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Darkhorse
Profile Blog Joined December 2011
United States23455 Posts
October 10 2018 05:11 GMT
#21
Hey man. The wheel of coming back to TL turns on similar time tables for us I think.

I'm sorry to hear about your struggles with depression. I had a similar troubles back in 2013/2014 (the tail end of my time actually writing things for TL) and my Blizzcon article was actually one of the things that slipped through the cracks as I also fell way behind on my studies and became pretty much a shut in. I was really ashamed of it. Eventually I told people. First my brother and then later the rest of my family. It went about as you described. People try to say the right things but it does come across a bit fumbling from people who haven't experienced depression like that. When I told my parents that I had seriously considered suicide they decided to send me to a therapist.

I went to therapy for about a year. I went back to school and did better. I'd like to say that I'm "cured" but obviously nobody ever really is. Some days are worse than others but overall I'm doing much better. And usually at high points in my mental states I come back to TL because of all the fond memories I have of filling up LR threads with banter and of course writing about Starcraft with you (and others).

I hope you're doing well. You're dope.
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DSK
Profile Blog Joined February 2015
England1110 Posts
Last Edited: 2018-10-12 07:11:15
October 12 2018 07:10 GMT
#22
Welcome back. It takes courage to say much of what you mentioned, and I agree that most advice given on the subject does not provide much comfort.

All I can say is that from my own experience, physical exercise and watching funny TV series that made me genuinely laugh helped get me back on track. It is tough, but re-wiring myself to prioritise the funny, positive things put me in a better place, but everyone has their own way of coping.

You can hit me up on Discord if you ever want to chat or blow off steam . My warmest regards to you, Zealously (I'd say more but your defamation of all things Terran offends me!).
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October 12 2018 23:07 GMT
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