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Dear All Competitive/Non-Competitive Starcraft Players/Gaming Players alike,
I, LastShadOw, am coming to you today to confess my acts of betrayal and angst against the entire community as a whole. What I did was not only moraly wrong, but also betrayal against fellow friends and others. Through the acts of map rigging, I gained an unfair advantage on a player, while having it be hidden through maps, it was like a hack disguised.
For further information on this topic I give to you the Topic which says it like no other:
http://www.teamliquid.net/forum/viewmessage.php?currentpage=22&topic_id=63176
![G] To LaStShadOw's Map Rigging
Initially I started out broodwar like any other player, just having fun and such, then learning of the proscene I opted to get competitive, however the first player that was good that was willing to help me, was none other than exalted. Through his ways, I gained a severe amount of bad manner that he inflicted upon others and me, I adopted his behavior.. and it was the wrong move.
Eventually after moving on from exalted, I began to play on west, and I wrote a thread on TL.net before my cheating ways began, looking for help, I got it, not because I was good or known, but because I asked kindly and humbly. I did not boast or brag. But eventually.. I did, and it was wrong of me, I overexaggerated my TvP skills and I underestimated other players alike.
Eventually after WGT Beta14Season, I felt like I needed more power to my play... I couldn't stop exalted prior to the wgt14 season.. and so I looked for a way to beat him. I rigged maps.. I gave my units unfair cost and time, and it generally let me have 'untouchable' play. Even still exalted would defy the cheats and still overpower me, but you know, it gave me something, it gave me timing and macro.
Because of the unfair unit count, my tornados would come out faster, and I learned "Oh wow, so this is when the Protoss is doing this, or, Oh wow this is what this protoss has at this time", and it built in to my senses, I felt the game play in minutes and seconds, not by unit count, not by supply count, I learned to play on instincts, and for once.. I felt like I was someone.. it felt good to beat known players, even if I was cheating, it just felt good at the time.
Sure this can be caused by lack of maturity and stupidness on my part, but still it was just so much power, I couldn't stop myself from having unreal macro and sick timing senses, It was too much for me to just throw away.
Eventually I used betrayal, I cheated against my own friends, I used what could be considered a 'hack'. I was not trustworthy, and I lied about doing it above all... I was manipulating everyone that trusted me and believed in me, and it was fucking wrong.
All this time I had been doing what was right, getting defeated to get better. Losing.. the greatest victory. I was getting pummeled by better players, and slowly BUT surely my skill was rising, and people told me it was.. and it felt so damn good to hear it.
And then I thought to myself "What If I can make such a giant jump they would be shocked".. and so it began.. the map rigging. Now, not only did I use it for my own race: Terran, I used it for zerg and protoss... I was really getting bad now.
I bragged and boasted of my wins over top foreigners when I did use it vs them, an example would be vs the Foreign Terran ProGamer(?) IdrA, in which he helped open my eyes too, he showed me by defying my cheats, he put up a 50 minute fight vs my cheats and almost beat me, this showed me that I had yet to learn of the level of play he showed me, IMO that rep should have been a RR @ GG.net for IdrA's play vs a super cheat.
But that is avoiding the topic why I am writing here today, I am writing to apologize to the community as a whole. What I did was completly fucked up.
Not only did I promise to stop using the rigged maps.. I eventually fell prey to them again.. and it was wrong, I lost what I thought and still do feel was the best foreign training I had ever had in my entire career of starcraft. And I am deeply sorry to the betrayal/backstab of all of [Media] and ToT)Incontrol( and all of [FARM] team.. I didn't realize what I had, but now I do.
It's like a neverending nightmare, the fucking lack of responsibility and the ungrateful actions I took can not be forgotten, and I will to live with them for the rest of my SC career and even SC2 if it comes to it. However, I do believe redemption is an ability, and I will fight forever to achieve it.
People think this game is just a game to me.. its not. I have given up friendships and other hobbies I used to do, to invest all my time into this game to the best of my ability, of course I still have my girlfriend, but thats only 1 thing I put before this.
I would not suggest cheating to any player, and I know what I did was morally wrong and fucking deceptive. I fucked up, not once but twice. I ruined trust with friends and just my reputation as a whole. I was wrong in this whole doing, and I take full responbility for my actions and cheating ways.
I thought I'd never get good..unless I cheated to get big, then would play fair to get good.. but it didn't work. I now know I'm a pathetic pitiful person at this current time, and generally am hated by the whole. But that's fine.. I will continue to push forward, and will FUCKING PROMISE and fucking quote it from here at TeamLiquid.Net, LaStShAdOw will not cheat ever again. I will make sure to use this apology as a reminder and the [G]Lastshadow map rigging thread as a fighting way to push forward.
Eventually players started to open my eyes, and I am forever grateful to them.
I would love to thank the following players for believing in me even when times were rough:
Slog4[pG]
Artosis[Media]
ToT)InControl(
SirTasteless[9]
FroZ
these players are all great players and guys, and I loved the time I got to spend with them and play with them. Anyone lucky enough to play with them, it is truly an honor and I really appreciated the help and things you guys all taught me. I am forever grateful. And hope one day things might be good between us again.
I would like to severely apologize to Chill and zulu_nation8 for using the rigged maps vs them in casual hamachi games. I got beat pretty bad too :p, they are the better players in those matchups.
Also, I would like to apologize to any players I have bad manner'd out of anger and or angst. I was probably upset, and did not mean to offend you.
Also, any players I have used the rigged maps against, I would like to apologize, and state that in fact you were probably better than me if I opted to use them. So I am sorry for the cheating there.
However the greatest apology I owe, is to TeamLiquid.Net, for putting up with my bullshit BM for so long, and my arrogance, I took advantage of it, and that was also wrong.
I am very sorry to any players I have insulted or anything like that, especially Chill and zulu_nation8.
I would like to state however, that my Guides were in fact based off of fair plays  , not the rigged maps, and that they were intended to help the struggling Terran, since over at GG.net people were complaing of T's never winning PvT anymore.
I am very fucking sorry to everyone that this has caused problems to, and well.. I can't do much else except say I will strive to do much better on the playing field, and without further adue, no more bad manner or arrogance / cheating.
