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ggrrg
Profile Blog Joined September 2009
Bulgaria2716 Posts
December 28 2015 00:38 GMT
#1
Fuck me.
Just really, fuck this shit.
I just feel like shit right now.
Yet again I feel like I have hit rock bottom.
There have been a lot of reasons for me to feel as fucking terrible as I do right now, but THIS right now seems like the thing that made the difference between dragging over the ocean's bottom and getting burried into the fucking ground 10 miles underneath the water's surface.

I fucking hate writting even dumb stupid SMS but I am typing this brainfart on my fucking phone because I am so fucking tilted.

To make a short story even shorter:
I am on a ski vacation with my mother and three other people I dont really care about. => being mostly bored out of my mind as long as I am not on the slope.
Then I meet this Canadian girl (in fucking Austria) and we seem to get along extremely well - you know the kind of person you can laugh about eachother's jokes that other people would just find plain dumb/infantile/tasteless (amongst others).
Now, I am not a fool. I did not expect to have met a soulmate here. Despite feeling like I was doing quite well with her, I did not expect to get laid. I know that she has a boyfriend. If she were to make a move, I considered going along, but there were no expectations.
Just yesterday, she went on telling me that she were not a slut.
Fair enough.
But here comes the fucking kicker. The event that makes me wanna punch through a fucking wall and gouge my fucking eyes out:
Today we went out for a drink. She also brought two ski instructors with us - not the jacked athletic kind, but the fucking short stick figure kind. And the fucked up thing is, since we stay in hotels right next to eachother, I got to walk her drunk ass to her fucking doorstep together with her current boytoy. So I got escort this 21yo slut and her 16yo boytoy so they can get kinky while I reassess my fucked up life.
Fuck me.

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micronesia
Profile Blog Joined July 2006
United States24670 Posts
December 28 2015 01:51 GMT
#2
Forgive me, but I really don't understand why you are so upset. I think you are not upset for the reason you think you are.
ModeratorThere are animal crackers for people and there are people crackers for animals.
BeStFAN
Profile Blog Joined April 2015
483 Posts
December 28 2015 05:08 GMT
#3
On December 28 2015 09:38 ggrrg wrote:
Now, I am not a fool. I did not expect to have met a soulmate here. Despite feeling like I was doing quite well with her, I did not expect to get laid. I know that she has a boyfriend. If she were to make a move, I considered going along, but there were no expectations


I do not believe any of this.
Why would you be so upset if this was true?

You are either passionate about your misogyny or incredibly disappointed in what you wanted.
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HornyHerring
Profile Joined March 2011
Papua New Guinea1059 Posts
December 28 2015 14:00 GMT
#4
'She fucked the other dude, not me, fuck my life'
oh, hai
ggrrg
Profile Blog Joined September 2009
Bulgaria2716 Posts
January 04 2016 23:56 GMT
#5
Wow. Reading this while not completely wasted, is hardly bearable. The solid 1-star rating seems more than fair...

On December 28 2015 10:51 micronesia wrote:
Forgive me, but I really don't understand why you are so upset. I think you are not upset for the reason you think you are.


You are mostly right.
I am mostly upset for a whole lot of other reasons, the described situation was just a handy excuse to try to use the word "fuck" as often as an old schoolmate of mine (Btw, I did not manage to reach his oratorical skills).

On December 28 2015 14:08 BeStFAN wrote:
Show nested quote +
On December 28 2015 09:38 ggrrg wrote:
Now, I am not a fool. I did not expect to have met a soulmate here. Despite feeling like I was doing quite well with her, I did not expect to get laid. I know that she has a boyfriend. If she were to make a move, I considered going along, but there were no expectations


I do not believe any of this.
Why would you be so upset if this was true?

You are either passionate about your misogyny or incredibly disappointed in what you wanted.


It hurts a whole lot to be passed over somebody else, no matter what my personal expectations were. To put things into perspective, we had spend quite a bit of time together (in respect to our stay in the resort), while this guy could not utter a complete sentence in English...

On December 28 2015 23:00 HornyHerring wrote:
'She fucked the other dude, not me, fuck my life'


Turns out, she actually did not. She kicked him out before that xD
Bonus points for that gal for making two guys feel like shit in the span of a few minutes ^^


p.s.
On a sober mind, this whole thing can barely be called an issue. No worries.

Awesomedrifter
Profile Blog Joined May 2009
Canada62 Posts
January 08 2016 02:53 GMT
#6
Yeah thats a shitty feeling when someone you like doesn't want to be with you.

No big deal though cuz it feels really awesome when someone does
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