EPTShe cam eto church so I gave them to Shelly with the mix i made her, she's an HB9 and took em? Will update in a week to see if she gives them back.
Then the creepy organist said a bunch of shit as i was leaving to me -_-
monday was... smoking ... yea smoking maeli published by 20 page book -_- text bo a bunch of stupid shit
tuesday... still sad as fuck, still smoking, made a youtube video supporting a us candidate andrealized in the end he was a godless cuntwoke up real late for me. realize i need some money and my father will pay me to see my shrink. take mom to shrink. therapy 1 hour. get 50 dollars
tuesday pm took video down after further consideration . call bo. no answer.
wednesday sad. My father gives me 80 dollars for a nice shirt my mother tossed out.
thursday i see some lads at the creek, grab 10 of maeli. go home and sit in my bed for 9 hours and pass out. call bo, no answer
friday wake up late. JUMP out of bed, take a shower. man up, go to crane coffee. get a large black coffee. "Hawaiin roast" "hazelnut roast" "Hawaiin roast"
"hawaiin?" i say
"you like hawaii" clerk 40 year lady says.
"i was conceived in hawaii."
I was not conceived in hawaii but i said this. my parents had their honeymoon there.
drive down the interstate.
see chingu
gather and do errands
stop by veterans hospital and check in (been 11 months) for my pt volunteer job
call bo. no answer
Then i take chingu back to the bed and just take off my shirt cuz im tired ( i dont care) then pass out and take a 10 minute nap.
Chill with chingu. randomly teach him piano and how to wield a knife...
give him a bunch of clothing randomly.
have him read my story...
Then hes gotta go... im like... cant u take the bus? its 30 minutes there.
no no no no no
were talking and we talk about how he needs a massage i say ill give him one for 5 minutes for 5 bucks ( alittle gay i know. trust me im straight as an arrow
so i go full alexander and fix all his tensions awkawrdly.Day is ending after i drop chingu off... then i go home and relax... end up talking to my father about his time in vietnam for like 2 hours. then i randomly get sucked into the television. i started watching the bruce jenner interview and i realized that this cat is actually kind of cool! I aint to gayboy kisser but the gays and trannies are sort of ok with me... better than some of these monkeys...
talk to my mother about shelly... she says shelly hates me. i explain shelly likes me. My mother is confused about things i think... jesus-
and then i strated watching talk soup and laughing a lot randomly
Then i really broke down and deleted my facebook and liked everyone of bo's posts. then I put on radiohead:pyramid song and downloaded all the best kt_violet photos and cried and cried and cried... i actually feel betters. its all not good but its ok! ok?
