EPTAt the moment I have the wonderful summer holidays and usually I am outside, seeing friends and such, but today, the weather is horrible (Not raining but it isn't really good) all my friends are travelling and I find no appeal in games anymore.
I could log on HoN play a game, rage and then quit. I could log on SC2, feel like a pro then just get smashed by some all in and blame him for sucking so hard for using it...
I have this emotional problem when it comes to games, I must, for real, I must win. It's the same IRL, we can play soccer for fun and if I loose I just get pissed :x
I think it was my brother who got me into this, growing up competing about everything, he is seven years older so of course he won in everything but when that one time came and I won, I felt like I could conquer the world.
I don't even know why I am writing this, I feel so lost, I got nothing to do and it bothers me, right now I sit here complaining about my life and listening to music.
Even my music starts to get old... I'd love if someone could link some music to get some inspiration, would be baller-awesome!
End of this whining, I heard Spotify is going to launch in US so if you need any invites, here they are:
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And if those would run out, just PM me for a new one =)
Have a nice evening lads and ladies
