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HardBoy359
Profile Blog Joined November 2010
Portugal48 Posts
November 21 2011 23:11 GMT
#1
So I have written in the blog section before but I didn't really create a blog and I don't know what to call it so it'll just stay the way it is for now...

I have a lot of my mind... I just want to write about it while I'm still in denial...

So on October 2010 I became an IT Technician on a Portuguese professional school.

I've been strugling with depression for the past 5 years, just like our beloved progamer Liquid'Tyler I've had my ups and downs, since I finished professional school I haven't done anything, I tried telemarketing but my depression at the time was really bad and now I'm afraid to take any job because I really don't want to accept a responsibility that I can't handle, also I live in Portugal and our economy is really bad, there aren't a lot of jobs and the ones that I could actually take on, IT jobs even simple ones are taken by engineers.

My depression has been really bad this last year, I can't finish anything, like Tyler said in his first vlog, when under depression you can't really explain why the person does something.

I can't take on anything that takes a long time to finish, like anything that's more than a few days is just too much.

In the last 6 months my girlfriend was really helping me a lot, like so much, I was already planning on beginning to study... but yesterday she passed away when an aneurysm in the aorta that no one knew about ruptured...

So now I just don't even know what do to, I'm just watching State of the Game VODs and trying to just distract myself because I just can't... still in denial, sometimes I even thing that it may not be true, that she just when home and is there waiting for me, my subconscious wants me to believe in that...

I don't even know why I'm writing anything here... I just... I don't know anything anymore...

*
Eogris
Profile Blog Joined April 2007
United States148 Posts
November 21 2011 23:18 GMT
#2
Good luck to you. Sorry to hear about your girlfriend, that is absolutely horrible. I hope you can find help sometime soon.
THE NUKES GONNA LAND ON HIS ARMYYYYYYYYYYY
HardBoy359
Profile Blog Joined November 2010
Portugal48 Posts
November 21 2011 23:20 GMT
#3
On November 22 2011 08:18 Eogris wrote:
Good luck to you. Sorry to hear about your girlfriend, that is absolutely horrible. I hope you can find help sometime soon.


Thank you for the kind words sir.
AnachronisticAnarchy
Profile Blog Joined July 2011
United States2957 Posts
Last Edited: 2011-11-21 23:23:22
November 21 2011 23:23 GMT
#4
Please god go see a shrink. I've been to the blackest depths of depression before, and you need to get out. Depression is a disorder, it isn't rational, and it needs to be fixed. Seriously, go see a shrink before you end up like I did, hiding underneath my bed, fondling a knife and waiting for the guts to finish it.
"How are you?" "I am fine, because it is not normal to scream in pain."
Diks
Profile Joined January 2010
Belgium1880 Posts
November 21 2011 23:49 GMT
#5
Hello mate,
That is quite a sad story I hear there.
You are writting here because you're looking for help, and that is a good thing considering the facts.
Listen what I have to say even though it sounds weird :
You were depressed because you had a problem with yourself, nothing to be ashamed we all have ups and downs. Problem with the concept of depression is giving a name to a state of mind that will always fluctuate.
You might had some great difficulties you couldn't overcome but those might seem totally irrelevant now that a bigger burden affected your life.
Please realize now that you really had no real good reasons to be depressed in the first place because as you can see at least the greatest things went well (beloved and alive girlfriend). Ask yourself if you had any reasons to inflict so much pain to yourself considering the events.
Now you have a reason to be depressed, and a good one but I know you're gonna bounce adn you're gonna get strenghten by your history. I wish I could offer real help for you but I can't. You'll have to deal with it on your own. Stay strong because this isn't gonna be easy but remember how your emotions fluctuate, one day you'll be fine and even more fine than most people because nobody really realise how lucky we are to be alive.
I feel your pain bro, I really do. Give yourself some time and don't be afraid to express your feelings with people surrounding you.
You can watch any VODs you want for as long as you want, there is nothing wrong with that, just do whatever you do, nobody will ever blame you for that. Erase "depression" definitly from your vocabulary because you're dealing with mourning now and that ain't a self-inflicted feeling.
May your gf rest in peace. Remember you're the lucky one in dat story.
You're strong and awesome, you'll be fine in a distant futur.
My speech isn't very good so just pick what you like and fuck the rest.
This is a e-bro-hug because you don't deserve what's happening to you
DDKz
Profile Joined October 2010
Australia188 Posts
November 22 2011 00:02 GMT
#6
I'm so so sorry about your girlfriend.. I really hope you get the help you need, don't give up. Good luck man.
MightyMike
Profile Joined April 2010
Denmark29 Posts
Last Edited: 2011-11-22 00:10:22
November 22 2011 00:07 GMT
#7
Hi there.
I'm very sorry for your loss, may she rest in peace. I really don't know what else to say in this regard, so sad