I would like everyone to this thread: http://www.teamliquid.net/forum/viewmessage.php?currentpage=22&topic_id=63176
For this is what it is like to be a cheater, and get caught, honestly its not worth it.
But I thank everyone out there for the giant kick in the nuts that was so needed to finally push me out of this phase of 'lastshadow 'persona.
My current aka is indeed QcG.LiGhTDarK and LiGhTDarK
And I thank Xeris for not publicly revealing it after having talked with him, for that talk and apology was sincere, and I would like to apologize to World Gaming Tour in itself, for using their Logo as error in my rigged maps, I just wanted to attempt to redeem myself through your ladder, I hoped that it wouldn't be a problem.. And the disconnects from WGT where not all intentional, none were, and I even openly admitted to 2 of them that I typed out GG and left, but it showed Disc?
I'm pitiful as it is for what I did.. my exaggerations.. my cheating.. my abusing, all wrong, and I will not deny it, and now when I look back on it, I kind of laugh at the fact that I needed them to win, hopefully I'll be able to redeem myself through some ladder or something.
NOTHING I DID WAS RIGHT, AND I DO NOT RECOMMEND ABUSING OR HACKING IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM, DO NOT FOLLOW IN MY FOOTSTEPS WHAT SO EVER ELSE http://www.teamliquid.net/forum/viewmessage.php?currentpage=22&topic_id=63176
WILL HAPPEN TO YOU
So TeamLiquid.Net, I leave it in your hands, let the flame begin which I so rightfully deserver, or let a die-hard StarCrafter have a last shot at this great game and community.
I love you all, and thank you for listening and most of all, thank you for catching me.
Truthfully and Sincerely,
LastShadow
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Edit: You cheated again? As recently as this week?
Please be IP banned
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Valhalla18444 Posts
this is definitely a step in the right direction
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Well, you seem slightly humbled from before, you still can't avoid a bit of story telling about your exploits though (and then played this guy, and beat that dude). 
Not that it bothers me, but it while some of the post seems quite humble, that kind of talk is what pissed off lots of other TL'ers.
Um..
I forgive, I guess? I don't really care too much. Always good when someone discovers that being immoral is lame, I suppose
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Poll: LastShadOw..
(Vote): I forgive you, welcome back!
(Vote): Fuck you cheater, go away.
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United States22883 Posts
You should add an option for "Go outside."
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I, at least, welcome you back with open arms, Lastshadow. You've now gone of the shadows and seen the light (bad pun :p)
Out of pure curiosity, and it doesn't matter at all:
+ Show Spoiler + On our showmatch, did you use rigged maps or legit maps?
PM me if that's more comfortable
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That poll is unnecessary and in bad taste, please delete it.
(I can't speak on other's behalves of course, but that was my opinion on the matter.)
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On December 14 2007 14:49 Lemonwalrus wrote:
That poll is unnecessary and in bad taste, please delete it. let's not. i'd like to see the results.
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On December 14 2007 14:48 Seraphim wrote:I, at least, welcome you back with open arms, Lastshadow. You've now gone of the shadows and seen the light (bad pun :p) Out of pure curiosity, and it doesn't matter at all: + Show Spoiler + On our showmatch, did you use rigged maps or legit maps? PM me if that's more comfortable
The only maps I was ever able to break into were Blade Storm ; Azalea ; Gaia ; Tau Cross.
Never Longinus, so that answer is no.
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I won't pull you down. Good luck staying clean :O
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Sincerity is hard on the internet. I think my answer is still a) Who are you (ie. why do you "matter") and b) what warrants all this attention?
Also, if one of the things you're working on is your ego/bragging, stop incessantly name dropping even in your apology.
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lol who is lastshaddow? Should i care about him? At least u can get known for hacking like other of my personals stars : Darkanian, Kakatux, Dlovan, Mistrzz(lol)
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Hey if that apology is sincere, like I think it is, then I think we should accept it. Good luck in your sobriety LastShadow, and remember being good at BW shouldn't boost your ego, cause it doesn't get you money or pussy. (unless....)
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why the fuck would you make a poll like that reflex?
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On December 14 2007 14:49 Lemonwalrus wrote:
That poll is unnecessary and in bad taste, please delete it.
(I can't speak on other's behalves of course, but that was my opinion on the matter.)
Meh, I'd (I'm pretty sure he would also) just like to see the general consensus. No harm anyways... as he says, hes going to keep on trying to redeem himself regardless of our opinions.
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Poor seraphim that must be a blow to the ego
And @ lastshadow, regardless you were still a lying shit,may the stigma reside with you the whole time you continue to broodwar. One thing broodwar needs less of is cheaters.
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I honestly think its a little cocky to think we care enough to write that big of an apology and drop all those names like you're really important to the community. Most of us don't even know who you are, and the ones that do probably won't forgive you. Im sticking with fuck you.
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I want to know whether or not English is his first language.
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is awesome32269 Posts
Sorry but I don't buy this.
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oh cmon it's way too early to accept any apology. maybe in a year.
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i saw my brother's name highlighted in bold
therefore
my brother rules
wooo <3 nicki!
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On December 14 2007 15:12 Polar wrote:
I want to know whether or not English is his first language. his english is fine, as for him i dont know him so i dont care
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Calgary25970 Posts
I'm sorry if this isn't what I should say because I should forgive and forget, but you're still trash in my eyes. For once I'd like to see you take some humble actions before your back is to the wall. I've seen screenshots of you playing within the last week, making up more lies (confirmed to be lies by the people you name) to try to get on people's good sides.
This is what you are, a fucking snake. You do whatever is required of you to get people's opinion of you boosted at that specific time. If that requires telling them you beat so-and-so, so be it. If that requires you saying you've been reaccepted by a community, so be it. If that requires you cheating to get a reply of you beating a top player, so be it.
You (somehow) had the top tier Americans helping you play (something to be somewhat jealous of), and you threw it away so you can give fake replays to your fans.
Yea, I'm probably overreacting. As someone who put in some effort to get myself and my team to the top tier at once point, it was hard. Yes, we could have cheated along the way, but we played every match legitimately. And after all, in this community where many of us haven't met each other in person, we have to trust one another to function as a community. Pulling this shit, time after time, against top players is unfathomable.
This doesn't redeem anything in my eyes, but I've always been one slow to forgive.
PS you're terrible at this game.
