EPTA friendship is a two way street; ours was never such. Our relationship was a one sided affair, in which I did everything I could to make you happy, and you merely accepted. Today it is terminated.
I always knew it would end this way. A moment of retaliation and then a moment of utter despair. You were comfortable knowing I was at your beck and call. I was not.
This is not an easy decision yet it is one that I have pondered for many years. Never did I have the strength or resolve to do what I do now, but today is a different day. I am tired of the pain, I am tired of the agony in which I have lived for the years we have been "together:, I am tired of living with the false hope that someday you might see otherwise, when I know in my heart you won't.
Never again will I make the mistakes I made with you. Never again will I put myself in this hopeless situation. I have grown in the time we have known each other, I have been forced to adapt. For that I am thankful, I would not be the man I am today without your influence.
And yet always I shall carry the burden of the attachment I have towards you. Always I shall carry this love.
But no longer will I let it control me. No longer will I suffer needlessly. Today I set myself free. Today I put an end to this farce.
We are not friends. Good Bye My Love.
Tomorrow is a new day.
