EPTjust kidding guys!
ok but anyways, that girl i was in love witih from my last blog, i guess we are friends now, maybe she likes me, but i kind of have lost my crazy love feelings for her. she still seems great, but i have realized how virginal and inexperienced she is, and that just feels like not a good fit for me. i relly don't want that. idk. i mean, i want a woman who can be on more equal fotting, not just someone to take care of. when you feel love for someone at first you think ok i can just take care of her forever, but really i want more than that, and am not sure i can see that coming from her completely--although chinese girls in general seem a lot more caring-nurturing than you would expect... loyal too. mm anyways
so that one "hooker" i was goingn to buy the christmas ghift for, turns out this other girl doesn't like her and always, picks on her. so that other girl made me think i had a shot with her, and i went for it, cos shes better looking, younger, more fun. after a couple days of that, she just started ignoring me. and then the first girl was mad at me too. anyways, i woke up in some bar and i had a girlfriend (unrelated-ish) and now that angry first girl still wanna fuck me. when i'm drunk i am drawn to her, but i gotta be careful cuz i like my gf.
china so cool man, everybody come here. l8r