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this is fucking rediculous.
http://www.teamliquid.net/forum/viewmessage.php?currentpage=22&topic_id=63176
Look in the end of this stupid thread, he just BMed theforeverwar like 1 fucking day ago, your saying you changed but i disagree, you write this dumb apology and still arrogantly said you would get A on WGT. Please get the fuck out. This is rediculous. Please stick to his fucking ban.
and fakesteve, wtf? Why so lenient, atleast if you come back change your user name one more time so public flaming and trolloing doens't follow you around, and then if you somehow manage to become respectable and not complete and utter trash in this forum, then say your lastshadow and you have matured. But with tihs acocunt and eveyrone knowing it your going to get flamed.
But honestly, i'm sure i'm not the only person who wants you to get the fuck out. Your ban lasted like a week? and your back again? I got banned for about a year maybe even longer for 1-2 dumb posts. Yet you cheat, brag, and do all this fucking horrible shit and have a week of being banned? That's rediculous. Fuck you.
Maybe i would of believed your little heartfelt apology, but theforeverwar has way more credit with me then you do, simply becuase hes not you.
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Osaka27132 Posts
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chill beat me to ranting by 1 minute.
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Sorry, but someone has to say this.
Edit: Apparently everyone already did.
On December 14 2007 14:33 XyO wrote:
Through his ways, I gained a severe amount of bad manner that he inflicted upon others and me, I adopted his behavior.. and it was the wrong move.
Ahhh, so it's all his fault!
Sure this can be caused by lack of maturity and stupidness on my part, but still it was just so much power, I couldn't stop myself from having unreal macro and sick timing senses, It was too much for me to just throw away.
"sick timing senses"? Timing doesn't apply when your vultures cost 50 minerals and produce 20% faster.
"unreal macro" - good choice of words. It wasn't real.
I used what could be considered a 'hack'.
"could be considered a 'hack'"? Tell me, do you classify yourself as less of a cheater than a maphacker or more?
I bragged and boasted of my wins over top foreigners when I did use it vs them, an example would be vs the Foreign Terran ProGamer(?) IdrA, in which he helped open my eyes too, he showed me by defying my cheats, he put up a 50 minute fight vs my cheats and almost beat me, this showed me that I had yet to learn of the level of play he showed me, IMO that rep should have been a RR @ GG.net for IdrA's play vs a super cheat.
Don't you get it? You don't even get to mention your wins any more, especially not in such a patronizing way. I can't speak for IdrA, but I'd be pretty pissed at having a replay of my losing to someone half my skill level published, even if it was made clear that his opponent was hacking.
I was wrong in this whole doing, and I take full responbility for my actions and cheating ways.
Apparently not. You've been trying to palm it off and explain it away throughout this entire post.
I would like to severely apologize to Chill and zulu_nation8 for using the rigged maps vs them in casual hamachi games. I got beat pretty bad too :p, they are the better players in those matchups.
"better players in those matchups" - PLEASE.
But I thank everyone out there for the giant kick in the nuts that was so needed to finally push me out of this phase of 'lastshadow 'persona.
Ah, MPD  Glad to hear you've recovered.
In closing, I don't intend this so much as a flame as simply pointing out that you're still the same arrogant, self-delusional dipshit that you were all along. The fact that you've stopped cheating (and for what it's worth, I believe it) doesn't change that. I'd really love to see your attitude change, as your type is all too common in competitive gaming and I dislike it intensely. Your post, however, clearly shows that the only thing that's changed is your situation.
Take this however you see fit - hopefully to heart, rather than a notepad file on your desktop entitled "How not to fuck up next time I try to apologize."
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It's difficult not to question your sincerity. But I, as an individual, although it may not mean anything to you or anyone else, will give you the benefit of the doubt. Please put your devotion to this game and your skills into improving legally in the future.
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On December 14 2007 15:16 We Are Here wrote:Show nested quote +On December 14 2007 15:12 Polar wrote:
I want to know whether or not English is his first language. his english is fine, as for him i dont know him so i dont care
If this paragraph sounds good to you, I would seriously consider some night classes.
"I, LastShadOw, am coming to you today to confess my acts of betrayal and angst against the entire community as a whole. What I did was not only moraly wrong, but also betrayal against fellow friends and others. Through the acts of map rigging, I gained an unfair advantage on a player, while having it be hidden through maps, it was like a hack disguised."
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guys this kid is gonna commit suicide if you keep it up
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how did you rig maps?? can someone explain this to me?
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someone should quote his original post so he can't edit the fuck out of it.
fonger just fucking owned him up even more.
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On December 14 2007 15:27 Raithed wrote:
how did you rig maps?? can someone explain this to me?
Starcraft Campaign Editor.
or one of the many mods of it, and a map unlocking tool called OSMAP.
Plus he's a faggot. It requires a certain level of sucking to actually be able to rig maps to make yourself look less sucky.
I'm only surprised he didn't enable vision for himself over his opponents, that wold of been hilarious!
Plus obvious, but then again i don't think 35hp mairnes were obvious enough.
He will probably just try and find a more discreet method of cheating, IE, undetectable hacks, as opposed to just map editing.
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United States22883 Posts
I don't think he deserves forgiveness yet but for anyone questioning why he acts like such an immature little fuck - it's because he is an immature little fuck. At least I can forgive him for acting his age, it'd be far worse if he was 20 and acting this way.
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Chill you hit the god damned nail on the head. great post. i agree with every word.
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On December 14 2007 15:10 kefkalives wrote:Poor seraphim that must be a blow to the ego And @ lastshadow, regardless you were still a lying shit,may the stigma reside with you the whole time you continue to broodwar. One thing broodwar needs less of is cheaters.
Actually, I really don't care, as I stated previously -__-;;
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On December 14 2007 15:30 MoNKeYSpanKeR wrote:Show nested quote +On December 14 2007 15:27 Raithed wrote:
how did you rig maps?? can someone explain this to me? Starcraft Campaign Editor. or one of the many mods of it, and a map unlocking tool called OSMAP. Plus he's a faggot. It requires a certain level of sucking to actually be able to rig maps to make yourself look less sucky. I'm only surprised he didn't enable vision for himself over his opponents, that wold of been hilarious! Plus obvious, but then again i don't think 35hp mairnes were obvious enough. He will probably just try and find a more discreet method of cheating, IE, undetectable hacks, as opposed to just map editing.
oh he made more hp on units?
