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Hi I didn't expect you to answer. I don't expect you to respond. I was only calling to say... Thank you.
I was telling the truth when I said I haven't been passionate about anything or anyone in a very long time. It had been so long that I had forgotten what it was like. Passion was some vague thing I had lost and was halfheartedly looking for. You reminded me what it was like again. What it felt like, that desire that overwhelms caution, fear, and selfishness; that motivates you to change yourself, to improve yourself just so you can satisfy that passion.
Even though things ended pretty badly between us, you left me craving that feeling, like I used to crave it. Before, I was content to live a dull and drab life, even though I knew I shouldn't be. Now my heart, not just my mind, feels its time to start looking for something to force me to change, to grow up.
And I have you to thank for that. I guess this is goodbye.
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You'll never be able quit TL.
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Wait, you're breaking up with Team Liquid?
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Somethings need to be said, despite who its too.
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This is something I would like to say but I was never good with expressing myself. Since you are able to express yourself, might want to make that phone call that was never made. Regret is a haunting feeling.
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I miss you frinky, what is this about? we'll talk about it in stoids' room soon
hope you're feeling okay o.o
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You can't quit us. You love us!
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Sorry, I don´t answer to unknown numbers..
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Frinky?!
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Damn, only reason I'm not crying is becouse this sounds like about some girl..not TL
+ Show Spoiler +You can try but you'll fail to leave TL
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Eh? If I were you I'd write it up as a note, electronic or not, and send it to her or him. It seems that this person has made a positive difference in your life and your thoughts might serve to motivate this person as well.
Everyone else: It can't be TL he's saying goodbye to. TL, for the majority, doesn't "force [one] to change, to grow up".
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Although it would probably be more poetic if it was about TL, its not. Just the stereotypical girl story.
Thanks momo, royal. I'm doing fine, just had a moment of introspection and wondered what TL would have to say about it.
And yea, I just might call her up... we'll see.
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On October 07 2010 11:52 CakeOrI)eath wrote: Although it would probably be more poetic if it was about TL, its not. Just the stereotypical girl story.
Thanks momo, royal. I'm doing fine, just had a moment of introspection and wondered what TL would have to say about it.
And yea, I just might call her up... we'll see. If it makes you feel better, my TL ID before I changed it was DeathTray... inspired by Eddie Izzard as well.
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