EPTam i a messed up person? - Page 2
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t_co
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misterroboto
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Scorpion
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At one point I was her best interest but, when she was "with" me, she still had feelings for her ex boyfriends(yes, boyfriend"s") so she kind of blew me off. I felt really bad for a while but, I moved on quickly. I got a girlfriend and pretty much forgot about the whole thing, but, before I had gotten a girlfriend, I would constantly think of that other girl. I'd spend my days thinking of how awesome it would be if we were going out... what a waste of time XP | ||
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t_co
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On June 16 2008 01:32 misterroboto wrote: What do you really know about this girl anyhoo? The only knowledge you have of her is from other people since you haven't actually talked to her at all. I'd have to agree with riptide on this one: you are in love with the idea of her, or more specifically your ideal of a woman. If you really got to know her you'd likely find some aspects of her that differ from your ideal and you'd feel betrayed in a way. I think what obsesses you the most about her might be that you were not _able_ to seduce her. human beings have a real talent for desiring the impossible. How's your relationship with your mom anyway? It seems to me that one's perception of his mom is very meaningful to unravel the source of his woman woes. Lol. My mom was always the workaholic overachiever of the family (hard science PhD, professorship, senior scientist at a major pharma company, etc etc) My relationship with her is pretty good though, she's really got a good sense of humor and both of us are the arguers of the family (we like to argue a lot about various things although both us do it for fun). I agree that part of the obsession stems from the fact that I was not able to seduce her, but part of it also feels almost like guilt--because in retrospect, had I not been that much of a douchebagey creep my first year, I would have had a much better chance. So I regret her dislike of me because it's the direct result of many of my own errors. It's like a mistake I can never correct or something like that. | ||
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QuanticHawk
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Kingsp4de20
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itzme_petey
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geometryb
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t_co
United States702 Posts
On June 16 2008 22:24 Hawk wrote: Haven't spoken a word to her in 18 months, and you're obsessed with her after minimal contact before that?? Christ, better hope no one you know finds this, because that's fuckin creepy. eh that's why i think something's wrong with me. | ||
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