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Kau
Canada3500 Posts
And reduced build times and cost.
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Melbourne5338 Posts
On December 14 2007 15:35 Raithed wrote:Show nested quote +On December 14 2007 15:30 MoNKeYSpanKeR wrote:On December 14 2007 15:27 Raithed wrote:
how did you rig maps?? can someone explain this to me? Starcraft Campaign Editor. or one of the many mods of it, and a map unlocking tool called OSMAP. Plus he's a faggot. It requires a certain level of sucking to actually be able to rig maps to make yourself look less sucky. I'm only surprised he didn't enable vision for himself over his opponents, that wold of been hilarious! Plus obvious, but then again i don't think 35hp mairnes were obvious enough. He will probably just try and find a more discreet method of cheating, IE, undetectable hacks, as opposed to just map editing. oh he made more hp on units?
theres an entire guide on what he did to the maps
http://teamliquid.net/forum/viewmessage.php?topic_id=63176
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On December 14 2007 15:35 Raithed wrote:Show nested quote +On December 14 2007 15:30 MoNKeYSpanKeR wrote:On December 14 2007 15:27 Raithed wrote:
how did you rig maps?? can someone explain this to me? Starcraft Campaign Editor. or one of the many mods of it, and a map unlocking tool called OSMAP. Plus he's a faggot. It requires a certain level of sucking to actually be able to rig maps to make yourself look less sucky. I'm only surprised he didn't enable vision for himself over his opponents, that wold of been hilarious! Plus obvious, but then again i don't think 35hp mairnes were obvious enough. He will probably just try and find a more discreet method of cheating, IE, undetectable hacks, as opposed to just map editing. oh he made more hp on units?
No, he made things cost less and build faster.
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On December 14 2007 14:33 XyO wrote:Dear All Competitive/Non-Competitive Starcraft Players/Gaming Players alike, I, LastShadOw, am coming to you today to confess my acts of betrayal and angst <lots of words> I would like to state however, that my Guides were in fact based off of fair plays , not the rigged maps, and that they were intended to help the struggling Terran, since over at GG.net people were complaing of T's never winning PvT anymore. <lots of words> I love you all, and thank you for listening and most of all, thank you for catching me. Truthfully and Sincerely, LastShadow
I am sorry to say, you still have a looooong way to go before returning back to TL. I suggest you just lurk here and NEVER post for at least 1 year! I can't see a section that could benefit from your postings at all: NONE, even if there was a section named "I am a hacker and I confess". Because you do not! Sorry again, just my advise to you for yourself.
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Kau
Canada3500 Posts
Also, something about his signature makes him seem a little less believable.
On December 14 2007 14:33 XyO wrote:
Truthfully and Sincerely,
LastShadow
Signature: rofl too easy...
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On December 14 2007 15:09 Reflex] wrote:Show nested quote +On December 14 2007 14:49 Lemonwalrus wrote:
That poll is unnecessary and in bad taste, please delete it.
(I can't speak on other's behalves of course, but that was my opinion on the matter.) Meh, I'd (I'm pretty sure he would also) just like to see the general consensus. No harm anyways... as he says, hes going to keep on trying to redeem himself regardless of our opinions.
Upon fully reading it, I rescind my request, this apology just doesn't seem legit to me. Sorry if I came off kinda condescending when I told you to take it down.
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I bet if everyone forgave him he would be back to map hacking within a day anyways. You can see by what he's written, in the back of his mind he's still full of himself and is just playing a game so he can get back on TLnet. Maybe one day he'll grow up, but he's not mature enough in my opinion to somehow be a center piece of the community, despite how badly he wants it.
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Osaka27132 Posts
Well, all that being said, TL.net requires people like this. How else can well stir up such a storm of righteous indignation? Drama, the SC world loves it.
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On December 14 2007 15:43 Lemonwalrus wrote:Show nested quote +On December 14 2007 15:09 Reflex] wrote:On December 14 2007 14:49 Lemonwalrus wrote:
That poll is unnecessary and in bad taste, please delete it.
(I can't speak on other's behalves of course, but that was my opinion on the matter.) Meh, I'd (I'm pretty sure he would also) just like to see the general consensus. No harm anyways... as he says, hes going to keep on trying to redeem himself regardless of our opinions. Upon fully reading it, I rescind my request, this apology just doesn't seem legit to me. Sorry if I came off kinda condescending when I told you to take it down.
No worries 
In retrospect, I could have worded it a little less rudely >.>
(Ironically though, I voted in favor of his forgiveness.)
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On December 14 2007 15:49 Manifesto7 wrote:
Well, all that being said, TL.net requires people like this. How else can well stir up such a storm of righteous indignation? Drama, the SC world loves it.
So true. I actually find this whole mess quite entertaining 
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Why does he have to keep writing 'fuck' in an apology...
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it's going to take a lot more than apoologizing to earn some respect. especially since you still place blame on others for your decisions.
my advice to you: stay in school.
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Took the words outa my mouth fonger..
sick timing sense; unreal macro; best in THOSE matchups? Are you fucking kidding me? Could you be any more arrogant?
Good fucking riddence. Whoever you were 
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hey lastshadow, how the fuck do you get a sick timing sense when your rigged maps essentially fuck up all the timings in starcraft
and your macro is not unreal shut the fuck up
and chill and zulunation are better players than you period.
gtfo.
ps: i will own you in all 9 matchups.
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Apologies are where it starts. But you write like a 10 year old, seriously I'd recommend talking with someone as you write these and getting help editing it that way it doesn't look so bad.
Also you just sound like a ravaged drug addict that will jump on the band wagon as soon as we gain a bit of trust back.
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If i were you i would just do what evan did. Make an id and show us with your actions not your words. No need for a public apology. You make it seem like we care. And if you're gonna do an apology make it more simple not an essay. I think you need a break from sc seriously.
