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gillon
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Sweden1578 Posts
November 04 2011 14:12 GMT
#1
I opened up my email today, and something hit me.

I remembered a time when the only thing I ever found in there was game newsletters and password requests. This was normal. But nowadays, I seldom see any of these newsletters and it saddens me. All I see now are memos from project leaders, requests for meetings, deadlines to be met and reports to be written.

I'm in my last year of computer science engineering at my university, and it just suddenly dawned on me. Things won't ever be like that again. Playing games is something that I have to plan these days; something I'm not quite sure I like. But I guess this is how it has to be, right?

I'll always be playing, I just happen to get huge nostalgia bombs at times. Memories from when playing games was just what I did. Whenever I wanted. I'm sure they are just that; nostalgia, but I still can't help but reminisce.

I guess it's all just a part of it. You know, growing up. Shit, I might even have to get a job soon.

Thanks for reading.

****
www.teamproperty.net | "You should hate losing, but you should never fear defeat." - 이윤열
Aocowns
Profile Blog Joined February 2011
Norway6070 Posts
November 04 2011 14:30 GMT
#2
Gaming 4 lyfe
I'm a salt-lord and hater of mech and ForGG, don't take me seriously, it's just my salt-humour speaking i swear. |KadaverBB best TL gaoler| |~IdrA's #1 fan~| SetGuitarsToKill and Duckk are my martyr heroes |
gillon
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Sweden1578 Posts
November 04 2011 14:32 GMT
#3
On November 04 2011 23:30 Aocowns wrote:
Gaming 4 lyfe


word up homeboy
www.teamproperty.net | "You should hate losing, but you should never fear defeat." - 이윤열
r_con
Profile Blog Joined May 2011
United States824 Posts
November 04 2011 14:37 GMT
#4
On November 04 2011 23:12 gillon wrote:
I opened up my email today, and something hit me.

I remembered a time when the only thing I ever found in there was game newsletters and password requests. This was normal. But nowadays, I seldom see any of these newsletters and it saddens me. All I see now are memos from project leaders, requests for meetings, deadlines to be met and reports to be written.

I'm in my last year of computer science engineering at my university, and it just suddenly dawned on me. Things won't ever be like that again. Playing games is something that I have to plan these days; something I'm not quite sure I like. But I guess this is how it has to be, right?

I'll always be playing, I just happen to get huge nostalgia bombs at times. Memories from when playing games was just what I did. Whenever I wanted. I'm sure they are just that; nostalgia, but I still can't help but reminisce.

I guess it's all just a part of it. You know, growing up. Shit, I might even have to get a job soon.

Thanks for reading.


I will never stop loving gaming, Maybe it might not be playing and competing, but watching it. I love games, it's been a passion that has been pretty constant in my life.
Flash Fan!
empty.bottle
Profile Joined July 2009
685 Posts
November 04 2011 14:39 GMT
#5
i share your pain
gillon
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Sweden1578 Posts
November 04 2011 14:40 GMT
#6
On November 04 2011 23:37 r_con wrote:
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On November 04 2011 23:12 gillon wrote:
I opened up my email today, and something hit me.

I remembered a time when the only thing I ever found in there was game newsletters and password requests. This was normal. But nowadays, I seldom see any of these newsletters and it saddens me. All I see now are memos from project leaders, requests for meetings, deadlines to be met and reports to be written.

I'm in my last year of computer science engineering at my university, and it just suddenly dawned on me. Things won't ever be like that again. Playing games is something that I have to plan these days; something I'm not quite sure I like. But I guess this is how it has to be, right?

I'll always be playing, I just happen to get huge nostalgia bombs at times. Memories from when playing games was just what I did. Whenever I wanted. I'm sure they are just that; nostalgia, but I still can't help but reminisce.

I guess it's all just a part of it. You know, growing up. Shit, I might even have to get a job soon.

Thanks for reading.


I will never stop loving gaming, Maybe it might not be playing and competing, but watching it. I love games, it's been a passion that has been pretty constant in my life.


