I stand up and feel how my feet connect me to the world. The silent earth quake won't bring me down.
Not really hungry but I know I need to eat something, so I confidently stagger to the kitchen and see the clock hand pointing at 9. Food tastes like shit but it doesn't make me puke and calms me.
I sit right next to my dog who is semi-sleeping on the couch. He manages to stay there for one minute before he seeks another spot to lie down. When dogs avoid you know you're not exactly at the the top of the world.
Time to take a shower.
The water is too warm but I'm not sure if I can handle the rush of cold water. I quickly dismiss the thought when I notice how I'm slowly growing a real beard. Wet facial hair is the most disgusting thing you can do to yourself.
How do people with beards deal with that? I really want to know. Please leave a comment.
I dry myself with a towel that feels like sandpaper then put on fresh clothes and sit in front of my computer. I take a peek at the clock and notice that it's actually 9 o'clock the morning.
My new estimate is that I slept about 14 hours.