I'm not going to pretend that I know what you're going through, but I do know what a depression feels like - mine has been quite brutal. I've had it for about a year now.
I used to be a topgrade student, I already passed my BA thesis and have only one semester left (easy course) before I've finished my BA degree. I've not been to the university for a year - my life has been standing still. To top it off, I was recently diagnosed with schizotypical personality disorder, which, combined with depression, makes doing anything very difficult - I simply cannot summon the energy or motivation. Picture this; I've caught myself procrastinating gaming (League of Legends) because I couldn't find the energy to set up rune/mastery pages, chat with team and wait for minions to spawn - or even play the game. I'd litterally sit there and try to find the energy to play a damn computer game, and oftentimes I've failed and just browsed random stuff or watched streams instead.

So naturally, I've seen a psychiatrist and tried loads of different medicines, primarily for the depression as the schizo doesn't interfere too much with my life (and, I get cognitive therapy for that instead). For a long time, I was under the impression that meds couldn't help me; it didn't matter which brand I tried, it just didn't do anything for me. Until a month ago, when I finally found the meds that work for me (Cipralex).

So lately, I've gotten the energy to slowly start doing things. I bought a bench and some weights, and a bike, and I try to get exercise every day, or at least every second day. I've found that if I keep my apartment neat and clean, doing things gets easier. I'm still struggling with getting to bed and waking up at proper hours, but when I am successful in this my days get a lot better.
I try to do meaningful things every day; recently I helped my brother-in-law move, and I helped another relative by proof-reading her essay. I often help my dad with garden work. Doing these things makes me feel of use to people, which cheers me up a lot. My closest friends know of my condition, and they are very helpful - since I live in the city center, they often drop by for dinner, or bring their lappys for a few games. As the days go by, I can feel my situation slowly improving, and while I'm not a jolly Peter Pan yet, I feel that I'm on the right track.

On a side note; I never, myself, sought out a psychiatrist and would never have thought of it nor had the ressources to find one. A relative who works in therapy recognized my symptoms and immediately hooked me up with a professional; to a large degree, I attribute my recovery to her being there and spotting my problems for me, when I couldn't see them myself.


In the end, you've suffered from depression way longer than me, and the loss of your girlfriend is worse than anything I can imagine... yet I hope that my story can bring you some hope that one day things will lighten up, maybe by finding the right meds, maybe by having a friend or relative pull you out, or maybe something else.

If there is anything I can help you with, or if you simply need someone to talk to, I'd be happy to be there.

Good luck & hang in there
HardBoy359
Profile Blog Joined November 2010
Portugal48 Posts
Last Edited: 2011-11-22 00:12:36
November 22 2011 00:09 GMT
#8
On November 22 2011 08:23 AnachronisticAnarchy wrote:
Please god go see a shrink. I've been to the blackest depths of depression before, and you need to get out. Depression is a disorder, it isn't rational, and it needs to be fixed. Seriously, go see a shrink before you end up like I did, hiding underneath my bed, fondling a knife and waiting for the guts to finish it.


