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My SC2 Journey so far! - Page 7

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Arcanefrost
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
Belgium1257 Posts
January 01 2012 09:59 GMT
#121
For someone who is going to lawschool next year this is highly motivating
Valor is a poor substitute for numbers.
PaPoolee
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
United Arab Emirates660 Posts
January 01 2012 12:01 GMT
#122
Awesome blog, really interesting and well written, thank you for taking the time to write it <3.
Jono7272
Profile Joined November 2010
United Kingdom6330 Posts
January 01 2012 14:24 GMT
#123
Awesome blog. Thanks for that merz!

Hope you do the "behind the scenes" blog!
Innovation | Flash | Mvp | Byun | TY
7mk
Profile Blog Joined January 2009
Germany10157 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-01-01 14:26:49
January 01 2012 14:26 GMT
#124
On December 31 2011 14:16 Antoine wrote:
wow sick blog, i'm only halfway through but i must mention that the word is "hubris" and not "hybris"


no, hybris isnt incorrect :/


On December 31 2011 18:36 Liquid`HayprO wrote:
interesting book merz


LOL, indeed
beep boop
Nonnar
Profile Joined September 2010
Sweden50 Posts
January 01 2012 15:22 GMT
#125
GREAT blog, thanks for sharing <3

Merz fighting!
imjorman
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
United States580 Posts
January 01 2012 17:38 GMT
#126
What a read.

10/10
People who want power shouldn't have it.
merz
Profile Blog Joined July 2004
Sweden2760 Posts
January 01 2012 19:26 GMT
#127
Thanks for the feedback everyone, originally I wanted to have this posted at Team-Dignitas website but I felt doing that, it'd look like something I was forced/asked to do and more of a promotional/gimmicky thing.

I left out a lot of things, I wanted this to be like a relatively short new years thing but it got out of control and I tried cutting it off more and more towards the end.

I could probably write just as much about each event separately but that would've been even more of a book (...Hayder)

Someone asked about what I'm doing 2012, full time or not, the reason I said it's still a mystery is because it is. I simply don't know yet. I want to do it, but it's not in my hands at the moment, we will have to wait and see
Winners never quit, quitters never win.
Abenson
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
Canada4122 Posts
January 01 2012 20:10 GMT
#128
Great blog, thanks for sharing!
R!!
Profile Joined November 2011
Brazil938 Posts
January 02 2012 00:22 GMT
#129
Awesome blog, read it all in one go, like a boss XD.

I'll be rooting/supporting for you from now on merz, I've never cared much for foreign players, but since I started realizing that there's so much more to sc2 besides actual gameplay and skill, I've been giving much more respect to those that deserve it for many different reasons not easily noticed.
I like the part where sense is considered a common, settled thing.
iokke
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
United States1179 Posts
January 02 2012 03:26 GMT
#130
this was a very interesting read, thanks a lot merz and gl in 2012
Crop circles are Chuck Norris' way of telling the world that sometimes corn needs to lie the f*** down. rerereredit.. I never get it right the 1st time
CatNzHat
Profile Blog Joined February 2011
United States1599 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-01-02 05:00:07
January 02 2012 04:59 GMT
#131
Amazing story, thanks for sharing
I look forward to what you can do in 2012 if you get the chance to play full-time.

also, the word you were looking for is visit, not visist.

oh yea, and when's the novel going to get published?
merz
Profile Blog Joined July 2004
Sweden2760 Posts
January 02 2012 05:40 GMT
#132
On January 02 2012 13:59 CatNzHat wrote:
Amazing story, thanks for sharing
I look forward to what you can do in 2012 if you get the chance to play full-time.

also, the word you were looking for is visit, not visist.

oh yea, and when's the novel going to get published?


Thanks I know, just didn't have the energy to do a typo check because it was so long, I write visit/visits at some places ^^
Winners never quit, quitters never win.
Divinek
Profile Blog Joined November 2006
Canada4045 Posts
January 02 2012 06:34 GMT
#133
On January 02 2012 04:26 dignitas.merz wrote:
Thanks for the feedback everyone, originally I wanted to have this posted at Team-Dignitas website but I felt doing that, it'd look like something I was forced/asked to do and more of a promotional/gimmicky thing.

I left out a lot of things, I wanted this to be like a relatively short new years thing but it got out of control and I tried cutting it off more and more towards the end.