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On December 14 2007 15:23 Polar wrote:Show nested quote +On December 14 2007 15:16 We Are Here wrote:On December 14 2007 15:12 Polar wrote:
I want to know whether or not English is his first language. his english is fine, as for him i dont know him so i dont care If this paragraph sounds good to you, I would seriously consider some night classes. "I, LastShadOw, am coming to you today to confess my acts of betrayal and angst against the entire community as a whole. What I did was not only moraly wrong, but also betrayal against fellow friends and others. Through the acts of map rigging, I gained an unfair advantage on a player, while having it be hidden through maps, it was like a hack disguised."
On December 14 2007 16:03 vegso wrote:
Apologies are where it starts. But you write like a 10 year old, seriously I'd recommend talking with someone as you write these and getting help editing it that way it doesn't look so bad.
alright fine, his english is bad and ill consider taking some night classes
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I think lastshadow was pressured into writing an apology
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On December 14 2007 16:11 Ilikestarcraft wrote:
If i were you i would just do what evan did. Make an id and show us with your actions not your words. No need for a public apology. You make it seem like we care.
truth. evan is a true man. all he did was make a few bad strategy threads too, but he redeemed himself without attention-whoring like youre doing now. your actions are 1000000000x worse. some half-hearted apology bullshit won't do anything to change that.
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Osaka27132 Posts
On December 14 2007 16:11 We Are Here wrote:Show nested quote +On December 14 2007 15:23 Polar wrote:On December 14 2007 15:16 We Are Here wrote:On December 14 2007 15:12 Polar wrote:
I want to know whether or not English is his first language. his english is fine, as for him i dont know him so i dont care If this paragraph sounds good to you, I would seriously consider some night classes. "I, LastShadOw, am coming to you today to confess my acts of betrayal and angst against the entire community as a whole. What I did was not only moraly wrong, but also betrayal against fellow friends and others. Through the acts of map rigging, I gained an unfair advantage on a player, while having it be hidden through maps, it was like a hack disguised." Show nested quote +On December 14 2007 16:03 vegso wrote:
Apologies are where it starts. But you write like a 10 year old, seriously I'd recommend talking with someone as you write these and getting help editing it that way it doesn't look so bad.
alright fine, his english is bad and ill consider taking some night classes
We should all strive to improve ourselves :p Im taking an English grammar class right now ><
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On December 14 2007 16:25 exalted wrote:
too easy, too funny
Haha exalted, are you everything lastshadow says you are?
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Your a fucking 15 year old who hacked, do you somehow think your different from all the other 15 year old hackers on bnet? Why the fuck should anyone care about you?
Your thinking this is going to change everyones opinion about you, but your wrong. People didn't like you before. They aren't going to like you after they find out you hacked.
The reason I and many others dont like you is because you KEEP MAKING FUCKING THREADS ABOUT YOURSELF. Even your strategy threads were just attention seeking posts about yourself, "Lastshadows new TvP guide". Who the fuck puts their name in their strategy guide?
Just piss off and stop making a big deal about yourself.
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On December 14 2007 16:27 MoRe_mInErAls wrote:Haha exalted, are you everything lastshadow says you are?
exalted is equally a faggot, if thats what youre asking, yes.
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Lastshadow you cheat and give others so much shit about it shamelessly, just go somewhere and die stupid kid.
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Exalted is probably more of a faggot(i direct your attention to the huge bitch fest "omg help me theres a spider in my room" thread he made. He was literally crying because there was a spider in his room on the wall and then "it was gone"). What's even more disturbing is that LastShadow thinks exalted is good. This is probably why LastShadow drastically overrated himself
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thedeadhaji
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What kind of "apology" starts off by blaming someone else for your crimes right off the bat? I'm sorry but I stooped reading right then and there.
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Ya that was pretty lame...as if exalted has any control over YOUR behavior? Pathetic.
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United States37500 Posts
On December 14 2007 16:33 YoUr_KiLLeR wrote:Show nested quote +On December 14 2007 16:27 MoRe_mInErAls wrote:On December 14 2007 16:25 exalted wrote:
too easy, too funny Haha exalted, are you everything lastshadow says you are? exalted is equally a faggot, if thats what youre asking, yes.
lawlz YK
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I am not really a believer so you have to find other place to cheat on WGT you are banned and stay so
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meh, apology is always good, but still the same ol' epic story of life of lastshadow + name dropping... ditching that attitude would be a much more important, and much much harder, step to take.
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I think you guys should at least give him a chance now, with that long an apology I think theres a reasonable chance he actually will change. I'd also recommend not nit picking at his apology, I dont think his english is that great and he might inadvertently be coming off as arrogant or w/e. The gist of his post, to me, is that he admits he was completely wrong with his cheating/bm and will now make a solid effort to change himself.
Give him a chance, see how things go. I'd imagine its pretty hard to write up an apology like that, and I think only a completely diabolical person (such as superjongman) could be faking it completely.
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haha your_killer, hold a grudge much?
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Osaka27132 Posts
On December 14 2007 17:21 Gandalf wrote:
I think you guys should at least give him a chance now, with that long an apology I think theres a reasonable chance he actually will change. I'd also recommend not nit picking at his apology, I dont think his english is that great and he might inadvertently be coming off as arrogant or w/e. The gist of his post, to me, is that he admits he was completely wrong with his cheating/bm and will now make a solid effort to change himself.
Give him a chance, see how things go. I'd imagine its pretty hard to write up an apology like that, and I think only a completely diabolical person (such as superjongman) could be faking it completely.
Sometimes people just like press, be it negative or positive, and will say anything to get it.
I think this apology is a joke. A planned and calculated move to keep his threads in the top 5. Let's face it, this guy is a below-average gamer, whose only notoriety came as a result of a strategy post that turned into a TL inside joke. Nobody cares except that by reading and commenting, they feel slightly more comfortable with themselves.
TL loves drama though, and as much as LS is apologizing, I guarantee he refreshed that thread about his map rigging a thousand times. Guys like him like to see their name in print. Even the original title of his apology "The apology..." was designed to make it sound like a sequel.
If you want my opinion (not that it is anything special), I would say throw him under the bus and move on. He isn't worth "rebuilding", because he will never look to contribute to the community other than to inflate his own persona.
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Osaka27132 Posts
On December 14 2007 17:22 exalted wrote:
haha your_killer, hold a grudge much?
full battle reports plz. However Your_Killer exalted only plays Luna, only plays T, and only fast expands.
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He said grudge much, not grudge match.
