EPTBut we talked about it.. and I feel really good about it now. I feel really great about everything. We didn't just stay on the surface, we dug deep and pretty much argued. And I'm happy that I know her true reasoning. I know now that even if I had made a move a while back, the end result would still be the same. I honestly have no regrets now.. everything that I needed to say was said and it just feels amazing. I don't have any negative feelings towards her and we're still gonna be friends, but not the awkward type.
On the Starcraft side.. sMi is back! Meaning I have a whole new motivation to play this game again. I played a few games today and I'm really rusty and it's pretty embarassing, but it's nice to play this game again. The month of November was probably the best Starcraft I've ever played, and I'm looking forward to topping that. It's time for me to get back into this game and I'm excited.
Things are picking up outside of Starcraft and the girl drama too. I'm in some church basketball league and have games every Thursday night, and I play ultimate frisbee with the track coach and some of the track kids every Friday night. I'm out of shape right now but those keep me active and I'm looking to be in shape relatively soon. I've always been a pretty athletic person and that's been nice.
I think my life is starting to pick back up and I'm truly going to be able to enjoy my last months of high school. I made that blog last week about enjoying it, but some of it was still out of shock and anger from what happened. But now.. I dunno, I'm truly happy and I feel I can enjoy life.
There's no greater feeling than knowing the true reasoning behind stuff. I'm not proclaiming "life is good" cause I remember last time that happened! But it does look like it's going that direction.
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