January 2012
United States21 Posts
February 12 2012 22:49 GMT
#26
Great post. I'm glad you went there to play and gained a LOT of experience.

My question is what made your decide to play what could be considered an unorthodox TvZ skipping out on tanks for so long? I know many of us have witnessed your very practiced and well executed marine splits but it seemed game after game the inadequate amount of tanks hurt too much. Did you feel as though you needed a unique style to surprise your opponent? It felt as if you weren't sticking to your guns.
ROOTIllusion
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
United States1060 Posts
February 12 2012 22:51 GMT
#27
On February 13 2012 07:49 Imajjiinary wrote:
Great post. I'm glad you went there to play and gained a LOT of experience.

My question is what made your decide to play what could be considered an unorthodox TvZ skipping out on tanks for so long? I know many of us have witnessed your very practiced and well executed marine splits but it seemed game after game the inadequate amount of tanks hurt too much. Did you feel as though you needed a unique style to surprise your opponent? It felt as if you weren't sticking to your guns.

I wasn't sticking to what I practiced, mostly because my mind wasn't where it should've been. Most of the time, I was just thinking *I really gotta go to the bathroom.........................* My Marine splits weren't very optimal, I noticed I wasn't splitting correctly pre-game either (marine split challenge) which had a pretty big mental effect on me.
www.twitter.com/rootillusion & www.facebook.com/illusionsc2
Crais
Profile Blog Joined March 2010
Canada2136 Posts
February 12 2012 22:51 GMT
#28
Thanks for the blog. Hope future events go better for you!
RIP MBC Game Hero
chadissilent
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
Canada1187 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-02-12 23:04:15
February 12 2012 23:03 GMT
#29
Nice blog man, I'm glad you learned a ton.

Some more things to consider before going to foreign tournaments:
- Visit a traveller's health clinic and ask them how to prepare for the area you are going to.
- PEPTOBISMOLPEPTOBISMOLPEPTOBISMOLPEPTOBISMOLPEPTOBISMOLPEPTOBISMOLPEPTOBISMOL
- Buy snacks before you go to the venue! Having a backpack full of snacks is always a good idea, it's much easier to think/play on a full stomach.
- Eat local food/drink bottled drinks
- Feel free to come ask me for an autograph at MLG, I'll even sign 2 things for you.
ROOTIllusion
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
United States1060 Posts
February 12 2012 23:52 GMT
#30
There was also a bit of delay from the event - which made stutter stepping very weird
www.twitter.com/rootillusion & www.facebook.com/illusionsc2
Sermokala
Profile Blog Joined November 2010
United States14146 Posts
February 13 2012 00:07 GMT
#31
was rooting for you. being your first event things like this will probably happen.

I think its pretty shameful that events think that giveing players the same chairs that they give to the audience is okay. at the least give them a 250$ chair that looks good or is remotely near what you pay for the booth.
A wise man will say that he knows nothing. We're gona party like its 2752 Hail Dark Brandon
bobsire
Profile Joined December 2011
Canada296 Posts
February 13 2012 00:09 GMT
#32
whenever i go to a different country, i always drink a lot of alcohol, beer and spirits are usually the safest things because the way its made. Also it usually kills anything in your stomach so i usually don't have any problems. Then again i m not there to compete, just vacation I thought you played well gg :D
ArkSC
Profile Blog Joined June 2011
128 Posts
February 13 2012 00:25 GMT
#33
On February 13 2012 08:03 chadissilent wrote:
Nice blog man, I'm glad you learned a ton.

Some more things to consider before going to foreign tournaments:
- Visit a traveller's health clinic and ask them how to prepare for the area you are going to.
- PEPTOBISMOLPEPTOBISMOLPEPTOBISMOLPEPTOBISMOLPEPTOBISMOLPEPTOBISMOLPEPTOBISMOL
- Buy snacks before you go to the venue! Having a backpack full of snacks is always a good idea, it's much easier to think/play on a full stomach.
- Eat local food/drink bottled drinks
- Feel free to come ask me for an autograph at MLG, I'll even sign 2 things for you.



Shouldn't you be asking him for an autograph?
Creator, Maru, MKP, Illusion, DeMuslim, MVP, Thorzain. ♥
Bagration
Profile Blog Joined October 2011
United States18282 Posts
February 13 2012 00:27 GMT
#34
Sorry to hear about the health issues. But hopefully you had awesome time in Brazil aside from the food. Go Illusion!
Team Slayers, Axiom-Acer and Vile forever
ROOTIllusion
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
United States1060 Posts
February 13 2012 01:04 GMT
#35
On February 13 2012 09:25 Overlord17 wrote:
Show nested quote +
On February 13 2012 08:03 chadissilent wrote:
Nice blog man, I'm glad you learned a ton.