I do have a shrink, but she wants me to take all these pills and I don't want to go through this with pills easing my way out because I think that if I go that way then it will be easier to fall again.


On November 22 2011 08:49 Diks wrote:
Hello mate,
+ Show Spoiler +
That is quite a sad story I hear there.
You are writting here because you're looking for help, and that is a good thing considering the facts.
Listen what I have to say even though it sounds weird :
You were depressed because you had a problem with yourself, nothing to be ashamed we all have ups and downs. Problem with the concept of depression is giving a name to a state of mind that will always fluctuate.
You might had some great difficulties you couldn't overcome but those might seem totally irrelevant now that a bigger burden affected your life.
Please realize now that you really had no real good reasons to be depressed in the first place because as you can see at least the greatest things went well (beloved and alive girlfriend). Ask yourself if you had any reasons to inflict so much pain to yourself considering the events.
Now you have a reason to be depressed, and a good one but I know you're gonna bounce adn you're gonna get strenghten by your history. I wish I could offer real help for you but I can't. You'll have to deal with it on your own. Stay strong because this isn't gonna be easy but remember how your emotions fluctuate, one day you'll be fine and even more fine than most people because nobody really realise how lucky we are to be alive.
I feel your pain bro, I really do. Give yourself some time and don't be afraid to express your feelings with people surrounding you.
You can watch any VODs you want for as long as you want, there is nothing wrong with that, just do whatever you do, nobody will ever blame you for that. Erase "depression" definitly from your vocabulary because you're dealing with mourning now and that ain't a self-inflicted feeling.
May your gf rest in peace. Remember you're the lucky one in dat story.
You're strong and awesome, you'll be fine in a distant futur.
My speech isn't very good so just pick what you like and fuck the rest.

This is a e-bro-hug because you don't deserve what's happening to you


Thank you for taking the time to comment so extensively, I think that we have to let ourselves like feel that way to use that knowledge to our advantage, we can't force our minds to just accept that yeah the depression was stupid now that I'm suffering what I'm suffering, like the strength that comes from that has to come on it's own i think, it's 2 soon but I'll continue to write in the blog hopefully things will get better... and yes some things you said don't really help but like you also said "pick what you like and fuck the rest".

Thank you.
Match
Profile Joined January 2011
215 Posts
November 22 2011 00:11 GMT
#9
On November 22 2011 09:09 HardBoy359 wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 22 2011 08:23 AnachronisticAnarchy wrote:
Please god go see a shrink. I've been to the blackest depths of depression before, and you need to get out. Depression is a disorder, it isn't rational, and it needs to be fixed. Seriously, go see a shrink before you end up like I did, hiding underneath my bed, fondling a knife and waiting for the guts to finish it.

I do have a shrink, but she wants me to take all these pills and I don't want to go through this with pills easing my way out because I think that if I go that way then it will be easier to fall again.

The pills are just there to make life easier for you while you work through your problems. They're not the ultimate solution, they're just there to make your life liveable while you collect yourself.

And seriously, I hope it gets better for you. Good luck with everything.
MightyMike
Profile Joined April 2010
Denmark29 Posts
November 22 2011 00:13 GMT
#10
On November 22 2011 09:09 HardBoy359 wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 22 2011 08:23 AnachronisticAnarchy wrote:
Please god go see a shrink. I've been to the blackest depths of depression before, and you need to get out. Depression is a disorder, it isn't rational, and it needs to be fixed. Seriously, go see a shrink before you end up like I did, hiding underneath my bed, fondling a knife and waiting for the guts to finish it.


I do have a shrink, but she wants me to take all these pills and I don't want to go through this with pills easing my way out because I think that if I go that way then it will be easier to fall again.


