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Hey! I'm starting a Blog! And why? Well, I'm a guy that thinks a lot, but I mean, A LOT, so I thought I could share some of my thoughts here therefore emptying my head a bit.
Today it's about motivation, my motivation.
I've had two awful years. I haven't been living under a bridge, I've had some beautiful moments, but the general feeling was that I was not okay. I'm not fit, I fail at my exams, I don't go out with friends and I don't get girls.
The Problems
Right now I weight 115 Kg, I am actually pretty slim for what I should be but that's because I am big in general so people tend to think I weight less. I went on a diet three years ago, it was called the dissociated diet. I could eat everything but I couldn't mix carbohydrates and proteins. When I started my weight was 106 Kg, one year later I weighted 80 Kg, but since I am 1'78 m tall, I needed to weight 70 (or so I thought). I went for three months without losing weight so I stopped doing diet and I started to gain weight again.
I entered the university, I've always had ability to study and had some of the best marks of my highschool but I just started failing. The first year I failed two subjects, the second year I could only pass one of the two failed ones and I failed two more. So now I have to do 3 more subjects, and my career depends on one of them.
I didn't go out with friends just because I didn't feel like. They called me and told me to go out but I just prefered to stay home (not always, but quite often).
And the girls, oh the girls. Well, the problem is I just get nervous and say something like, go away, or something like that.
The change
But now, everything has changed. I'm hiting the gym (I think it's a month already since I started) and this monday I am starting a new diet, this one is more balanced and the gym will make me lose those last kilos. Plus I feel good, really good when I leave the gym.
I'm pretty motivated to pass all the subjects I have to do, plus this year I'm going to do the Proficiency exam (Oxford's English exam). Yeah, it's hard, but I think that if I study hard I can pass.
I'm going out more with my friends and thankfully they haven't grown tired of me, and the girls part is improving. Now I have some that I'm trying to tease and we'll se how things work out.
Overall, I'm extremely happy and motivated.
Ooops, I think my first blog was a bit long, wasn't it?
Thanks for reading.
 
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And the girls, oh the girls. Well, the problem is this: They come to me, but I refuse them. Seriously, I'm not joking. And it's not like I don't want to have something with them, they are usually very hot (no, I don't know how I do it neither), but I just get nervous and say something like, go away, or something like that.
oh, ok. why hit the gym if you have sexy girls all over you? something doesn't line up...
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On September 09 2011 08:42 Endymion wrote:Show nested quote +And the girls, oh the girls. Well, the problem is this: They come to me, but I refuse them. Seriously, I'm not joking. And it's not like I don't want to have something with them, they are usually very hot (no, I don't know how I do it neither), but I just get nervous and say something like, go away, or something like that. oh, ok. why hit the gym if you have sexy girls all over you? something doesn't line up...
Confidence. I am there and I think: Okay, so know I have to show her my lovely round belly? No way.
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On September 09 2011 08:42 Endymion wrote:Show nested quote +And the girls, oh the girls. Well, the problem is this: They come to me, but I refuse them. Seriously, I'm not joking. And it's not like I don't want to have something with them, they are usually very hot (no, I don't know how I do it neither), but I just get nervous and say something like, go away, or something like that. oh, ok. why hit the gym if you have sexy girls all over you? something doesn't line up...
It must be something like that axe bodywash stuff. Just like in commercials, put it on and girls are all over you.
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something about this story is fishy
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On September 09 2011 09:33 ShaperofDreams wrote:
something about this story is fishy
I agree. VERY FISHY
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A hidden way for OP to b0ast that he potentially can get massive pussy w/o even trying?
-I THINK SO!
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Hahaha! Right, I take that out!
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I don't think 180lbs is necessarily bad.
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On September 09 2011 12:28 Hidden_MotiveS wrote:
I don't think 180lbs is necessarily bad.
I'm 220lbs and them babes are linin' up.
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On September 09 2011 09:15 Darkdeath3 wrote:Show nested quote +On September 09 2011 08:42 Endymion wrote:And the girls, oh the girls. Well, the problem is this: They come to me, but I refuse them. Seriously, I'm not joking. And it's not like I don't want to have something with them, they are usually very hot (no, I don't know how I do it neither), but I just get nervous and say something like, go away, or something like that. oh, ok. why hit the gym if you have sexy girls all over you? something doesn't line up... It must be something like that axe bodywash stuff. Just like in commercials, put it on and girls are all over you.
Being on Teamliquid just makes you sexier. I know I got +10 handsome when I joined
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I'm confused whether to believe the entire story or not, and maybe there's a hint of troll but not really. Anyways, I love this mixed feeling when reading blogs so 5/5 lollll.
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