Some more things to consider before going to foreign tournaments:
- Visit a traveller's health clinic and ask them how to prepare for the area you are going to.
- PEPTOBISMOLPEPTOBISMOLPEPTOBISMOLPEPTOBISMOLPEPTOBISMOLPEPTOBISMOLPEPTOBISMOL
- Buy snacks before you go to the venue! Having a backpack full of snacks is always a good idea, it's much easier to think/play on a full stomach.
- Eat local food/drink bottled drinks
- Feel free to come ask me for an autograph at MLG, I'll even sign 2 things for you.



Shouldn't you be asking him for an autograph?

He's kidding he's my friend xD
www.twitter.com/rootillusion & www.facebook.com/illusionsc2
Max2Air
Profile Joined February 2011
Germany92 Posts
February 13 2012 01:49 GMT
#36
On the Grooveshark Issue: In Germany and some other countries Grooveshark recently got shut down, because of lets say copyright issues (Pandora and other similar pages wont work neither). So be sure to check if online music services are even available in the tournament country or just bring your own. (Are players allowed to listen to an MP3 player device during games?)

You still played great though, I enjoyed watching your games, and gratz on the FFA win, those tanks man =)
If you are reading this you are awesome.
Imajjiinary
Profile Joined January 2012
United States21 Posts
February 13 2012 03:54 GMT
#37
On February 13 2012 07:51 vileIllusion wrote:
Show nested quote +
On February 13 2012 07:49 Imajjiinary wrote:
Great post. I'm glad you went there to play and gained a LOT of experience.

My question is what made your decide to play what could be considered an unorthodox TvZ skipping out on tanks for so long? I know many of us have witnessed your very practiced and well executed marine splits but it seemed game after game the inadequate amount of tanks hurt too much. Did you feel as though you needed a unique style to surprise your opponent? It felt as if you weren't sticking to your guns.

I wasn't sticking to what I practiced, mostly because my mind wasn't where it should've been. Most of the time, I was just thinking *I really gotta go to the bathroom.........................* My Marine splits weren't very optimal, I noticed I wasn't splitting correctly pre-game either (marine split challenge) which had a pretty big mental effect on me.


You have a lot of fans, man. People gets fans because their talent is very noticeable when they are being watched. You probably have the most fans of any player in a "Online Content Available to Number of Fans" ratio. I think this speaks volumes of what everyone believes you are capable of achieving. Play your style and have no fear, you've already gone so far and it is just a matter of days til you reach your goals. Keep up the hard work!
ROOTIllusion
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
United States1060 Posts
February 13 2012 04:23 GMT
#38
On February 13 2012 12:54 Imajjiinary wrote:
Show nested quote +
On February 13 2012 07:51 vileIllusion wrote:
On February 13 2012 07:49 Imajjiinary wrote:
Great post. I'm glad you went there to play and gained a LOT of experience.

My question is what made your decide to play what could be considered an unorthodox TvZ skipping out on tanks for so long? I know many of us have witnessed your very practiced and well executed marine splits but it seemed game after game the inadequate amount of tanks hurt too much. Did you feel as though you needed a unique style to surprise your opponent? It felt as if you weren't sticking to your guns.

I wasn't sticking to what I practiced, mostly because my mind wasn't where it should've been. Most of the time, I was just thinking *I really gotta go to the bathroom.........................* My Marine splits weren't very optimal, I noticed I wasn't splitting correctly pre-game either (marine split challenge) which had a pretty big mental effect on me.


You have a lot of fans, man. People gets fans because their talent is very noticeable when they are being watched. You probably have the most fans of any player in a "Online Content Available to Number of Fans" ratio. I think this speaks volumes of what everyone believes you are capable of achieving. Play your style and have no fear, you've already gone so far and it is just a matter of days til you reach your goals. Keep up the hard work!

Haha thanks
www.twitter.com/rootillusion & www.facebook.com/illusionsc2
Nizzy
Profile Blog Joined November 2010
United States839 Posts
February 13 2012 04:56 GMT
#39
Nice job Chris. Keep getting experience dude. Good luck!
antilyon
Profile Blog Joined February 2011
Brazil2546 Posts
February 13 2012 05:28 GMT
#40
On February 13 2012 08:52 vileIllusion wrote:
There was also a bit of delay from the event - which made stutter stepping very weird

Welcome to Brasil!
Because we play at US servers unless you are using tunneling there will always be 100~200 ms delay.
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