I love cuddling. Flat out, one of the best things on this earth. Whether it be while watching a movie, or just talking, it's the best. I've learned it's easier with a blanket, and the best on a love sack, though where, when, or how doesn't really matter. I hadn't done it much until this girl. My ex girlfriend, actually. Back when I was young was when we were first going out. She was the first girl I really cuddled with past holding hands. We had cuddled only once when we first were going out (I was pretty shy). Recently we started talking again, and that's what started it. Our breakup was pretty bad. I was incredibly immature, and she was madly in love with me. I broke it off, and broke her heart. I had promised her things that were just flat out stupid, and took advantage of her feelings for me. I thought we were going to get married, and we talked about that. About how many kids we wanted. Stupid stupid things that displayed my immaturity.
Things are good between us now. She's been why I've looked forward to my weekends. Sweetest girl ever, beautiful, fun. I'm a lot less shy now, which is definitely a good thing. Problem is, in a week and a half she'll be leaving on a service mission to Ecuador, and when she gets back in August, she'll be enrolled in the local university, while I'll still be in high school. I don't know what's going to happen when she gets back; we haven't really declared ourselves as 'together.' Regardless, I've become really attached to her. I'll cross my fingers I guess. Make this next week and a half really good, and at least keep one promise to her, that she'd be my first kiss (again, I haven't because of my shyness).
As for my summer goals, I have three.
-Earn my eagle scout. It's been a goal since I've since I was young. Basically, I'm doing it because it looks good on a resume, but it's also something I always wanted to do as well. It'll be a bit of a confidence boost to me if I follow through and finish it up. Two more badges to get, as well as my project.
-Get into master league. I feel like I'm really close. I went 21-6 the other day, and beat 3 out of 5 masters I played. I think after a few improvements, I can do it.
Edit: Complete!
-Get back in shape. It's been a rough year for me due to my being out of shape. I've had much less confidence due to being out of shape. I have about 25 pounds to lose before I'm really happy with myself. I'm going to follow a paleo style diet, mostly because grains make me feel sick. I don't know if I'll be able to stick with carb restrictions, but taking out grains makes me feel better about myself. Any tips on doing well with paleo are very appreciated. A Starcraft buddy and I are going to get memberships at a gym, and hopefully that will help.
Just things I've been thinking about lately. Another goal of mine is to become more articulate- this blog, especially the part about this girl, hasn't expressed the sentiment that I want to, but I guess that'll come with more writing experience.
Agreed; Cuddling is the fucking best, sometimes better than sex. As for the whole her leaving thing... Tell her how you feel, if you don't you'll regret that forever... And good luck getting into masters league, you can do it if you believe
On June 06 2011 09:58 Dalguno wrote: I love cuddling. Flat out, one of the best things on this earth ... and at least keep one promise to her, that she'd be my first kiss (again, I haven't because of my shyness).
Cute. Boy are you in for a treat further down the road.
Best of luck to you and your girl! I guess a tip from me is just enjoy the small moments that you guys have together! Cherish them! This is said often, but not nearly enough since it is totally true in every situation in your life.
On June 06 2011 11:48 obesechicken13 wrote: Where did you find her? TL demands.
Just at school.
Tell how? Was it a club thing?
Ok, I'll tell you the story.
Basically, she asked me out at the end of sixth grade (she was in seventh). I denied her, because I had no idea who she was. I guess I got her attention because I'm a pretty good looking guy. The next year, we went to different schools- I remained in middle school, she went to junior high. Then, the next year I moved to the junior high, and we began talking a little. We texted a bit, and became pretty good friends. I'd go out with random girls, and none of them really were that great, and I'd break it off each time. I found out that she had liked me since she was in 7th grade and had asked me out. The next year, when she was a sophomore and I was a freshman, we both found that we liked each other, and things took off from there.
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