I've treaded long and far from lands of the east into the treacherous terrain of Russia enduring the harsh, cold winters in The Abyss of Brood War. There I come in search of the C+ ranking, but oh how it alludes my ever depressed soul that continues to grow weary each day as new obstacles come in the way in the form of Fish A ranked smurfs(higher than iCCup a+).
Now I'm just whining. With this mindset how will I ever get to C+? The largest downfall for me is lacking confidence, especially when I see someone from an elite clan or if someone has equal to or more points than I do. I don't have that korean mindset of being okay with losing. It's all holding me back painfully so.
Also, I've been feeling awful empty recently. There isn't much that I can think of inside of myself. *sigh* I thought I'd make this a short blog post for the short lives people have. Of course, how could I forget some lovely accompanying music.Music to contemplate life about.