EPTTo recap:
1) Woke up late. Scramble to put together my protein shake and get out the door.
2) Arrive 5 minutes late (not that big of a deal).
3) The person i am in love with will never love me. (i don't have a vagina)
4) The person i am in love with is moving away
5) I've tried to spend less time with said person, to avoid agony, and realized that the only thing i accomplished was a depriving myself of precious moments that could have been spent with someone who makes my life better than it is otherwise, even if i can't have of it everything i want.
6) Lose my dream job to someone else less qualified than myself (who i've worked with for almost 2 years)
7) Go to the gym. Ran harder than i've ever been motivated to attempt. i fucking killed it.
8) jealousy of co-worker subsides (from the workout). Anger melts away. Managed to be happy for him.
9) make progress on my project. huge progress. 4 hours of meetings, and a shitload of progress.
10) kick my Lead's ass 6-1 at Company of Heroes Online (my project). feels fucking good. i fucking miss RTS games (the past 6 months i've been working on this game, i've played a max of 15 games).
11) get home and call a good friend - Andrea - and share with her the turbulent events of my day. Definitely needed to get more of the extreme emotional shit off my chest.
12) make dinner. "Spicy Chicken" - one of my favourite dishes. get a call before im done cooking, asking me to go out to dinner.
13) go out to dinner with SC2 Balance Designer David Kim + one other Blizzard guy. FUCK I'M EXCITED.
14) Finish cooking the dinner i began, bringing it for lunch tomorrow. to Radiohead. OK Computer.
15) sit down, smoke a doobie, read teamliquid, and shorten my day into a 15 event list - as if i had told it as a story it would take 10,000 words, alot of re-lived agony, anger, tears, and a deal-breaking divulging of far too much mutli-confidential information.
Cheers!
On an unrelated note - if anyone cares - since my last blog post bitching about how hard it is to meet people, i've been asked out 4 times, and got the numbers of 3 others. I've not taken advantage of any of the opportunities (for a mutlititude of good and bad reasons), but the point is: I've had opportunities. yay for Mora!
