High Thread - Page 370

My trip involved weed, 300mg dph, 900mg dxm and 1mg xanax.
I didn't feel sick at all, thanks for the tip valentine.
I started off feeling very tired i guess it was the xanax + dph, I felt very heavy also.
I had some music on when the dxm kicked in, and it was nice for a while listening to the music.
I think I listened to music for maybe an hour or a bit more but then when I took off my headphones I could still hear music faintly. I can't remember what I did for a while, but after I got up and danced a bit but could barely stand and kept wobbling then I remember sitting down on a chair and the whole room seemed to be dragging me off to the left. I was holding my desk to stay on but it was fucked so I got up and lay down on my bed. This is where shit got hectic.

I suddenly felt VERY SMALL like my room was fucking huge I tried to reach out to touch stuff but it was always too far away. Shit was moving and flickering and I could see these bubble like things zooming across my walls. My light is like a fluorescent circle (it has no cover) and this circle kept expanding and the light kept getting brighter. My speakers kept growing and growing and the roof was spinning. I remember shouting out help me and stuff but no one was home. I don't know what was happening but i was losing my reality.

I could hear a loud buzzing noise like insects flying really fast inside my head and it made my head throb. My room didn't look familiar at all, I can't remember what it looked like but there was a lot of light and nothing was familiar. I was thinking i'm dieing, i'm dieing. I started praying... (I am not religious) and I was praying saying please don't kill me. I remember everything was just white I had realized I was dead. The next thing i remember I was thinking nothing is even real. I had completely forgotten my old self and didn't think that life was real or something. My mind was totally fucked and i think I was crying.

I woke up about 7 hours after the start of my trip. I don't know if I had fallen unconscious or was asleep or for how long but i remember i was scared shit less. I cannot really explain it but I completely lost all sanity and remember I hated most of it. I could barely walk for the next few hours and felt head-achy until the next day. I know a lot more shit happened because I can kind of remember but can't picture it.

Anyway I learnt my lesson.