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Jealous
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Peeano
Netherlands4987 Posts
Fighting is the only option. Life really feels a never ending fight. You get breaks every now and then, but the moment you stop fighting you lose and there is no winning. Winning is acceptance and realization, not actually winning. You can still make the never ending fight easier though. Making small daily life improvements can really add up. Never give in nor give up! | ||
Jealous
10141 Posts
On May 13 2024 06:39 Peeano wrote: Well written and I feel/acknowledge your pain as a fellow failer/sufferer lol Fighting is the only option. Life really feels a never ending fight. You get breaks every now and then, but the moment you stop fighting you lose and there is no winning. Winning is acceptance and realization, not actually winning. You can still make the never ending fight easier though. Making small daily life improvements can really add up. Never give in nor give up! Facts. One of the first things that gets neglected for me, but I am also sure many others, is self-care. Taking the time to clean up your living area, do a skincare routine, cook a healthy breakfast, work out... all of these things tend to fall to the wayside when you're in the depths of the struggle. They seem like small things, but they really are a large component of the driving force behind the stability we enjoyed and desire. Just doing "what you should do" can be the difference between spiraling deeper into the regret/guilt cycle and staying afloat. They are the foundation that allows us to keep fighting, as you said. Thank you for the thoughtful and affirming response 🙏 | ||
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micronesia
United States24676 Posts
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Jealous
10141 Posts
On May 13 2024 07:55 micronesia wrote: I'm glad to see you've achieved a degree of enlightenment and fulfillment despite the struggles over the years. Thank you 🙏 Hope you are doing well, too. | ||
DarkPlasmaBall
United States44271 Posts
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FlaShFTW
United States10153 Posts
Still need to get revenge for you kicking my ass but I suck now. Maybe you play with one hand or something idk. Also just realized I'm beginning to encroach on my own 10k :o | ||
Jealous
10141 Posts
On May 14 2024 00:33 DarkPlasmaBall wrote: Beautifully written. We'll hang out soon ![]() <3 On May 14 2024 00:54 FlaShFTW wrote: Good to see you feeling better. Still need to get revenge for you kicking my ass but I suck now. Maybe you play with one hand or something idk. Also just realized I'm beginning to encroach on my own 10k :o Hahaha it would be a shitshow for sure, I basically only play 2v6 comps on Blizz and sometimes noob-tier 3v3 BGH. I don't know any modern maps or meta. Officially washed af. Looking forward to your 10k! | ||
arb
Noobville17921 Posts
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Jealous
10141 Posts
On May 14 2024 15:29 arb wrote: Hell yeah proud of you brother Long time no see <3 Hope you've been well. | ||
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FlaShFTW
United States10153 Posts
On May 14 2024 03:47 Jealous wrote: Show nested quote + On May 14 2024 00:33 DarkPlasmaBall wrote: Beautifully written. We'll hang out soon ![]() <3 Show nested quote + On May 14 2024 00:54 FlaShFTW wrote: Good to see you feeling better. Still need to get revenge for you kicking my ass but I suck now. Maybe you play with one hand or something idk. Also just realized I'm beginning to encroach on my own 10k :o Hahaha it would be a shitshow for sure, I basically only play 2v6 comps on Blizz and sometimes noob-tier 3v3 BGH. I don't know any modern maps or meta. Officially washed af. Looking forward to your 10k! We should just go noob stomping on 2v2 fastest or something, but probably end up raging at each other when we do dumb shit. | ||
Jealous
10141 Posts
On May 15 2024 00:40 FlaShFTW wrote: Show nested quote + On May 14 2024 03:47 Jealous wrote: On May 14 2024 00:33 DarkPlasmaBall wrote: Beautifully written. We'll hang out soon ![]() <3 On May 14 2024 00:54 FlaShFTW wrote: Good to see you feeling better. Still need to get revenge for you kicking my ass but I suck now. Maybe you play with one hand or something idk. Also just realized I'm beginning to encroach on my own 10k :o Hahaha it would be a shitshow for sure, I basically only play 2v6 comps on Blizz and sometimes noob-tier 3v3 BGH. I don't know any modern maps or meta. Officially washed af. Looking forward to your 10k! We should just go noob stomping on 2v2 fastest or something, but probably end up raging at each other when we do dumb shit. PM'd ![]() | ||
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BLinD-RawR
ALLEYCAT BLUES50119 Posts
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Jealous
10141 Posts
On May 15 2024 01:11 BLinD-RawR wrote: damn dude, just glad to see you back and feeling better man. 🙏 | ||
arb
Noobville17921 Posts
On May 15 2024 00:21 Jealous wrote: Long time no see <3 Hope you've been well. You too brother, i do a bit of lurking and watching artosis casts these days, but not much starcrafting anymore | ||
pebble444
Italy2497 Posts
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WombaT
Northern Ireland25173 Posts
I can’t say I always agree with your takes, but I’ve always appreciated the way you articulate them, this post especially. Had my own issues, my dad dying, having a kid, having that relationship and having a complete breakdown and a year in hospital in a fun 2.5 year crunch. Hey 7 years later and I’m still not sure if I can get my old happy-go-lucky self back, but I sure as fuck can hang in there and be the best I can be, for myself and those in my life. It does somewhat confuse me that our species is so afflicted with various neuroses that seem of little evolutionary benefit, or perhaps it’s merely our cultural constructions not neatly intersecting with our biology. Whatever it is it can be a fucking pain in the arse, to put it mildly… Gonna stop before I go full ramble, but cheers for sharing and a lot of what you said absolutely resonated with me, take care man! | ||
Psyonic_Reaver
United States4336 Posts
Anyways, thanks and glad you're good man. <3 | ||
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Poopi
France12809 Posts
Take care, and never stop fighting. | ||
LUCKY_NOOB
Bulgaria1430 Posts
Congratulations on feeling good about life again and on the new 10K! Everything passes.. Emotions (good and bad), ladder rank, gas, life.. Make the best of it! <3 <3 <3 As the Ancient NHFFA Wisdom goes: NEVER GIVE UP! NEVER SURRENDER! If I can get D rank by SCV only rush almost anything is possible! \o/\o/\o/\o/\o/ Much love! <3 <3 <3 | ||
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