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Osaka27132 Posts
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I think Intothewow stated it best when he said Banning LS more benificial for LS himself. Lastshadow! Don't let yourself rot on the internet.
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Well this is funny. He posted this without reaching A rank on WGT zomgs. -_-;;
Everything about this post makes him sound like a douche, IMO Blizzard should IP ban him from battlenet or ban his CD key to force him to quit the game =o
Seriously, anyone who spends all their time with BW, and his "gf" is the ONLY other thing in his entire life that takes priority over BW, and he's still a really bad player, and has to cheat to even be mediocre ... and at that he was only ever half decent at TvP (his TvZ and TvT were always complete garbage).
seriously LastShadow needs to realize when to quit because he obviously has no talent whatsoever for this game.
you can't even admire someone who supposedly has all the dedication and motivation in the world and still manages to be really really bad.
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PUAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA.
*FACE PALM*
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United Arab Emirates5091 Posts
On December 14 2007 14:33 XyO wrote:
and it built in to my senses, I felt the game play in minutes and seconds, not by unit count, not by supply count, I learned to play on instincts
I couldn't stop myself from having unreal macro and sick timing senses
if you really are anywhere near as sorry as you make it sound, these two sentences would absolutely not have appeared in your apology.
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does it really matter? lol
cant he just make a whole new account and start all over..
i donno why hackers keep their i.d and get bashed for it..
just go make a new account and start mannering up
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On December 14 2007 17:22 exalted wrote:
haha your_killer, hold a grudge much?
?? its not a grudge. you haven't really directly done anything to me for me to hold a grudge against you.
however, from the way you post on these forums, i think youre a huge fag and that opinion isnt going to change just because i havent seen you post in a while. so yes i do hold a certain opinion about you, but no im not holding a grudge much.
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On December 14 2007 14:33 XyO wrote:
and it built in to my senses, I felt the game play in minutes and seconds, not by unit count, not by supply count, I learned to play on instincts
I couldn't stop myself from having unreal macro and sick timing senses
hahahahaha thats gotta be the funniest part of the apology. as if his map rigging somehow made him an instinctive player, going by his senses. wtf?
and the 2nd sentence LOOOOOOOOOOOL. THE SKILL IS TOO MUCH. UNREAL MACRO AND SICK TIMING OVERFLOWING. I CANT STOP IT.
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Dear All Competitive/Non-Competitive Starcraft Players/Gaming Players alike,
seriously, the more I read this... who the fuck writes like this?
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On December 14 2007 18:15 FieryBalrog wrote:Show nested quote +Dear All Competitive/Non-Competitive Starcraft Players/Gaming Players alike, seriously, the more I read this... who the fuck writes like this?
A 15 year old with no life
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On December 14 2007 15:08 GoOdJo wrote:
why the fuck would you make a poll like that reflex?
Becouse it's fun to click on a poll that says fuck ?
Btw i think cheaters should be banned forever from everything that even remotely ties in to the game they play. That way some people might think twice before doing wrong to the game and other ppl. Granted this is ez for me to say becouse i would never cheat and i don't have any friends that ever would.
Anyway im sure shadow will get his second , no wait, scratch that, third chance. Lucky for him.
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I think he doesn't deserve a second chance. Why should anyone give a second chance to such a moron who tried to hide it so well and apologized only before everything was said on the forum? It's so easy to apologize after having been a cheater, imho shit is worth more than his crappy excuses.
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The sad part is that he left all his friend so he could rig maps and brag about it :/
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A Pm I received from exalted:
"lol fag
i dont want to shit up the thread but
a) i would still crush u inactive
b) i do other shit than sc that are more manly than u
c) ya i am scared of spiders ://"
LOL at letter B See what I mean?
For fun I asked if he wanted to bo7.
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People like that should stay banned -.- If he's so intent on coming good, he should start under a new nick and be nice, although i don't think peopel that like change much..
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On December 14 2007 18:29 iG.ClouD wrote:
I think he doesn't deserve a second chance. Why should anyone give a second chance to such a moron who tried to hide it so well and apologized only before everything was said on the forum? It's so easy to apologize after having been a cheater, imho shit is worth more than his crappy excuses.
I agree. But we're only humans and we should give him a second chance. At least I will.
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United States1654 Posts
I'd say a three strike rule would be good. One more time he's caught, permanently ban him.
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I would have welcomed him back, but this is just too insincere.
LastShadow, people aren't stupid. You should realize that by now.
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was pritty cool of you to admit at least, im sure if you do as you say and DONT CHEAT ANYMORE we will believe you, but its gonna take time, not a post.
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I have two questions for you LastShadow:
1) Is it possible nowadays to rig non-ums maps? I have personally never used the campaign editor so I wouldn't know. I remember back in the day some players would tinker with shit but you could always tell since the maps were UMS mode.
2) Why in God's name would you REDUCE the hit points of your marines?
GL with the whole growing up thing. Many people in the community have been given second chances so I predict most will eventually forgive and forget (well, maybe not forget).
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theres something defective about a person's character when they would act the way they did, knowing full well that they were cheating, and boast and sing their praises...
nice that you apologized, but im afraid you've got a lot of character building to do, and I doubt you'll be much...
and exalted is a loser, he just can't see it
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just ban him for stupidity and several accounts on tl.net. those threads are good for short-time laughing and bring some drama to tl.net but basically its some low-level entertainment by an attention whore. i wont miss him and his threads, there are way better ones around. no need to reduce the quality of the forums with his recurrence.
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Canada9720 Posts
i think it's more than a little funny that this dipshit gets a second chance as easily as this contrived diatribe, while the vast majority of previously banned users get banned instantly simply for being idenitified as who they are. why is case any different?
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On December 14 2007 18:14 YoUr_KiLLeR wrote:Show nested quote +On December 14 2007 14:33 XyO wrote:
I couldn't stop myself from having unreal macro and sick timing senses and the 2nd sentence LOOOOOOOOOOOL. THE SKILL IS TOO MUCH. UNREAL MACRO AND SICK TIMING OVERFLOWING. I CANT STOP IT.
he clearly means the map rigging provided artificial macro and timing
he's not at all implying he possesses those things without the map rigging
btw i want to see some exalted grudge matches !
