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Yesterday night i almost checked myself into the mental ward down town. Thoughts of hopelessness, losing faith in mankind (hard to find anyone that's a decent human being.)
I almost gave up, but i remembered all the times i use to be depressed, i always found a solution to live life to the fullest (i remembered the good days when i was able to solve any problem by careful thought and rationale.) Then a moment of inspiration struck, everything made sense again for a brief moment, everything was significant, all of this hardship i went through while in this depression seemed so insignificant and i came to the realization that i've been stationary, wasting my life due to neurotic thoughts based on ignorant speculation and misunderstanding.A new day will bring happiness and further knowledge, and i'll be able to enjoy life how i use to.
Anyway, i had to write this out somewhere, hopefully people will understand why i wrote this and won't think im doing this for attention or anything.
 
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There's always something to be happy about, and to live well for... sometimes you need to look hard for them but they're there.
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whenever i get sad and depressed i whip out pokemon red version. becoming pokemon league champion always makes me so happy
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try to understand that your ups and downs are caused by depression i.e. your head, not by reality. then overcome them.
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On November 21 2009 21:46 Revolt wrote:
Yesterday night i almost checked myself into the mental ward down town. Thoughts of hopelessness, losing faith in mankind (hard to find anyone that's a decent human being.)
I almost gave up, but i remembered all the times i use to be depressed, i always found a solution to live life to the fullest (i remembered the good days when i was able to solve any problem by careful thought and rationale.) Then a moment of inspiration struck, everything made sense again for a brief moment, everything was significant, all of this hardship i went through while in this depression seemed so insignificant and i came to the realization that i've been stationary, wasting my life due to neurotic thoughts based on ignorant speculation and misunderstanding.A new day will bring happiness and further knowledge, and i'll be able to enjoy life how i use to.
Anyway, i had to write this out somewhere, hopefully people will understand why i wrote this and won't think im doing this for attention or anything.
Strength and Honor.
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YAY! I'm glad you didn't go there, you can do it!
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Defecting is like a hidden desire in us humans. The thought of going crazy is a secret pleasure we indulge in for our minds entertainment. Love is a good suppressant for this urge but it only lasts as long as the love does.
Meaning, if not found through god, can be found in our common dilemma (living). Good people are out there have faith in that and the majority seek the same shelters you do.
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I'd advise you to play starcraft but now that I think of it that would detract from sanity not add it
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Hang in there bro
Btw, I'm curious what does your diet look like, how much sleep do you get, caffeine etc
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do not give up
you are young and life is long and there is time to kill today and then one day you'll find, ten years have got behind you , no one told you where to run, you missed the starting gun
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On November 21 2009 22:54 FortuneSyn wrote:
try to understand that your ups and downs are caused by depression i.e. your head, not by reality. then overcome them.
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Im sure you know this, but humanity isnt your probelm you are. There are great people everywhere, your surrounded by them.
Your outlook on life needs to change my friend.
Goodluck..
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How is checking yourself into a mental ward giving up? If you need help then you need help. There's no shame.
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On November 22 2009 03:51 Straylight wrote:
How is checking yourself into a mental ward giving up? If you need help then you need help. There's no shame. Well a mental ward isnt getting help in that your sad, its basically accepting that you have no control over yourself and need some SERIOUS shit. Takes all responsibility away from you IMO. If he wants help he should get a counselor.
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On November 22 2009 02:10 Azrael1111 wrote:Show nested quote +On November 21 2009 22:54 FortuneSyn wrote:
try to understand that your ups and downs are caused by depression i.e. your head, not by reality. then overcome them. wrong
yeah it's all about those chemical imbalances like they show in the zoloft commercial. that's what makes people sad.
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Seek some mental advices, im sure you WILL find them.
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Don't stop never give up! Watch some Flash vs FBH games and get inspired...
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Working out always makes me feel better.
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If you ever feel bad again, remember this moment!
Hopefully all this support will help you remember it better. 
gogogo! :D
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