I could probably write just as much about each event separately but that would've been even more of a book (...Hayder)

Someone asked about what I'm doing 2012, full time or not, the reason I said it's still a mystery is because it is. I simply don't know yet. I want to do it, but it's not in my hands at the moment, we will have to wait and see


I think anytime someone posts something awesome like this, if they do opt to do it on their team website they should either repost it here or open a topic just to link people to it. Otherwise I'd miss it cause I'm far too lazy to go to any team sites other than TL and I really enjoyed this
Never attribute to malice that which can be adequately explained by stupidity.
Oh goodness me, FOX tv where do you get your sight? Can't you keep track, the puck is black. That's why the ice is white.
kota
Profile Joined October 2010
Denmark84 Posts
January 02 2012 06:46 GMT
#134
Very nice blog
Caphe
Profile Blog Joined May 2007
Vietnam10817 Posts
January 02 2012 06:52 GMT
#135
What an awesome blog, great read. You are like Sen of the West, going to school and stay at the top at the same time although he graduated and do SC2 fulltime now.
Keep it up, you are the model for normal players that wants to do semi-pro. We all look up to you.
Terran
Danglars
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
United States12133 Posts
January 02 2012 10:47 GMT
#136
MLG Anaheim was a tough one looking at performance. I was more nervous than usual, because Open Bracket looked like an endless tree of Bo3s and I felt more pressured than normal because I had been flown out all the way to MLG. Flying from Sweden to Anaheim and staying there for almost one week isn't exactly cheap, and players with my merits, or lack of thereof, usually don't get a chance like that. I choked terribly vs a masters zerg named FabledIntegral in like the second or third round of the open bracket, he played a very intense ling/infestor style or ling/roach style that was still quite new at that time. And I just didn't have that much experience vs it. The harder the first game got, the more nervous I got, and I just couldn't think straight, I couldn't control well enough, and I was sweating like hell. I ended up losing the first game after a 45+ min series on Shakuras Plateu. I was badly shaken up and I got even more nervous. I picked Xel Naga because TvZ is ridiculously imbalanced there in favour of Terran, and that game ended up in a close nailbiter where none of us had resources left and I barely won due to having a more powerful army. Third game I had identified some of his early weaknesses in his build and realized he was playing extremely greedy early on and I had to punish it not to fall behind, I ended it rather quickly with a reactor hellion FE into a 3 rax/hellion bust.


Was sitting behind you (and rooting for the other guy, FabIntegral). He was at peak shape game one, and of the final 2 games one--both played hard and you came out on top, other one he choked. In intensity, he threw away a winning game situation for a losing one. Well fought on both sides, but hated to see FabIntegral crumble to pressure he seemed incapable of being overcome by. One of the best matches I saw him play in the tournament, other might've been VPFaith or something, trying to remember.

Was fun at NASL 2, seeing your personality show, and some intense games of Mafia. Nice to meet fun-loving people that enjoy gaming. Next time you're out in SoCal, hope our local gets a rematch against you in top shape. I'll be rooting for him again (his story isn't law school, but has similarities to yours) but hope to see a good series of matches regardless.
Great armies come from happy zealots, and happy zealots come from California!
TL+ Member
Klaent
Profile Joined October 2010
Sweden374 Posts
January 02 2012 14:03 GMT
#137
Holy shit that was a long read. I read for like an hour before stopping and actually checking how long this blog was, insane! Great read anyway, always knew you where a good player (and a realy fast player!), but didnt know much else about you so this was a nice look into your head =) I know ill be 10 times more pumped whenever you go up against Naama from now on :D Just keep working on using your extremly high APM to your advantage, and you will soon be the talk of the town =) merz fighting!!
"On a scale from 1 to Idra, how mad are you right now?" -ROOTDestiny
ComaDose
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
Canada10357 Posts
January 02 2012 14:08 GMT
#138
yeah i didn't get a lot of work done this morning.
love hearing the "backstage" scoop. I'll be cheering for you next time.
BW pros training sc2 is like kiss making a dub step album.
LemonyTang
Profile Joined March 2011
United Kingdom428 Posts
January 02 2012 14:11 GMT
#139
thanks a lot for this blog merz, it's a really fun read.

I was at i43 and it was a sick finals!
Mvp #1
BleaK_
Profile Joined November 2010
Norway593 Posts
January 02 2012 15:57 GMT
#140
Awsome read! Thank you!
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