[Amazing!] The day I learnt to smile - Page 2

GaNgStaRR.ElV

Canada535 Posts

January 02 2013 19:40 GMT

#21

Glad you've stuck through it all and can now kind of see the light at the end of your tunnel! Gods knows from reading that you've been through a lot!

Keep smiling buddy.

Incze

Romania2058 Posts

January 03 2013 08:37 GMT

#22

And I thought my life was hard. Wow.
As the guy above said, keep smiling.

sc4k

United Kingdom5454 Posts

January 03 2013 17:35 GMT

#23

Holy shit Jonny, some raw emotion going on here. Amazing and inspiring how you have battled through your shit and also how you are actually a really brave person.

evanthebouncy!

United States12816 Posts

January 04 2013 10:51 GMT

#24

I can't believe I read all that.
But it's worth it!!
GL in life man!

eshlow

United States5210 Posts

January 04 2013 17:06 GMT

#25

nice work man!

Post more in TLHF too. :p

Matoo-

Canada1397 Posts

January 07 2013 04:31 GMT

#26

Wow, first time I ever hear about this smizing stuff. Just tried it in front of the computer, and even though a mirror will be needed for confirmation, the feelings of my facial muscles tell me it's quite different from my usual smile! I'm going to keep training for sure, especially since I also don't know how to smile on demand - I can only smile when I feel genuinely happy, which thankfully has been quite often for the past 5 years, but I still end up in a bad spot sometimes and my forced smiles look horrible.

And +1 about smiles that help you feel better, that's definitely true. Good mood is self-sustaining.

5/5 gonna train tonight

Eriksen

Micronesia720 Posts

January 07 2013 06:06 GMT

#27

What a story. I almost cried really hard when reading through this blog. Everything you wrote down there, like 80% of them are similar to what I'm currently having (except I'm not an alcoholic/drugs user).
I'm 17, just like you, can't smile naturally even though there are funny things right in front of you.

Anyways, congrats for turning around your life from a nothing to something. May your life gets better as time goes on.
Cheers~

Note: the mood down there isn't true lol

phosphorylation

United States2935 Posts

January 07 2013 06:07 GMT

#28

i have to ask: how are you doing with that girl you blogged about 1-2 years ago?

SwizzY

United States1549 Posts

January 07 2013 12:04 GMT

#29

Woah this was an intense blog. I'm seriously proud of you for sticking it through man!

Sicion

Germany131 Posts

April 21 2013 18:09 GMT

#30

This deserves a bump!
Ever once in a while im reading this and feel a lot better afterwards.
I have alot in common with you and your story. Only difference is that i escaped through gaming.
At one point i couldnt take it anymore and fought myself back into life.
I hated myself so much for who i was. For all the mistakes,lost opportunities and time i wasted.
Now i try to become better with everyday that pasts.
I got myself a job with stable income, lost 30 kg in 2 years and fixed most of my life.
Im not where i want to be yet and im still stuck with some problems.
Especially with my social anxiety but it gets better with every day.

About facial expression the eyebrows take a hugh part in it too.
It is my main problem with expressing myself.
I lost the left and right outer parts up to the half and even got left with a big scar on my left one.
So regardless what facial expression i make i will always look kind of angry or hostile towards others.
It scares away almost everyone and im only left with covering them with something.

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