Mate, you should really reconsider the meds. Try them and be patient with them.
HardBoy359
Profile Blog Joined November 2010
Portugal48 Posts
November 22 2011 00:20 GMT
#11
On November 22 2011 09:07 MightyMike wrote:
Hi there.
I'm very sorry for your loss, may she rest in peace. I really don't know what else to say in this regard, so sad

I'm not going to pretend that I know what you're going through, but I do know what a depression feels like - mine has been quite brutal. I've had it for about a year now.
+ Show Spoiler +
I used to be a topgrade student, I already passed my BA thesis and have only one semester left (easy course) before I've finished my BA degree. I've not been to the university for a year - my life has been standing still. To top it off, I was recently diagnosed with schizotypical personality disorder, which, combined with depression, makes doing anything very difficult - I simply cannot summon the energy or motivation. Picture this; I've caught myself procrastinating gaming (League of Legends) because I couldn't find the energy to set up rune/mastery pages, chat with team and wait for minions to spawn - or even play the game. I'd litterally sit there and try to find the energy to play a damn computer game, and oftentimes I've failed and just browsed random stuff or watched streams instead.

So naturally, I've seen a psychiatrist and tried loads of different medicines, primarily for the depression as the schizo doesn't interfere too much with my life (and, I get cognitive therapy for that instead). For a long time, I was under the impression that meds couldn't help me; it didn't matter which brand I tried, it just didn't do anything for me. Until a month ago, when I finally found the meds that work for me (Cipralex).

So lately, I've gotten the energy to slowly start doing things. I bought a bench and some weights, and a bike, and I try to get exercise every day, or at least every second day. I've found that if I keep my apartment neat and clean, doing things gets easier. I'm still struggling with getting to bed and waking up at proper hours, but when I am successful in this my days get a lot better.
I try to do meaningful things every day; recently I helped my brother-in-law move, and I helped another relative by proof-reading her essay. I often help my dad with garden work. Doing these things makes me feel of use to people, which cheers me up a lot. My closest friends know of my condition, and they are very helpful - since I live in the city center, they often drop by for dinner, or bring their lappys for a few games. As the days go by, I can feel my situation slowly improving, and while I'm not a jolly Peter Pan yet, I feel that I'm on the right track.

On a side note; I never, myself, sought out a psychiatrist and would never have thought of it nor had the ressources to find one. A relative who works in therapy recognized my symptoms and immediately hooked me up with a professional; to a large degree, I attribute my recovery to her being there and spotting my problems for me, when I couldn't see them myself.


In the end, you've suffered from depression way longer than me, and the loss of your girlfriend is worse than anything I can imagine... yet I hope that my story can bring you some hope that one day things will lighten up, maybe by finding the right meds, maybe by having a friend or relative pull you out, or maybe something else.


If there is anything I can help you with, or if you simply need someone to talk to, I'd be happy to be there.

Good luck & hang in there


I know that meds can help me but I just feel like I need to get through this without them, things being difficult is the natures way of making us strong. I just can't.. I can't really think right now...

On November 22 2011 09:02 DDKz wrote:
I'm so so sorry about your girlfriend.. I really hope you get the help you need, don't give up. Good luck man.


On November 22 2011 09:11 Match wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 22 2011 09:09 HardBoy359 wrote:
On November 22 2011 08:23 AnachronisticAnarchy wrote:
Please god go see a shrink. I've been to the blackest depths of depression before, and you need to get out. Depression is a disorder, it isn't rational, and it needs to be fixed. Seriously, go see a shrink before you end up like I did, hiding underneath my bed, fondling a knife and waiting for the guts to finish it.

I do have a shrink, but she wants me to take all these pills and I don't want to go through this with pills easing my way out because I think that if I go that way then it will be easier to fall again.

The pills are just there to make life easier for you while you work through your problems. They're not the ultimate solution, they're just there to make your life liveable while you collect yourself.

And seriously, I hope it gets better for you. Good luck with everything.


