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Paranoia?

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Sharp-eYe
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
Canada642 Posts
November 22 2009 18:25 GMT
#1
I feel like I am paranoid. Whenever there is something that I must do, and there are other people watching me, I feel uncomfortable, especially if I know the person. Doesn't matter if I studying, exercising, its all the same; it feels really awkward. This is getting in the way of things. Has anyone else experienced this, and if you have please help me. I am not sure how to solve this.

*
Are you truly so blinded by your vaunted religion, that you can't see the fall ahead of you? - Zeratul III AKA WikidSik ingame (anygame)
paper
Profile Blog Joined September 2004
13196 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-11-22 18:33:28
November 22 2009 18:29 GMT
#2
On May 09 2004 22:23 Hot_Bid wrote:
take the ring off
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imweakless
Profile Blog Joined September 2009
757 Posts
November 22 2009 18:31 GMT
#3
i think u lack time in sleeping!maybe sleep longer?
KMK,Qri,GsD#1, UEE,stork jangbi for life!
TwoStep
Profile Joined January 2009
United States294 Posts
November 22 2009 18:34 GMT
#4
I think that's self-conscious, not paranoia.
Arf
YPang
Profile Blog Joined April 2007
United States4024 Posts
November 22 2009 18:38 GMT
#5
Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
Like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)

So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right beneath my skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

I know I've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first
But I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can but

Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)

So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin

[x2]
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

The face inside is right beneath your skin [x3]

The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me

The sun
I feel the light betray me
The sun
I feel the light betray me

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
sMi.Gladstone | BW: B high| SC2: gold T_T
Chef
Profile Blog Joined August 2005
10810 Posts
November 22 2009 18:45 GMT
#6
You weren't even trying to be subtle
LEGEND!! LEGEND!!
Failsafe
Profile Blog Joined July 2006
United States1298 Posts
November 22 2009 18:45 GMT
#7
Why don't you stop doing what you're doing, then look and see if anyone is actually watching you. Most people are too wrapped up in their own existence to give a fuck what other people do. Probably no one is watching you at all.

And if someone is watching you, what do you care? If the other person is watching you and it's annoying you then tell them to stop watching you. Like say you're trying to piss into a urinal and they're watching you, and you can't go while they watch, tell them to stop watching.
MrBitter: Phoenixes... They're like flying hellions. Always cost efficient.
Deleted User 3420
Profile Blog Joined May 2003
24492 Posts
November 22 2009 18:52 GMT
#8
build some self confidence so that you don't give a shit

I don't care at all if people are watching me, because I know I am awesome

it can take time and sustained awareness of your own behavior, but it is what you must do
might help if u do something like get in really good shape
PanN
Profile Blog Joined December 2008
United States2828 Posts
November 22 2009 18:54 GMT
#9
On November 23 2009 03:45 Failsafe wrote:
Why don't you stop doing what you're doing, then look and see if anyone is actually watching you. Most people are too wrapped up in their own existence to give a fuck what other people do. Probably no one is watching you at all.

And if someone is watching you, what do you care? If the other person is watching you and it's annoying you then tell them to stop watching you. Like say you're trying to piss into a urinal and they're watching you, and you can't go while they watch, tell them to stop watching.


Yeah, but if they're staring, you tell them with your fists.
We have multiple brackets generated in advance. Relax . (Kennigit) I just simply do not understand how it can be the time to play can be 22nd at 9:30 pm PST / midnight the 23rd at the same time. (GGzerg)
greatmeh
Profile Blog Joined September 2005
Canada1964 Posts
November 22 2009 19:01 GMT
#10
talk to a therapist/psychologist or a priest even, I'm sure your dependence on asking people here probably has something to do with it
ViviD
Profile Joined November 2009
United States5 Posts
November 22 2009 19:24 GMT
#11
On November 23 2009 03:25 Sharp-eYe wrote:
I feel like I am paranoid. Whenever there is something that I must do, and there are other people watching me, I feel uncomfortable, especially if I know the person. Doesn't matter if I studying, exercising, its all the same; it feels really awkward. This is getting in the way of things. Has anyone else experienced this, and if you have please help me. I am not sure how to solve this.