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there's something heart-warming in being able to escape the bw scene for half a year only to come back and see the same guy in the same ugly position, still claiming to be good at starcraft, still rigging maps and still delivering lengthy, verbose apologies. hilarious.
edit: to insert my highly professional and unbiased opinion, i think the thread starter has no future in starcraft and should leave it to the likes of flash, mind and bisu. even on the foreign front i think he's got too little talent to be anything other than a running joke. beyond that, A for effort..."there's no end to what you can't do."
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United States5262 Posts
Though I probably do not completely know everything about this situation, I can put some input into your apology.
It is not a complete full-fledged apology. Why not? You start off by blaming someone else for your bad manner. You give excuses (you can argue they are reasons but in reality they are just excuses) for your actions. Be a man and just say, "I was wrong. There are no excuses for my actions."
The general tone is not apologetic, but still sort of proud. You try to build yourself up and try to make your apology more credible. Perhaps your logic was if people think I'm a good player, they will accept my apology. Probably the best way to go about this is humility, not pride.
All in all, I guess it takes guts to write an apology after the horrific things you did to the community. However, although I am a Christian, I am a Christian at TL.net where saying sorry at TL.net does not immediately abolish any punishment. Especially because true sincerity is not easily viable over the web.
I for one advocate forgiveness, naturally, but after this half-assed apology it's hard to tell how many hearts you will win over. Perhaps FakeSteve. The best course of action I would say is to humbly lay low and show us your apology through your ACTIONS. You will most likely have labeled the ID LastShadow as a cheater for eternity. Be mannered in everything you do. If somebody calls you a cheater, suck it up, apologize again and again. You will have to reap what you have sowed.
Or you can take the easy way out and create a new ID. The admins and staff will probably know it's still you but will probably not disclose it to TL unless it's deserved.
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On December 14 2007 19:28 a-game wrote:Show nested quote +On December 14 2007 18:14 YoUr_KiLLeR wrote:On December 14 2007 14:33 XyO wrote:
I couldn't stop myself from having unreal macro and sick timing senses and the 2nd sentence LOOOOOOOOOOOL. THE SKILL IS TOO MUCH. UNREAL MACRO AND SICK TIMING OVERFLOWING. I CANT STOP IT. he clearly means the map rigging provided artificial macro and timing he's not at all implying he possesses those things without the map rigging btw i want to see some exalted grudge matches !
Unfortunately you probably won't see any because exalted knows he will get his ass handed to him. Exalted I welcome you to prove me wrong. If you are going to claim you can beat me easily while inactive than do so.
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If sc2 release wouldn't be so near I would suggest you to start again, because the only way in which you could get our forgiveness is by proving day after day that you're humble and your games ar clean, and by carrying the burden of your past for a long enough time for us to forgive you. But i think that as of now you'd better drop it.
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He cheats, apologizes, then cheats more -> banned, then apologizes again...sorry, I'm not falling for it again.
If you want to find another community that's fine, but you've shown your words mean nothing here. You'll just find another way to cheat.
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Osaka27132 Posts
On December 14 2007 19:23 CTStalker wrote:
i think it's more than a little funny that this dipshit gets a second chance as easily as this contrived diatribe, while the vast majority of previously banned users get banned instantly simply for being idenitified as who they are. why is case any different?
nah, im just waiting until the thread runs its course. he isnt getting a second chance.
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If you have to thank slog, then you're really lost. Kids an absolute dick and an idiot, worse than you actually.
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Guess, we're pretty much finished then eh ?
Nothing more to add here.
Move along people.
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I wasn't offended in the least when I found out you rigged the map we played on so apology accepted. However I will still make fun of you.
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On December 14 2007 20:13 Manifesto7 wrote:Show nested quote +On December 14 2007 19:23 CTStalker wrote:
i think it's more than a little funny that this dipshit gets a second chance as easily as this contrived diatribe, while the vast majority of previously banned users get banned instantly simply for being idenitified as who they are. why is case any different? nah, im just waiting until the thread runs its course. he isnt getting a second chance.
I read the entire thread looking for this sentence. Thank you and welcome back to your rightful place in red.
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On December 14 2007 14:33 XyO wrote:
I would love to thank the following players for believing in me even when times were rough:
Artosis[Media]
Hahaha Dan is such a nice guy!
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Lastshadow can you tell me whether you're depressed or not and if people on the internet are your only friends? If so how is your mental health that if all your friends made fun of you would you think about comitting suicide? I want to practice safe flaming.
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The best part is that people acctualy (try to) forgive him. There is no such thing as remorse on the internet. This kid just begs for attention. And he doesn't care if it comes by a strategy guide, bragging about stats or an apology letter. All he wants is to be in the center of all this.
How can you forgive him? Why do you even care what's in that letter?
After 10 years we should be a scene that's build up on trust. And if anyone goes against the rules he should be excluded nomatter what. Instead of making a new account and start from scratch, he writes down that piece of shit. And on top of that, he blames someone else!
But i still see people forgive him. This whole "we forgive but never forget crap" leads to more hacking and cheating. Because kids like lastshadow acctualy think that it's no big deal as long as you appologise. Why should we as a scene, as a community forgive someone like him?
Seriously is there a big joke behind all this? Is lastshadow a tl.net member in disguise and everyone's laughing behind our backs? If so tell me now. Because this is just to fucked up to be funny.
You're not a competitive player lastshadow. You're just a kid who failed. You're not a die-hard starcrafter. Because if you truly loved the game cheating would be no option. If you loved this community, cheating would be no option. I see people here posting progaming stuff every single day without begging for attention. They love starcraft. You just look for a ride to fame. And you failed at it.
I'm beyond flaming here. Leave. Just leave. Because this game, this community is to good for you.
We don't need you. We don't wan't you.
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On December 14 2007 20:36 Jayson X wrote:
The best part is that people acctualy (try to) forgive him. There is no such thing as remorse on the internet. This kid just begs for attention. And he doesn't care if it comes by a strategy guide, bragging about stats or an apology letter. All he wants is to be in the center of all this.
How can you forgive him? Why do you even care what's in that letter?
After 10 years we should be a scene that's build up on trust. And if anyone goes against the rules he should be excluded nomatter what. Instead of making a new account and start from scratch, he writes down that piece of shit. And on top of that, he blames someone else!