Thank you all, I don't really have the energy to reply to everything right now but I am reading all the comments, thank you guyz for your support, it really means a lot and helps me not to feel so lonely.

darthfoley
Profile Blog Joined February 2011
United States8003 Posts
November 22 2011 00:54 GMT
#12
Hey man, my family was just talking about aneurisms at dinner, and i can't believe about your gf It's so sad, but as people have said before me, find someone (or plural) to talk to, shoot me a pm if you want and help yourself get out of depression.

My father has been struggling with depression for quite a while, unknown to me and my sisters until my mom told me recently. He really doesn't have any logical reasons, good wife, kids that love him and a good financial situation and everything, but he's been taking pills that have lessened his moods. It's even tough for me sometimes because i'm not supposed to know so i can't talk to him about it, but i just wanted you to see that depression is more common than you might think.

Hope things get better for you mate, no one deserves this...
watch the wall collide with my fist, mostly over problems that i know i should fix
AnachronisticAnarchy
Profile Blog Joined July 2011
United States2957 Posts
November 22 2011 01:46 GMT
#13
On November 22 2011 09:09 HardBoy359 wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 22 2011 08:23 AnachronisticAnarchy wrote:
Please god go see a shrink. I've been to the blackest depths of depression before, and you need to get out. Depression is a disorder, it isn't rational, and it needs to be fixed. Seriously, go see a shrink before you end up like I did, hiding underneath my bed, fondling a knife and waiting for the guts to finish it.


I do have a shrink, but she wants me to take all these pills and I don't want to go through this with pills easing my way out because I think that if I go that way then it will be easier to fall again.


Show nested quote +
On November 22 2011 08:49 Diks wrote:
Hello mate,
+ Show Spoiler +
That is quite a sad story I hear there.
You are writting here because you're looking for help, and that is a good thing considering the facts.
Listen what I have to say even though it sounds weird :
You were depressed because you had a problem with yourself, nothing to be ashamed we all have ups and downs. Problem with the concept of depression is giving a name to a state of mind that will always fluctuate.
You might had some great difficulties you couldn't overcome but those might seem totally irrelevant now that a bigger burden affected your life.
Please realize now that you really had no real good reasons to be depressed in the first place because as you can see at least the greatest things went well (beloved and alive girlfriend). Ask yourself if you had any reasons to inflict so much pain to yourself considering the events.
Now you have a reason to be depressed, and a good one but I know you're gonna bounce adn you're gonna get strenghten by your history. I wish I could offer real help for you but I can't. You'll have to deal with it on your own. Stay strong because this isn't gonna be easy but remember how your emotions fluctuate, one day you'll be fine and even more fine than most people because nobody really realise how lucky we are to be alive.
I feel your pain bro, I really do. Give yourself some time and don't be afraid to express your feelings with people surrounding you.
You can watch any VODs you want for as long as you want, there is nothing wrong with that, just do whatever you do, nobody will ever blame you for that. Erase "depression" definitly from your vocabulary because you're dealing with mourning now and that ain't a self-inflicted feeling.
May your gf rest in peace. Remember you're the lucky one in dat story.
You're strong and awesome, you'll be fine in a distant futur.
My speech isn't very good so just pick what you like and fuck the rest.

This is a e-bro-hug because you don't deserve what's happening to you


Thank you for taking the time to comment so extensively, I think that we have to let ourselves like feel that way to use that knowledge to our advantage, we can't force our minds to just accept that yeah the depression was stupid now that I'm suffering what I'm suffering, like the strength that comes from that has to come on it's own i think, it's 2 soon but I'll continue to write in the blog hopefully things will get better... and yes some things you said don't really help but like you also said "pick what you like and fuck the rest".

Thank you.


Dude, the pills are a must. Remember, depression is a disorder, a disease. It isn't like losing a loved one and then "toughing it out". I would be ashes in an urn without the pills.
"How are you?" "I am fine, because it is not normal to scream in pain."
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