They are jealous because you are so awesome. There, that should help you out a little. Just keep telling yourself, "Yeah, keep staring at me, let me know I'm more interesting than your own life."

Self-confidence, right? Nah, people just don't give a fuck, so don't either. You don't have the NWO on your back, or some Chinese spy following you around, it's cool.
Snet *
Profile Blog Joined September 2006
United States3573 Posts
November 22 2009 20:12 GMT
#12
You're used to being alone. Change that and you change the way you feel in different environments.
UFO
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
582 Posts
November 22 2009 20:13 GMT
#13
Realize that u are NOT your feelings and thoughts , ppl tend to forget about it and identify with them when they feel/have them. You can reject the thoughts that cause these feeling and u can reject the feeling itself. Some thoughts and feelings are simply wrong and they need to be refined . You can do it in any way that works well for you , ie telling yourself that ' This feeling is wrong, illogical, useless , disturbing and unwanted ,i don`t accept it and i won`t do a single thing differently because of this. Noone is watchin me and even if someone is - I don`t give a fuck . This won`t get in my way.'

This won`t take the feeling away from you , you ll still feel it for quite a while but if u ll be consistent in rejecting it, it ll subside
ghermination
Profile Blog Joined April 2008
United States2851 Posts
November 22 2009 20:52 GMT
#14
Check if there actually is anything watching you, if there isn't, then chill out. Also marijuana is an amazing cure for paranoia.
U Gotta Skate.
T.Sqd)LillTT
Profile Blog Joined April 2008
Lithuania149 Posts
November 22 2009 21:21 GMT
#15
Since when does marijuana cure paranoia ? -.- Looks like a lack of self-confidence to me that's all, paranoia is a tad different o.o
There are two ways of stoping a 4pool. 1. With a 4 pool. 2. With a drophack...
Epicfailguy
Profile Blog Joined August 2007
Norway893 Posts
November 22 2009 21:27 GMT
#16
On November 23 2009 05:52 ghermination wrote:
Check if there actually is anything watching you, if there isn't, then chill out. Also marijuana is an amazing cure for paranoia.

It is? O_o
LordWeird
Profile Blog Joined November 2007
United States3411 Posts
November 22 2009 21:38 GMT
#17
On November 23 2009 06:27 Epicfailguy wrote:
Show nested quote +
On November 23 2009 05:52 ghermination wrote:
Check if there actually is anything watching you, if there isn't, then chill out. Also marijuana is an amazing cure for paranoia.

It is? O_o


Yes, smoke a blunt after blowing down a line of some cocaine and watch your paranoia drift away...
Chains none
Sharp-eYe
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
Canada642 Posts
November 22 2009 22:30 GMT
#18
On November 23 2009 04:01 greatmeh wrote:
talk to a therapist/psychologist or a priest even, I'm sure your dependence on asking people here probably has something to do with it

Well I like asking questions here because TL members always put my thoughts in words, and I end up following the advice (except for the smoking a joint).
Are you truly so blinded by your vaunted religion, that you can't see the fall ahead of you? - Zeratul III AKA WikidSik ingame (anygame)
StalkerSC
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
Canada378 Posts
November 22 2009 22:40 GMT
#19
Too much marijuana?
--
jk.. Just frown at them until they leave you alone.
IIf your good at Starcraft, Your good at life. - Artosis
DoctorHelvetica
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
United States15034 Posts
November 22 2009 23:20 GMT
#20
I have a similar problem. I have difficult even maintaining basic friendships because of how paranoid/unconfident I am. I'm steadily improving with all of my social problems but I used to twitch severely just when people walked behind me and shit.

I really can't stand being watched though. I suggest therapy, I find it really helpful, even if you feel your problems aren't severe a therapist can really help you understand your problems and guide your thought process toward one that will help you in the long-term
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