I feel the same way, I'm just having a hard time getting to terms with the fact that I can't play like I used to. Like I want to.
www.teamproperty.net | "You should hate losing, but you should never fear defeat." - 이윤열
Charger
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
United States2405 Posts
November 04 2011 14:41 GMT
#7
You'll get a job and actually have money to better support your gaming desires and actually, working a typical job leaves evenings mostly open for whatever you want. You can also go get whatever game you want whenever you want or a new cool mouse or keyboard or whatever without begging and/or waiting for Christmas. You certainly won't be playing whenever and however long you want everyday like when you were a kid (I remember those days too) but I actually wouldn't even consider the situation any worse, it's just different.
It's easy to be a Monday morning quarterback.
r_con
Profile Blog Joined May 2011
United States824 Posts
November 04 2011 14:43 GMT
#8
I'm trying to get my skills up and learn some more stuff so that i can work less a week, so that i can have more free time. The great thing about having gaming as a hobby, is that it is actually pretty cheap, as long as you don't need a new game every couple of weeks. My current dream is to have 24-30 hours weeks where I can still get everything i love out of life. Time is more important to me then money, and it always has been.
Flash Fan!
gillon
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Sweden1578 Posts
November 04 2011 14:44 GMT
#9
On November 04 2011 23:41 Charger wrote:
You'll get a job and actually have money to better support your gaming desires and actually, working a typical job leaves evenings mostly open for whatever you want. You can also go get whatever game you want whenever you want or a new cool mouse or keyboard or whatever without begging and/or waiting for Christmas. You certainly won't be playing whenever and however long you want everyday like when you were a kid (I remember those days too) but I actually wouldn't even consider the situation any worse, it's just different.


Yeah, I suppose that when I'm actually situated with a job this might be the case. It's probably just the hectic last years of my education that's bogging down the game time a lot.
www.teamproperty.net | "You should hate losing, but you should never fear defeat." - 이윤열
Myles
Profile Blog Joined March 2010
United States5162 Posts
November 04 2011 14:48 GMT
#10
On November 04 2011 23:44 gillon wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 04 2011 23:41 Charger wrote:
You'll get a job and actually have money to better support your gaming desires and actually, working a typical job leaves evenings mostly open for whatever you want. You can also go get whatever game you want whenever you want or a new cool mouse or keyboard or whatever without begging and/or waiting for Christmas. You certainly won't be playing whenever and however long you want everyday like when you were a kid (I remember those days too) but I actually wouldn't even consider the situation any worse, it's just different.


Yeah, I suppose that when I'm actually situated with a job this might be the case. It's probably just the hectic last years of my education that's bogging down the game time a lot.

Depends on the job, but yea, that's what happened to me. My last 1.5 years getting my civil engineering degree we're hell. Combined with work, I almost never had time to sit down a play a game for 3 hours. Now that I've graduated and got into a stable job, I have time to play during the evenings and weekends.
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deepfield1
Profile Blog Joined October 2009
United States373 Posts
November 04 2011 15:00 GMT
#11
sleep, eat, work, eat, sleep

get ready

its coming

oh ya, dont forget to add a wife + kid in the mix
gillon
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Sweden1578 Posts
November 04 2011 15:04 GMT
#12
On November 05 2011 00:00 deepfield1 wrote:
sleep, eat, work, eat, sleep

get ready

its coming

oh ya, dont forget to add a wife + kid in the mix


Please don't say that. ;_;
www.teamproperty.net | "You should hate losing, but you should never fear defeat." - 이윤열
Tetralix
Profile Joined November 2010
Netherlands65 Posts
November 04 2011 15:28 GMT
#13
On November 05 2011 00:00 deepfield1 wrote:
sleep, eat, work, eat, sleep

get ready

its coming

oh ya, dont forget to add a wife + kid in the mix


This sums it up pretty well.
if it weren't for electricity we'd all be playing Starcraft by candlelight.
Dapper_Cad
Profile Blog Joined July 2010
United Kingdom964 Posts
November 04 2011 15:44 GMT
#14
Oh that magic feeling...

