I have followed lots of advice that did not lead anywhere.
I have seen people doing more with less, doing worse getting better results.
I have seen people doing the same and getting results that were completely different.
My only hypothesis is that I’m too different.
I don’t understand this world and whatever “guidelines” anyone has been giving is clearly not working.
I’m tired of being treated like this is not the case.
The world does not work in the same way it does for others, I’m just giving up.
I am seen as the enemy anyway.
Mediocrity is already hard to live, I won't fight anymore just to get that.