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ella_guru
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
Canada1741 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-06-26 00:08:47
June 25 2012 20:20 GMT
#1
got back from doing some work in south america. that shit can really change you ( i hope , anyway)i came back home to toronto, found an awesome place to shoot a video. needed a song to fufill vision. took excerpts from my journal and made them rhyme and you get this -


"Equater"





I am happy you are all interested in my poetry, so here is the lyrics for those who have been wondering:

OFFICIAL LYRICS:




spiral serpent around until i hit the center (i control it)
put it into a bag ,sisyphus wishlist (i behold it)
the shamanic drum beet steady
the shamanic drum beet steady

the head of a crow, pay us in earth, dig up the dirt
force the gold, into the heart, remove the heart, remove the claw
escape the thought, become the crow , ever more, ephemeral soul,

mouth full of bath salt and JD Salinger cabin
porno flicks , jack daniels, the equator is where it happened


scopolamine got you talkin
the big heads went bobbin

somethins not right here
somethins not right here

camera filmed it in the bathroom
and you watched it, from the bedroom
home invasion, take it to space, take it to space,
heroic dosage mind becomes unfettered from the coil
roll the bones , horse and sheep , freed from the soil
the tension became slackened
the darkness quickly blackened
the equator is where it happened




some explanations :


the song is about like 3 things mostly, maybe this will help one to understand:


1- shamanic rituals which was my main reason for down south

"the drum beat steady" obviously. the first part, about the crow, thats all about summoning an animal spirit of power to aid you, you must become the animal if you want it to aid you.

theres the bit about horse and sheep and rolling bones. if you roll the bones and you get the horse and sheep, you are considered lucky, which i say ... luck is freeing yourself from the soil (drifting into afterlife) and your mind being free from the physical realm (those who meditate or have had certain experiences with hallucingenics will understand..)


2- lots of drug type references - put it into a bag- sisyphus wishlist ...... he is an old tale about a man pushing a rock up a hill forever basically . Pushing rock, slang for dealing drugs (put it into a bag) .... his wish would be to leave the drugs behind...

scopolamine - interesting drug in south america, recently has come up alot with myths and rumors. though if you know of "don juan" and carlos castaneda, you are familiar with "datura" ....... same thing .

"heroic dosage" is something terrence mckenna talks about a lot. 5 grams of magic mushrooms, which i have engaged in.....its the amount needed to ensure you cross over....

3 - the last is the phyiscal realm, talking about porn, drinking jack, our search for some meaning in this life.... the camera in the bathroom
(which filmed me) you probably watched it from your bedroom, that's like im invading your home, im encouraging you to "take it to space" ....... dont be so quick to discard things at face value, there is a deeper current ...


take this more as a journal entry than me trying to create a hit single hahah.... it's just me being honestly myself in music and visual. there's no dance numbers or catchy chorus'. just one guy in the world trying to find his way.

thanks for listening guys

*
Each day gets better : )
Peeano
Profile Blog Joined March 2009
Netherlands5203 Posts
June 25 2012 21:00 GMT
#2
1/5 wouldn't read again.
FBH #1!
MasterOfPuppets
Profile Blog Joined March 2011
Romania6942 Posts
June 25 2012 21:11 GMT
#3
Title made me go "oh man this is either gold or very bad; I should check it out" and so I did. Song was annoying. Seems like you used random visual effects in the video simply for the sake of "cool" visual effects. Sorry mate, this just wasn't entertaining or enjoyable to me.

On June 26 2012 06:00 s.Q.uelched wrote:
1/5 wouldn't read again.


Seconded.
"my shaft scares me too" - strenx 2014
jcroisdale
Profile Blog Joined October 2010
United States1543 Posts
June 25 2012 21:23 GMT
#4
beside not understanding any of the lyrics cause of the noise in the background. it was good.
"I think bringing a toddler to a movie theater is a terrible idea. They are too young to understand what is happening it would be like giving your toddler acid. Bad idea." - Sinensis
SilentchiLL
Profile Blog Joined July 2010
Germany1405 Posts
June 25 2012 21:30 GMT
#5
1/5
Atleast you tried.
possum, sed nolo - Real men play random. ___ "Who the fuck is Kyle?!" C*****EX
Masq
Profile Blog Joined March 2009
Canada1792 Posts
June 25 2012 21:35 GMT
#6
pretty good troll
Deleuze
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
United Kingdom2102 Posts
June 25 2012 22:42 GMT
#7
ella_guru - captain beefheart fan are you...?
“An image of thought called philosophy has been formed historically and it effectively stops people from thinking.” ― Gilles Deleuze, Dialogues II
ella_guru
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
Canada1741 Posts
June 25 2012 22:47 GMT
#8
On June 26 2012 07:42 Deleuze wrote:
ella_guru - captain beefheart fan are you...?


SHE DO WHAT SHE MEAN AND SHE DO WHAT SHE DO!
Each day gets better : )
PH
Profile Blog Joined June 2008
United States6173 Posts
June 25 2012 23:08 GMT
#9
Impossible to understand what you're saying. I get that it's supposed to be whack and out there, but it's a bit too much.
Hello
matiK23
Profile Joined May 2011
United States963 Posts
June 25 2012 23:11 GMT
#10
what did i just watch
Without a paddle up shit creek.
surfinbird1
Profile Joined September 2009
Germany999 Posts
June 25 2012 23:23 GMT
#11
On June 26 2012 06:30 SilentchiLL wrote:
1/5
Atleast you tried.