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But he is never making short-term prediction, everyone of his prediction are based on fundenmentals, but he doesn't exactly know when it will happen... So using these kind of narrowed "who-is-right" empirical analysis makes little sense.
MaV_gGSC
Profile Blog Joined November 2010
Canada1345 Posts
November 04 2011 18:39 GMT
#15
Aww yeah gaming :D
Life's good :D
Orpheos
Profile Joined April 2010
United States1663 Posts
November 04 2011 18:52 GMT
#16
im kinda sad because in addition to not having as much time for gaming, I also dont get the same amount of satisfaction from it. maybe its just cause games have become so bad....








CANT WAIT FOR DIABLO 3. IT BETTER BE MOTHER FUCKING EPIC!!!!!
Badjas
Profile Blog Joined October 2008
Netherlands2038 Posts
November 04 2011 20:05 GMT
#17
On November 05 2011 03:52 Orpheos wrote:
im kinda sad because in addition to not having as much time for gaming, I also dont get the same amount of satisfaction from it. maybe its just cause games have become so bad....








CANT WAIT FOR DIABLO 3. IT BETTER BE MOTHER FUCKING EPIC!!!!!

I feel you. I would love to dive into a game properly. loooooove to do that. But I can't.
Not with a family to take care of. Maybe some day.

Team Fortress 2 has to cover my needs for now, and does an okay job. Finding time for it isn't that easy though.
I <3 the internet, I <3 you
micronesia
Profile Blog Joined July 2006
United States24731 Posts
November 04 2011 20:07 GMT
#18
This is reminding me of how little time I have for gaming :<

Seriously I haven't played a videogame in a few months. And I don't even have a family (kids/gf/etc). Or a house. Just a job and a small apartment. Things can only get worse from here!

When I was 15 and I got a new videogame I would play the shit out of it. I would do every single god damned thing and play it over and over again until I finally got a new game. The idea of a new game sitting on my shelf without being played immediately was alien. Now I go to a videogame store once a year, buy like 2 games, and if I'm lucky they are done by the time I go next year. What the FUCK.
ModeratorThere are animal crackers for people and there are people crackers for animals.
Roe
Profile Blog Joined June 2010
Canada6002 Posts
November 04 2011 20:13 GMT
#19
On November 05 2011 05:07 micronesia wrote:
This is reminding me of how little time I have for gaming :<

Seriously I haven't played a videogame in a few months. And I don't even have a family (kids/gf/etc). Or a house. Just a job and a small apartment. Things can only get worse from here!

When I was 15 and I got a new videogame I would play the shit out of it. I would do every single god damned thing and play it over and over again until I finally got a new game. The idea of a new game sitting on my shelf without being played immediately was alien. Now I go to a videogame store once a year, buy like 2 games, and if I'm lucky they are done by the time I go next year. What the FUCK.

what takes up your time so much?
micronesia
Profile Blog Joined July 2006
United States24731 Posts
November 04 2011 20:16 GMT
#20
On November 05 2011 05:13 Roe wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 05 2011 05:07 micronesia wrote:
This is reminding me of how little time I have for gaming :<

Seriously I haven't played a videogame in a few months. And I don't even have a family (kids/gf/etc). Or a house. Just a job and a small apartment. Things can only get worse from here!

When I was 15 and I got a new videogame I would play the shit out of it. I would do every single god damned thing and play it over and over again until I finally got a new game. The idea of a new game sitting on my shelf without being played immediately was alien. Now I go to a videogame store once a year, buy like 2 games, and if I'm lucky they are done by the time I go next year. What the FUCK.

what takes up your time so much?

A lot of it is work. Taking care of myself/apartment adds some extra time. Some other social things I do. I have very little free time (especially during the week), and when I do theoretically have free time I'm too exhausted to do anything about it. Yesterday I came straight home after work yesterday and feel asleep rofl
ModeratorThere are animal crackers for people and there are people crackers for animals.
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