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I've lived here for 8 years
But I've never been beyond the fence
If my parents are away despite my fears
It will become my last and only defense
And as much as i want to go on
I wont go beyond the fence

I've lived here for 12 years
But I've never been beyond the fence
Beyond here, there are my peers
But if I leave my parents will act intense
And as much as I want to go on
I wont go beyond the fence

I've lived here for 16 years
But I've never gone beyond the fence
When I lost my love and it caught my tears
I've never been so glad the wood was so dense
And as much as I want to go on
I wont go beyond the fence

I've lived here for 18 years
But I've never gone beyond the fence
But now its time that i build my carrer
And now that im older its time to commence
And as much as I want to stay on this side
I will go beyond the fence

in the fading daylight, sitting by your side
looking out the window as we go for a ride
with you i'd like spend all of the day
cause sitting next to you, is the perfect way
watching the golden light shine off your hair
i begin to realize that life is so rare
because these california sunsets are the best
watching it fall down into the west

There's no way to say it
Only way is to show
And if I did you still wouldn't know
Its those california sunsets
The way it shines on me
Only through my eyes you can see
What it really mOhh hooo eans to me
California sunsets

But like life we just go on by
never stopping to look at the sky
But like a thought in a lovers dream
We all want to be on the big screan
And the biggest star that we all see
We over look its great beauty
And we can even see her in the night
She shines so bright with her light
Everyday she falls out to the west
As I watch, California sunsets

There's no way to say it
Only way is to show
And if I did you still wouldn't know
Its those california sunsets
The way it shines on me
Only through my eyes you can see
What it really means to me
California sunsets

I can feel all these memories
With the rays, flooding over me
And with all these memories I reminisce
I think of all the people i really miss
All just from looking out to the west
As I watch, California sunsets

There's no way to say it
Only way is to show
And if I did you still wouldn't know
Its those california sunsets
The way it shines on me
Only through my eyes you can see
What it really means to me
California sunsets

Hold on tightly to the strans that keep us together
Soaring lightly through the air like a angel's feather
Grasp on to sunlight as I sway through the breeze
Give my hand and these chains a gental squeeze
And I know it will keep us together

Dance on the dark shadow and dim moonlight
Together in the air we sail through the night
Count the stars as we come back down to Earth
Hold on to me like the chains for all its worth

Rest on me easy and tilt your head back
Look up at the night sky and all its black
I'll never break the link,
love, it will stay forever
Because as long as I'm with you,
Chains will keep us together

Is it, too late for me now
Too late for everything
The snow, it keeps falling
I guess its white after all

Could it be a differant way
A little happier for me now
Or could it be evil that prows
Or maybe the horror of the holidays

Is it the horror of the holidays
That takes us away
away from each other
Could i make it change for the better
Could i let her?
Let her smother
In the horror of the holidays

Every minute im awake
The shit keeps pileing up
Higher and i can't get out
Nothing goes my way
Theres nothing else to say
Other than i want it back
Back before the horror of the holiday

And if i said im sorry
Would you accept my apology
Apearntly you wouldn't
You are souless

I know that i did you wrong
And its not working out
In the long run
It makes me doupt, us babe

Do i have to make a choice
And who would i pick
Which is better for me
And who really needs me more

Is it, too late for me now
Too late for everything
The snow, it keeps falling
I guess its white after all

Could it be a differant way
A little happier for me now
Or could it be evil that prows
Or maybe the horror of the holidays

Is it the horror of the holidays
That takes us away
away from each other
Could i make it change for the better
Could i let her?
Let her smother
In the horror of the holidays

Today, Today, is there no tomorrow
Good day, Good day, so long
Can you please not follow
It would be so wrong
And i'll go away, far away
Its just the horror of the holidays

So long, Please don't follow
I did wrong, Please don't follow
Could I save you?
How can I?
When i can't save me

I was walking down the road, all dressed in pink
The wind blowing my skirt gently
I've walked past the Mason's house many times before
But this is the only time that its caught my eye

It was run down and old looking, scary too
Rumor has it that its haunted
Haunted by the Mason's babies
The dead babies that they ate

I think it was the sound of fun inside
Or maybe just pure human curiosity
BUt either way I walked up to that poarch all the same
Rung the bell, and went inside

I had the time of my life in that house
I spent as much time as I could with the Masons
They were not evil, just old
And the babies they ate,
Just got older too and moved

I was only twelve but I knew
I knew that I learned a life lesson
And the best one I've learned at that
Now I don't judge on what I see

Many of my friends I know
I wouldn't, had I not walked into that house
My best friend, I use to think of him as a freak
Now I love him all the same as anyone else
But two people I love the most for showing me
Showing me without even looking
Thank you, To the Masons

Sunday, it's just another day to me
Today, It changed my life to see
The one thing, I couldn't of imagined
Is now truth, reality, which i learned today
If you remember when I was crying
Alone, But Now I am dying
When I saw that your with him

And I don't want to live without you
Because dying sounds so sweet right now
Its one thing to live without you
But another to see you around
Its always breaking me down
Without you

I prayed to god one more time
About how Im not in my prime
He keeps telling me i'll be fine
But I don't want to be left due
I was given and answer or two
Left alone to think it through
But theres still nothing but you
And god knows what i would do

And I don't want to live without you
Because dying sounds so sweet right now
Its one thing to live without you
But another to see you around
Its always breaking me down
Without you

How could I of been so Obtuse
To live through all the abuse
Why didn't I tell you how i feel
When I had my own chance
I knew that it was real
Left alone for one last dance
And grab you by the hand
To take my final stand

And I don't want to live without you
Because dying sounds so sweet right now
Its one thing to live without you
But another to see you around
Its always breaking me down
Without you

And I don't want to live without you
Because death sounds so sweet right now
Its one thing to live without you
But another to see you around
Its always breaking me down
Without you

I'm sitting here, Thinking about you again
Hoping to see you, before i hit the ground
You are drifting off on the coast of Maine
You're Washed away in Seattle's Pudget Sound

Where you are in the big field of blue
I will see you, when my time comes too
No mater where you'll be lost out at sea
In my heart, you'll always be with me

You've gone away, in with your soul
God gave you a part, and you played your role
And now your sailing around the Earth
You have lived your life, to what its worth

Where you are in the big field of blue
I will see you, when my time comes too
No mater where you'll be lost out at sea
In my heart, you'll always be with me

I've never really know quiet what death means
But I guess to everyone its a differant thing
And I still remember the day that i got the news
There was so much pain, you couldn't accuse
To who that we should of given blame
But no mater what we did
It would all be just the same
And the worst thing is
I still don't know where you are

Where you are in the big field of blue
I will see you, when my time comes too
No mater where you'll be lost out at sea
In my heart, you'll always be with me