I'd rather he didn't.
life of lively to live to life of full life thx to shield battery
cava
Profile Blog Joined November 2002
United States1035 Posts
June 25 2012 23:31 GMT
#12
cava!
itkovian
Profile Blog Joined March 2011
United States1763 Posts
June 25 2012 23:38 GMT
#13
I laughed. So I guess that's good? Ahaha
=)=
ella_guru
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
Canada1741 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-06-25 23:40:08
June 25 2012 23:39 GMT
#14
OFFICIAL LYRICS:




spiral serpent around until i hit the center (i control it)
put it into a bag ,sisyphus wishlist (i behold it)
the shamanic drum beet steady
the shamanic drum beet steady

the head of a crow, pay us in earth, dig up the dirt
force the gold, into the heart, remove the heart, remove the claw
escape the thought, become the crow , ever more, ephemeral soul,

mouth full of bath salt and JD Salinger cabin
porno flicks , jack daniels, the equator is where it happened


scopolamine got you talkin
the big heads went bobbin

somethins not right here
somethins not right here

camera filmed it in the bathroom
and you watched it, from the bedroom
home invasion, take it to space, take it to space,
heroic dosage mind becomes unfettered from the coil
roll the bones , horse and sheep , freed from the soil
the tension became slackened
the darkness quickly blackened
the equator is where it happened
Each day gets better : )
itkovian
Profile Blog Joined March 2011
United States1763 Posts
June 25 2012 23:48 GMT
#15
Those lyrics are actually pretty cool. The video doesn't really.... uhh... do them justice.
=)=
ella_guru
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
Canada1741 Posts
June 25 2012 23:50 GMT
#16
On June 26 2012 08:48 itkovian wrote:
Those lyrics are actually pretty cool. The video doesn't really.... uhh... do them justice.


man! it's no worries! yo usaid you laughed which i think is really special. im not justin bieber or something i just make music and videos how and when feels purest to me. this is more like someone sharing a journal entry rather than a hit single you kno? im not trying to gain praise, im just trying to stay open and vulnerable, im not scared to be me.

if even one person thinks "hm , maybe im not so messed up " because of the stuff i do...... that's my dream.


ugggy
Each day gets better : )
tonight
Profile Blog Joined November 2006
United States11130 Posts
June 25 2012 23:56 GMT
#17
I'm no hater, but this "song" is super annoying. The lyrics aren't bad when I read them, though
if I come without a thing, then I come with all I need @tonightsend
ella_guru
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
Canada1741 Posts
June 26 2012 00:06 GMT
#18
the song is about like 3 things mostly, maybe this will help one to understand:


1- shamanic rituals which was my main reason for down south

"the drum beat steady" obviously. the first part, about the crow, thats all about summoning an animal spirit of power to aid you, you must become the animal if you want it to aid you.

theres the bit about horse and sheep and rolling bones. if you roll the bones and you get the horse and sheep, you are considered lucky, which i say ... luck is freeing yourself from the soil (drifting into afterlife) and your mind being free from the physical realm (those who meditate or have had certain experiences with hallucingenics will understand..)


2- lots of drug type references - put it into a bag- sisyphus wishlist ...... he is an old tale about a man pushing a rock up a hill forever basically . Pushing rock, slang for dealing drugs (put it into a bag) .... his wish would be to leave the drugs behind...

scopolamine - interesting drug in south america, recently has come up alot with myths and rumors. though if you know of "don juan" and carlos castaneda, you are familiar with "datura" ....... same thing .

"heroic dosage" is something terrence mckenna talks about a lot. 5 grams of magic mushrooms, which i have engaged in.....its the amount needed to ensure you cross over....

3 - the last is the phyiscal realm, talking about porn, drinking jack, the camera in the bathroom
(which filmed me) you probably watched it from your bedroom, that's like im invading your home, im encouraging you to "take it to space" ....... dont be so quick to discard things at face value, there is a deeper current ...


thanks for listening guys
Each day gets better : )
FuDDx *
Profile Blog Joined October 2002
United States5008 Posts
June 26 2012 00:10 GMT
#19
You remind me a bit of Isiah Toothtaker from MACHINA MUERTE. I enjoyed your song !!

https://www.facebook.com/pages/Balloon-Man-FuDD/237447769616965?ref=hl
ghrur
Profile Blog Joined May 2009
United States3786 Posts
June 26 2012 00:20 GMT
#20
Isn't it spelled equator?
darkness overpowering
ella_guru
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
Canada1741 Posts
June 26 2012 00:34 GMT
#21
equater could be one who equates things........ having to do with the events at the equator.
Each day gets better : )
ella_guru
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
Canada1741 Posts
June 26 2012 17:37 GMT
#22
On June 26 2012 09:10 FuDDx wrote:
You remind me a bit of Isiah Toothtaker from MACHINA MUERTE. I enjoyed your song !!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kJfu0BabeaQ&feature=related



this guy is rad!!! you are the balloon guy ?? double smile!!
Each day gets better : )
FuDDx *
Profile Blog Joined October 2002
United States5008 Posts
June 26 2012 19:44 GMT
#23
Yes I am the balloon guy and Isiah is a home town local legend.
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Balloon-Man-FuDD/237447769616965?ref=hl
Recognizable
Profile Blog Joined December 2011
Netherlands1552 Posts
June 26 2012 20:53 GMT
#24
I watched this before any replies but couldn't bring myself to say it's pretty bad, but seeing as how others have said you the same. It's not that good dude :/
Klonere
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
Ireland4123 Posts
June 26 2012 22:11 GMT
#25
reminds me of

Chairman Ray
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
United States11903 Posts
January 21 2015 00:40 GMT
#26
I'm an Asian male. Can I still bump this?
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