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rant blog, just passing by
and to be honest my life isn't bad at all, I'm just a whiney bitch
fml for various reasons
So to preface I'm fish in Uni. I just started a few weeks ago but fml I hate my major. So like when I applied for school since I'm a nub I applied quite late and I didn't get my first choice major cause they were full. At least that's what they told me, I could have been seriously unqualified for all I know. And I picked EE as my second choice major for lulz even though I promised myself I wouldn't do EE. Funny how that turns out. At least I go to my classes. The year before I would go weeks skipping all my classes except english, how I only made one B i have no idea. But anyway that's irrelevant. I'm so fucking unmotivated it's amusing. Seriously considering switching but EE is so safe where If i put in minimum effort I can be a fucking drone working for middle class wage. At least that's what people tell me. I'm probably being so naive lololol. The only class I like is my Diff Q class, cause math is cool.
K so my roomie is weird. He's really concious about being cool. Like to the point where if a guy looks kinda nerdy he'll be like "dude why are you hanging out with him." Also once he was wearing these nice shorts and I asked where he got them and all he replied by was "don't copy me." He's joining a frat and he wants me to rush with him. But like his desire for me to rush with him is insane. Like that is literally all he talks about. Now you say it's simple as saying no, but the problem is I live with him. So I think i'll go to the rush events and just to shut him up. Why am I even talking about this. w/e
Ok so as many of you know, the Armored kill DLC just came out for Battlefield 3. I'm so excited for this DLC. Problem is I uninstalled BF3 before school started because I knew I would be so fucking addicted to it. I'm talking about I played this game for 5-8 hours a day during the summer almost everyday. That kind of addiction. I'm pulling my hair out cause i'm a avid jet flyer in BF3 and the jet gameplay looks so cool. Now you guys say, "why not balance gaming and studies." Well the problem is I have an addictive personality. Like if there is something I enjoy I natrually take it over what I need to do like studies. I get so indulged with these things like I join all the communities, read all the guides, and watch all the videos. It happens everytime be it Dota, Maplestory, TF2, BW, NBA or BF3. So I realized I need to keep myself away from it completely because of my personality. But fuck I want to play so badly. fmlll.
K so something else, I smoked weed for the first time a this past weekend. I was with my friends using a vape and I didn't know how much to smoke so I just inhaled as much as I can. I got confused because I wasn't getting high so I just kept on sucking. Eventually it just hit me and I was so fucking baked. I tried to study afterwards but I couldn't. I litterally just sat there for 5 hours listening to music. I ended up just giving up and going to bed. I'm so behind in my readings now fmlll.
Anyway if you had the patience to read this pile of bullshit I commend you. But seriously what the fuck.
 
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Those are some sever 1st world probs haha.
A couple things
- Your roomate will stop his bitching soon
- Don't rush if you don't want to
- Fuck bitches, get money
- ???
- Profit
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On September 13 2012 04:43 eatmyshorts5 wrote:
rant blog, just passing by
and to be honest my life isn't bad at all, I'm just a whiney bitch
fml for various reasons
So to preface I'm fish in Uni. I just started a few weeks ago but fml I hate my major. So like when I applied for school since I'm a nub I applied quite late and I didn't get my first choice major cause they were full. At least that's what they told me, I could have been seriously unqualified for all I know. And I picked EE as my second choice major for lulz even though I promised myself I wouldn't do EE. Funny how that turns out. At least I go to my classes. The year before I would go weeks skipping all my classes except english, how I only made one B i have no idea. But anyway that's irrelevant. I'm so fucking unmotivated it's amusing. Seriously considering switching but EE is so safe where If i put in minimum effort I can be a fucking drone working for middle class wage. At least that's what people tell me. I'm probably being so naive lololol. The only class I like is my Diff Q class, cause math is cool.
K so my roomie is weird. He's really concious about being cool. Like to the point where if a guy looks kinda nerdy he'll be like "dude why are you hanging out with him." Also once he was wearing these nice shorts and I asked where he got them and all he replied by was "don't copy me." He's joining a frat and he wants me to rush with him. But like his desire for me to rush with him is insane. Like that is literally all he talks about. Now you say it's simple as saying no, but the problem is I live with him. So I think i'll go to the rush events and just to shut him up. Why am I even talking about this. w/e
Ok so as many of you know, the Armored kill DLC just came out for Battlefield 3. I'm so excited for this DLC. Problem is I uninstalled BF3 before school started because I knew I would be so fucking addicted to it. I'm talking about I played this game for 5-8 hours a day during the summer almost everyday. That kind of addiction. I'm pulling my hair out cause i'm a avid jet flyer in BF3 and the jet gameplay looks so cool. Now you guys say, "why not balance gaming and studies." Well the problem is I have an addictive personality. Like if there is something I enjoy I natrually take it over what I need to do like studies. I get so indulged with these things like I join all the communities, read all the guides, and watch all the videos. It happens everytime be it Dota, Maplestory, TF2, BW, NBA or BF3. So I realized I need to keep myself away from it completely because of my personality. But fuck I want to play so badly. fmlll.
K so something else, I smoked weed for the first time a this past weekend. I was with my friends using a vape and I didn't know how much to smoke so I just inhaled as much as I can. I got confused because I wasn't getting high so I just kept on sucking. Eventually it just hit me and I was so fucking baked. I tried to study afterwards but I couldn't. I litterally just sat there for 5 hours listening to music. I ended up just giving up and going to bed. I'm so behind in my readings now fmlll.
Anyway if you had the patience to read this pile of bullshit I commend you. But seriously what the fuck.
Your in uni..? how old are you?
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If you have such a high tendency for addiction as you say, I suggest you do one of two things based on past experience. Either quit weed altogether unless you want to be stoned all day for weeks straight, or make a promise to yourself that anytime you're offered a toke, limit yourself to two small to moderate sized hits per session and then politely refuse the next times it is offered to you.
Trust me, you don't want to become someone who just doesn't give a fuck about anything if one of your goals is to graduate. It's way harder dropping out of college and trying to rebuild some discipline in order to graduate than it is to stick to your guns now. Take it from someone who has a grandfather who is more comfortable with tobacco smoke in his lungs than oxygen. I have addiction scored into my DNA.
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I just realized we are all corsairs. And yeah I'm probably not going to smoke regularly because I didn't like it and ill probably get addicted like you say.
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Everything you just talked about is a result of the choices you've made. If you don't like the way things are, make some different choices. Otherwise nothing will change.
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Use less abbreviations in you first big paragraph, what are EE and Diff Q?
And your friend isn't "weird" he's just your average social sheep.
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Baa?21244 Posts
electrical engineering and differential equations...very common abbreviations...
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Egad, double E & diff equations evidently aren't exactly esoteric.
I see a bit of myself in you :/ I know what you mean by "addictive personality", God help me if I ever turn to something that is considerably legitimately and/or biologically addictive.
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hm the title was funny so i came...
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