I already have plans of moving back to NY for good in the summer, and attending college up there in the fall, but I just kinda needed a break in between then. It's hard to explain but I feel like I left unsettled, like I had unfinished business. Before leaving, everyone wanted to like go hang out and chill but I wanted mostly to not have to see people before I leave to make it harder (it was still somewhat my choice to leave). But now that I'm here and realize that I hate every single person I've met so far down here in Oklahoma. edit: not hate, just dislike.
I can genuinely say that I've never looked forward to anything more in my life. The trip will last until the 30th, and after that I believe I'll feel more eased about relaxing with my friends one last time before coming back here for a few months, because I just never really did that before. I don't know, it's just hard to explain how I feel I guess, lol.
Also I'll have my first acid trip when I get up north, so that should be cute :3 I wanted this trip to happen in the thanksgiving because that's when my friend Brendan is coming back up north to visit family and shit, so I'll get to see him again. Oh also I held up family tradition in buying cigarettes and porn at midnight of my 18th.
Fuck yeah, so hyped for this journey :D:D:D:D