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Death of my best friend. - Page 2

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thedeadhaji *
Profile Blog Joined January 2006
39489 Posts
January 13 2009 05:11 GMT
#21


That picture to start it off shows us the kind of relationship you two had
Enrique
Profile Blog Joined September 2005
United States377 Posts
January 13 2009 05:16 GMT
#22
That's brutal man. That kind of bond is a special thing. Don't beat yourself up over it; no one would want their best friend kicking himself at a time like this. Take care, and may he rest in peace.
~Inter Arma Enim Silent Leges~
StarN
Profile Blog Joined November 2004
United States2587 Posts
January 13 2009 05:19 GMT
#23
That's really sad man. Holy shit. I can't imagine how painful it would be for me if MY best friend died. My condolences to you my friend.

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btw are you guys in the band room in that photo? You guys band kids? lol (hey I am too)
Retired BW Noob
il0seonpurpose
Profile Blog Joined January 2007
Korea (South)5638 Posts
January 13 2009 05:32 GMT
#24
Sorry about your loss, so heartbreaking to lose someone like that.
clazziquai
Profile Blog Joined October 2007
6685 Posts
January 13 2009 05:36 GMT
#25
I don't know what to say...if I lost my best friend I seriously would not know what to do.....

RIP Ivan.
#1 Sea.Really Fan / #1 Nesh Fan / Terran Forever~
BreaK
Profile Blog Joined April 2008
Canada890 Posts
January 13 2009 05:37 GMT
#26
On January 13 2009 12:53 DoctorHelvetica wrote:
I saw my first pornographic film on his laptop at 1 am. I broke my first bone while fighting with wooden swords in my backyard. I hit him so hard in the nuts with a lightsaber he had to go to the school nurse, this was during a school dance.


A true friend indeed. Remember the good times, and be thankful for them, as I'm sure you am. It gets easier, even if you don't think it will.
formerly ClouD.BreaK ~ gogo KTF! & Liquid!
Seraphim
Profile Blog Joined March 2006
United States4467 Posts
January 13 2009 05:39 GMT
#27
I'm sorry for your loss . May Ivan rest in peace.
Hermes | Bisu[Shield] Fighting~!
Ideas
Profile Blog Joined April 2008
United States8100 Posts
January 13 2009 05:46 GMT
#28
I lost my best friend in high school too (9th grade)

It sucks.

Don't worry though, it will get better. Just remember the good times.
Free Palestine
KrAzYfoOL
Profile Blog Joined September 2005
Australia3037 Posts
January 13 2009 05:51 GMT
#29
:{
It's better to burn out than to fade away
DoctorHelvetica
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
United States15034 Posts
January 13 2009 06:04 GMT
#30
thanks for the support everyone

;__;

RIP Aaliyah
Mikilatov
Profile Blog Joined May 2008
United States3897 Posts
January 13 2009 06:31 GMT
#31
Sorry for your loss, buddy. Lost my best friend back in 2005, and it was by far the most difficult moment in my life. It gets better though, you'll be alright, just try to keep your spirits up.
♥ I used to lasso the shit out of your tournaments =( ♥ | Much is my hero. | zizi yO~ | Be Nice, TL.
lilsusie
Profile Blog Joined August 2007
3861 Posts
January 13 2009 07:01 GMT
#32
That picture really speaks volumes. I'm so sorry about your loss.
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tonight
Profile Blog Joined November 2006
United States11130 Posts
January 13 2009 07:04 GMT
#33
It's difficult to lose such a close friend at a young age. I'm very sorry for your loss.
if I come without a thing, then I come with all I need @tonightsend
evanthebouncy!
Profile Blog Joined June 2006
United States12796 Posts
January 13 2009 07:04 GMT
#34
Now you'll have to become a successful human or he'll mock you in the afterlife.
Honestly I couldn't imagine losing my friend, and so harsh on your age... Be courageous!
Life is run, it is dance, it is fast, passionate and BAM!, you dance and sing and booze while you can for now is the time and time is mine. Smile and laugh when still can for now is the time and soon you die!
Siefu
Profile Joined November 2004
Australia205 Posts
January 13 2009 09:37 GMT
#35
My condolences go out to you. It must be hard to lose someone close to you at such a young age.
He walks among us, but he is not one of us.
Mora
Profile Blog Joined October 2002
Canada5235 Posts
January 13 2009 11:06 GMT
#36
i am so very sorry to hear of your loss

i can't imagine losing my best friend, i would be utterly devastated.

i'm without words. my condolences.
Happiness only real when shared.
Nyovne
Profile Joined March 2006
Netherlands19135 Posts
January 13 2009 11:09 GMT
#37
RIP, luckily im personally pretty much a stranger to this kind of loss.
ModeratorFor remember, that in the end, some are born to live, others born to die. I belong to those last, born to burn, born to cry. For I shall remain alone... forsaken.
Scorch
Profile Blog Joined March 2008
Austria3371 Posts
January 13 2009 11:58 GMT
#38
I'm very sorry. Cancer is brutal, and it's even more tragic at this age. Don't fret though, as that helps nobody. Try to cheer up and live your life to the fullest.
besiger
Profile Blog Joined July 2006
Croatia2452 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-01-13 12:20:25
January 13 2009 12:19 GMT
#39
oh wow man, things like that should not happen , 17 is way way way too young, a friendship like that is a special bond that cannot be broken, and i know that if i lost my friend like that, i would feel like half of me is gone.
I dont know what else to say, and i like to give you this song :

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I had a friend many years ago
One tragic night he died
The saddest time of my life
For weeks and weeks I cried
Through the anger and through the tears
I've felt his spirit through the years
I'd swear, He's watching me
Guiding me through hard times

I feel it once again
It's overwhelming me
His spirit's like the winds
The angel guarding me
Oh, I know, oh, I know
He's watching over me
Oh, I know, oh, I know
He's watching over me

We shared dreams like all best friends
Blood brothers at the age of ten
We lived reckless, he paid the price
But why? Why did he have to die?
It still hurts me to this day
Am I selfish for feeling this way?
I know he's an angel now
Together we'll be someday

I feel it once again
It's overwhelming me
His spirit's like the wind
The angel guarding me
Oh, I know, oh, I know
He's watching over me
Oh, I know, oh, I know
He's watching over me

A weak will coupled with delusions of grandeur
TechniQ.UK
Profile Blog Joined May 2007
United Kingdom391 Posts
January 13 2009 12:55 GMT
#40
I'm so sorry for your loss. Here are some verses out of the word of God that may bring some comfort in this time of great hardship. God honours the humble and those who are lowly and broken infinitely more than those who are proud of heart. May he be with you and all others affected.

Psalms 34:18
"The LORD is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart: and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit."

Matthew 5:4
"Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted."
II Corinthians 1:3-4
"Blessed be God, even the Father of our LORD Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort:"
"Who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God."

Jesus - Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart:
and ye shall find rest unto your souls.
For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.
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