But i still see people forgive him. This whole "we forgive but never forget crap" leads to more hacking and cheating. Because kids like lastshadow acctualy think that it's no big deal as long as you appologise. Why should we as a scene, as a community forgive someone like him?
Seriously is there a big joke behind all this? Is lastshadow a tl.net member in disguise and everyone's laughing behind our backs? If so tell me now. Because this is just to fucked up to be funny.
You're not a competitive player lastshadow. You're just a kid who failed. You're not a die-hard starcrafter. Because if you truly loved the game cheating would be no option. If you loved this community, cheating would be no option. I see people here posting progaming stuff every single day without begging for attention. They love starcraft. You just look for a ride to fame. And you failed at it.
I'm beyond flaming here. Leave. Just leave. Because this game, this community is to good for you.
We don't need you. We don't wan't you.
Hard ... but all deserved ... nice words.
How can cheaters not understand that winning a game using cheats is simply NOT winning a game? I will really never understand this ... i mean, even if others don't know and congratulates to you, HELL U know it!!!
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On December 14 2007 20:36 Jayson X wrote:
The best part is that people acctualy (try to) forgive him. There is no such thing as remorse on the internet. This kid just begs for attention. And he doesn't care if it comes by a strategy guide, bragging about stats or an apology letter. All he wants is to be in the center of all this.
How can you forgive him? Why do you even care what's in that letter?
After 10 years we should be a scene that's build up on trust. And if anyone goes against the rules he should be excluded nomatter what. Instead of making a new account and start from scratch, he writes down that piece of shit. And on top of that, he blames someone else!
But i still see people forgive him. This whole "we forgive but never forget crap" leads to more hacking and cheating. Because kids like lastshadow acctualy think that it's no big deal as long as you appologise. Why should we as a scene, as a community forgive someone like him?
Seriously is there a big joke behind all this? Is lastshadow a tl.net member in disguise and everyone's laughing behind our backs? If so tell me now. Because this is just to fucked up to be funny.
You're not a competitive player lastshadow. You're just a kid who failed. You're not a die-hard starcrafter. Because if you truly loved the game cheating would be no option. If you loved this community, cheating would be no option. I see people here posting progaming stuff every single day without begging for attention. They love starcraft. You just look for a ride to fame. And you failed at it.
I'm beyond flaming here. Leave. Just leave. Because this game, this community is to good for you.
We don't need you. We don't wan't you.
Gee now a man just fell into a well and you had to throw a stone after him, way to go. I simply see no reason to have such venemous outburst, did lastshadow murder your mom or something?
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You should have quit cheating while you still had the chance to.
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On December 14 2007 18:49 DevAzTaYtA wrote:
I have two questions for you LastShadow:
1) Is it possible nowadays to rig non-ums maps? I have personally never used the campaign editor so I wouldn't know. I remember back in the day some players would tinker with shit but you could always tell since the maps were UMS mode.
2) Why in God's name would you REDUCE the hit points of your marines?
GL with the whole growing up thing. Many people in the community have been given second chances so I predict most will eventually forgive and forget (well, maybe not forget).
^ ye pretty much.
lol @ marine hp. could've rigged armour upg or something, give them 1 base armour.
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evanthebouncy! u are in this exact category:
But i still see people forgive him. This whole "we forgive but never forget crap" leads to more hacking and cheating. Because kids like lastshadow acctualy think that it's no big deal as long as you appologise.
U are one of the reasons we will never get rid of CHEATING. And no, u didn't fuck my girlfriend ...
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On December 14 2007 20:40 evanthebouncy! wrote:Show nested quote +On December 14 2007 20:36 Jayson X wrote:
The best part is that people acctualy (try to) forgive him. There is no such thing as remorse on the internet. This kid just begs for attention. And he doesn't care if it comes by a strategy guide, bragging about stats or an apology letter. All he wants is to be in the center of all this.
How can you forgive him? Why do you even care what's in that letter?
After 10 years we should be a scene that's build up on trust. And if anyone goes against the rules he should be excluded nomatter what. Instead of making a new account and start from scratch, he writes down that piece of shit. And on top of that, he blames someone else!
But i still see people forgive him. This whole "we forgive but never forget crap" leads to more hacking and cheating. Because kids like lastshadow acctualy think that it's no big deal as long as you appologise. Why should we as a scene, as a community forgive someone like him?
Seriously is there a big joke behind all this? Is lastshadow a tl.net member in disguise and everyone's laughing behind our backs? If so tell me now. Because this is just to fucked up to be funny.
You're not a competitive player lastshadow. You're just a kid who failed. You're not a die-hard starcrafter. Because if you truly loved the game cheating would be no option. If you loved this community, cheating would be no option. I see people here posting progaming stuff every single day without begging for attention. They love starcraft. You just look for a ride to fame. And you failed at it.
I'm beyond flaming here. Leave. Just leave. Because this game, this community is to good for you.
We don't need you. We don't wan't you. Gee now a man just fell into a well and you had to throw a stone after him, way to go. I simply see no reason to have such venemous outburst, did lastshadow murder your mom or something?
I think people are afraid that lastshadow kills himself and leaves a "teamliquid.net" on his deathnote. Just because he's a kid does not mean he deserves more than one chance.
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Probably not relevant, but it makes me laugh.
<3 Intothewow
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On December 14 2007 16:54 FieryBalrog wrote:
meh, apology is always good, but still the same ol' epic story of life of lastshadow + name dropping... ditching that attitude would be a much more important, and much much harder, step to take.
that too.
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I think Dino put it best...
EASY!
You're apology reeks of arrogance and, quite frankly, it was a pathetic attempt.
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Osaka27132 Posts
On December 14 2007 20:47 RowdierBob wrote:
We have a winner!
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Baltimore, USA22251 Posts
ROFL @ this thread
LS this was such a ridiculously pathetic attempt at an "apology", you fucking attention whore.
My personal advice:
1) Drop your name, create a new ID (on here/b.net/WGT/etc), and NEVER FUCKING MENTION YOUR NAME OR ANYTHING ASSOCIATED WITH IT EVER AGAIN. Or...
2) Stop playing SC altogether and move on. You're honestly not very good anyways.
Anyways I know I probably shouldn't have replied as I'll just be feeding his ego, but in 2 weeks everyone will forget who he is anyhow.
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